umm hello my name is kaoru, im 17 years old. i have ugly blonde hair and dark blue eyes. my height is umm maybe 5'1. i have many nicknames at school like mr. paranoia or sweet little screamer. i hate those names so much, and im not paranoid. oh well we'll leave that for another time, right now all im thinking is that its FUCKING COLD!! its like below freezing here. fuck thank god im almost at my friends house. when i got up to the door i quickly rang the doorbell.

"shiro you there! answer me!" i called hoping he was there

"yeah yeah im here just a sec." he yelled from behind the door

when he opened the door i saw my bestest friend in the whole wide world standing there with a tank top and baggy jeans on. omg he was soo hott. his name is shiro nommel he's the same age as me and we go to school together. he has raven black hair and gorgeus green eyes. god i loved him. but i still wonder why he wanted to be my friend, i mean im just a kid in school that nobody likes to hang out with, and shiro, well he's one of the most popular kids in school.

there was silence for awhile after we sat down. it sure felt awkward.

"well wat now?" i ask

"anything u wanna do i guess"

"lets play a game" i had to say it, anything to get out of the awkward silence.

"ok then we'll play the a-z game. this game will determine your personality." he suggests

"how do we play?"

"when i say a letter all you have to do is say a word starting with the letter. ok?"

"alright''

"ok then. A"

"ass"

"B"

"butt"

"C"

"cunt"

"D"

"dick"

"E"

"eclair"

"F"

"fuck"

"G"

"grip"

"H"

"heat"

"I"

"intercourse"

"J"

"jackoff"

"K"

"kill"

"L"

"lick"

"M"

"masturbate"

"N"

"night"

"O"

"orgasm"

"P"

"penis"

"Q"

"quick"

"R"

"rectum"

"S"

"sperm"

"T"

"tummy"

"U"

"underwear"

"V"

"velcro"

"W"

"whore"

"X"

"X-rated"

"Y"

"yelp"

"Z"

"zipper"

"............ok well ur results are that ur a perverted little prick." he said with a sigh. well duh i mean i want it soo bad because im still a virgin and its one of the many reasons people make fun of me about. but i didnt want to say that so i settled with "oh"

after a while of silence i could tell shiro had an idea becuz his face lit up.

"hey follow me."

"where are you going?''

"i know where my dad hides his booze so come on that'll at least make it a bit more fun."

"but i dont drink"

"i do, so come on"

after he drank like idk maybe 6 or 7 beers and a bottle of vodka it was obvious he was drunk, he was all wobbly and every time he spoke he slurred.

"heeeyy kaoruu why dont u has som of this shiit!!"

"shiro, jesus christ your drunk"

"i am not -hiccup- ok maybe a little!"

"shiro are you ok?"

"i am not. becuz u wont love me"

''huh?''

at this point my brain stopped because i noticed i was pulled straight to his lips. his kiss was soft but rough. then he forced his tongue in my mouth which made my thoughts go crazy, i didnt know if i should push him away or kiss him back, all i knew was it felt good. when he pulled away gasping for air, i felt sad, i wanted it to last more. all those thoughts vanquished when i realized that shiro was passing out. i screamed his name to keep him awake but it didnt work. i had to get him to the hospital just in case.