Author's note - I'm glad you all are liking this and I'm going to ask a question that I hope you answer. Do you think Lulu should be with Jason or Dillon? In the story that will matter to see which direction the story will take.

While in the car Lulu hadn't spoken a word, she didn't even shed a tear. During the car ride to Jason's, she was thinking, "should I tell him, he probably already knows especially by the way my body looks. I can't cry not in front of Jason I can't have another breakdown in front of Jason Morgan" Jason was worried about Lulu he would never admit it but he started to have feelings for her, he knew things couldn't happen between them but it didn't stop the feelings from becoming stronger every time he saw her.

Jason walked into the Penthouse and then followed Lulu, she was walking slower than normal but Jason didn't blame her not after what she has been through.

"You know I have some of Sam's clothes still here, they might fit you if you want to change or you could take a shower."

"Thanks, um but I don't think so..." she looked down at herself and she was filthy and she only had Jason's Leather jacket to cover her. "On second thought maybe a shower would be good and a change of clothes."

"Oh, okay um, the bathrooms upstairs second door on left and you can go get some of Sam's clothes, they are in the hall closet."

"Thank you" she walked upstairs and Jason just watched her while thinking, "What the fuck am I going to do."

About thirty minutes later Lulu came downstairs wearing a black long sleeved shirt to cover the bruises and she wore jeans that fit fairly well on her. Jason was in the kitchen doing something and she had no clue what the fuck she was to do. Then Jason came out of the kitchen and immediately spotted Lulu. "Hey, do you want to do something about what happened?"

"No, I mean... yes, I mean... I don't know." She started to cry and the tears wouldn't stop. 'I just wish it didn't happen, I wish I could take the pain away, the bruises, the whole night I wish I could make it all disappear. Maybe, maybe this is all one big nightmare, and it didn't happen." she just flat out broke down in Jason's arms. He held her tightly trying to calm her but it didn't work.

'Lulu, shh, shh, I wish this was all a nightmare too but it isn't and we can't change that." He wished so much that he could take the pain away but he couldn't.

"This isn't fair, Jason, what did I do to deserve this, why is god punishing me, all I did was have an abortion and that justifies me getting raped."

"Hey, look at me, things happen but you know what we will find this guy and make him regret what he did to you."

Hearing it from Jason just made her believe it, believe that everything would be okay. She would never admit it to anyone or even her for that matter but she started to develop feelings for Jason Morgan, but she knew things would never happen and he would never return those feelings.

"Okay, um do you have a phone because the Quartermaines are probably looking for me." she that with a sniffle.

"Are you sure you want to talk to them because once you are on the phone they will immediately know that you were crying and know something is wrong."

'Well then what am I suppose to do? I mean if I don't tell them I'm okay they are going to worry and know something happened to me and then I'm going to have to tell them what happened, that I was raped.!"

"So, what, are you just going to not tell them, Lulu you need to tel someone what happened see a psychiatrist or talk to family."

"What will that do Jason, it won't take away what happened, all that it will so is to get me to get past what happened but guess what the only way to do that is if this guy goes away for good."

"Fine but you are going to have to tell the Quartermaines, so it doesn't matter if you cry because you are entitled to."

"Okay, I'll tell them but they are going to have me go to the police and then this will be news to everyone. 'Lesley Lu Spencer was raped.' so excuse me if I'm not happy about this."

"You do know that it is..."

"I know that I have to do this even if I don't want to but it will be tough so could you do it with me."

"Yeah, okay lets go." they walked out of the penthouse with lulu in tears.

Quartermaine Mansion

"Okay I've tried Lulu's cell but she isn't picking up."

"Dillon, Well maybe because, she left her cell in her room."

"Where could that girl be, Dillon I thought she was there with you, what happened?"

"Grandfather, I don't know, one minute we were dancing and talking and then the next she gets all angry with me and starts talking to other guys."

"Well maybe she went with one of them."

"Oh she wouldn't do that?"

"Dillon, why not?"

"Because mom, Lulu and I have decide to start up a relationship after me and Georgie finalize the divorce."

"Well honey, she said after, it is finalized yet."

"We made a promise that we would be faithful and that means no sleeping or going out with other guys."

"Well, if you promised then it must be true, tell me this Dillon where do you think she is."

"I don't know, maybe over at a friends or out having dinner."

"Honey it is three o'clock in the morning I highly doubt she went to eat."

"Then where is she?"

Alice wlked in and said, "Mr. Quartermaine, a car just pulled up and Lulu got out of it but..."

Edward cut her off before sh ecould tell them that Jason was with her. "Oh great now that she is here, we can punish her for not notifying us that she would be out late." "But Mr. Quartermaine..." "Alice please we know she is here."

