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Monica's POV
"You have to promise me that when I tell you this, it won't change our friendship AT all. No matter how you react. I also want to tell you that you HAVE to tell me exactly how you feel about this. Okay?"
"Okkaaayyy? Now come on Mon, tell me." He said and jumped on the couch.
"Okay, well the person I have a crush on is...is kinda, um you."
It was silent for about 2 minutes after that. He was just staring at me and I was staring down at my hands.
"Chandler?" I asked.
"Oh, sorry. Um, I guess I'm just really surprised, and for once, speechless."
"Um, I'm sorry to be pushy but, what do you have to say about that."
"What do you mean?"
"Like, would you ever consider going out with me."
"Mon, I love you, you know I do. It's just I think it would be better if we were just friends. I'm so, so sorry."
I felt like someone just ripped all of my organs out of my body. I could feel the tears starting to well up in my eyes when I said, "Oh, okay. That's fine. I just then really have to try to get over you." It was silent for a few more minutes again. "God, I really hope this isn't awkward now."
"It won't be. We're to good of friends for it to be awkward."
"Okay, um I'm kinda tired I think I'm gonna go lay down." I said walking towards my room. "You can stay or leave, it doesn't really matter to me."
"Okay, and again I'm really sorry Mon."
I didn't reply and I just slammed the door probably a little too hard. After hearing the door close I collapsed onto my bed and immediately started sobbing. Then I heard the door open again.
"Is that Mon?" I heard Phoebe ask outside.
The door to my bedroom opened and in walked Phoebe and Rachel.
"Mon, what's wrong?" Rachel asked.
"Well,I told Chandler."
"Then, why are you crying?" Phoebe asked.
"Because he said he just wanted to be FRIENDS! You were 100% wrong Phoebe, he obviously didn't like me!"
"Oh my god, Monica I am so sorry! I honestly thought he would." Phoebe said. Just then Joey walked through my door too.
"I'm so sorry Mon. Chandler just told me what happened." Joey said.
"Okay I'm tired of hearing "I'm sorry" today. Just could you guys please leave me alone right now!"
"Okay, we're sorry." Rachel said as they all walked out of my room.
"UUUGGGGHHHH!" I screamed at myself. I curled up in my bed just thinking. Is there anything that I could've done differently. Is there anything I could do to make him like me. God, I just had to listen to Phoebe and Joey and tell him. Now things I knew would be awkward between the two of us.
I stayed in my bedroom all night and all of the next morning. Everyone kept trying to get me out of my room but I wasn't budging. I didn't want to see anyone or do anything today. It probably wasn't the best thing for me to just stay in my room all day, but I didn't care.
"Come on Mon, I'm starving can't you get up and at least make breakfast." Joey exclaimed.
"What Joey means to say is, that you haven't eaten anything for the past 16 hours. Come on you should really get up and at least eat something." Rachel said.
"No, I'm fine!"
Chandler's POV
"Chandler you should go in there!" Phoebe said.
'Why? She obviously doesn't want to come out." I said. I felt like she was angry at me. Yesterday I tried to say bye to her but she just slammed the door. This wan't the Monica that we knew, she wouldn't usually just sit in her room and do nothing.
"Come on, I don't care if she doesn't WANT to. She really needs to eat something." Rachel said.
After a minute of thought I said, "Okay, I'll see what I can do."
I walked over to her door and turned the knob. I walked in to see Monica laying down on her bed with her back to the door. She didn't hear me come in until I shut the door. She turned around. I looked at her face and could tell she had been crying. He eyes were red, there was mascara all over face, and you could see water marks on her shirt.
"Hey." I said.
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