Lulu walked in and Jason followed. "Jason, what a pleasant surprise, but I think it is kind of late for you to visit. And you lulu where in the world have you been?"

"I was with Jason." she had stopped crying during the car ride but now she felt tears forming in her eyes.

"With Jason? why in the world were you with Jason? I mean he is a contract killer and..."

"Tracy, that is quite enough, now lulu where were you and why were you with Jason."

"Edward maybe we shouldn't bagger her right now, honey why don't you go to sleep and we will talk in the morning."

"Yeah Lulu and then we can talk about what was up with you at that party I mean I get that you were mad at me but you didn't have to go flirt with other guys." At that very moment lulu just broke down, she was crying continuously in Jason's arms, while everyone just watched her and wondered what the hell happened.

"Lulu what is wrong, sweetie are you okay."

"Alice leave her alone she is obviously upset about something. Maybe about something that happened tonight."

"Lulu it's okay, if you don't want to tell them then don't."

"Jason do you know what happened because if you do than I would like to know so that we could help Lulu."

"No it is okay I can do it I can tell them. It's okay Jason really I need to do this." she got her self out of Jason's arms and stood up straight trying to wipe away the tears that had started to emerge.

"Okay, um well as you all know I was at the party and... when I was at the party I got mad at Dillon and started talking to these guys." she paused because suddenly that man's face appeared in her mind and she started to cry again and she said to Jason, "Oh god I can't do this, I can't it is too hard, I can't Jason, I just can't"

"Lulu calm down I'm not forcing you to do this, if you don't want to than don't do it!"

"I have to, I have to do it I have to admit what happened today but I can't because every time I try I can't do it, I start to cry, and cry and the tears just don't stop, and I see his face and what happened and it just plain out hurts!"

"Could someone tell us what the hell is going on right now."

"You want to know so badly Dillon, then fine I was RAPED!"

"What, oh my god lulu by who?'

"I don't know his name he was a guy that I met at the party."

"I'm going to kill that bastard, have you went to the police?"

"No she hasn't."

"Well of course she hasn't especially since you were with her probably telling her the police is a bad idea."

"Cut the crap Tracy alright, first of all we haven't even talked about the police or what she wants to do about this."

"Yeah, um we had some tests run with a private doctor to confirm I was raped so I could have a case when they find this guy. And also to see if I got any sexual transmitted diseases."

"That is good, okay I'll call Lainey and have her come over and talk to you about what happened and then we will go to the police."

"No way Edward, no way am I going ot talk to a shrink about what happened or the police."

"Honey don't you want the police to catch this guy, I mean if the police aren't involved than this guy gets off scott free, do you want that."

Monica, this guy will not get off but we will not involve the authorities until we find this guy and make him pay."

"Edward are you crazy how will we find this guy?"

"Well Monica, we have resources and Jason has resources as well."

"Wait a minute you are going to involve Jason father he is a hit man not a detective."

"Look Jason already told me that he would help find this guy and he has guys looking already so..."

"Lulu maybe you shouldn't talk about this now, you must be tired so go upstairs and get some rest."

"Yeah okay, maybe that is for the best." Both Jason and Lulu walked out of the room and Lulu was about to go up the stairs when she stopped and said, "Jason, thank you , for everything, I don't think I could have done this without you." she went over and gave Jason a hug. He said, "You know if you ever need help or just need someone to talk to I'm always there."

"I Know, thanks"

She watched Jason leave and walked upstairs.

When she got to her room Dillon was in there. "What do you want Dillon?"

"I just want to say how sorry I am that this happened to you."

"Oh sorry, sorry, is that all you can say to me, sorry, I was raped Dillon and you say sorry. You know what it doesn't matter what's done is done right I can't change it aor take away the pain that he caused me but what I can do is try to get past it and maybe one day be able to just move on."

She was crying again and she was trying to hold it in. Dillon went over to hold her, "lulu"

she pulled away from him, "Don't touch me, just leave me the hell alone!"

Dillon just stood there like a statue staring into Lulu's eyes. "Lulu I wish..."

"Dillon just stop, get out, get out now!" "I mean go leave get out! get out! get out!" She was screaming and yelling and crying she was hitting him. Then Tracy came up and saw what was happening and said, "Dillon leave lulu alone, she obviously doesn't want o talk to anyone right now."

He looked back at Lulu, and she said, "Go, just go." He left and Tracy closed her door she crawled up in her bed and just cried her eyes out. Tracy and Dillon were listening on the other side of the door.

Lulu was all alone and just wished that this was a bad dream and that she would wake up already but she knew better this wasn't a dream this was her life and it was like hell.

Okay that is chapter two. And I'm going to have this story be about both Dilu and Julu. I hope you guys are liking it so please review and tell me who you want her with.

Previews for what is to come

Edward tells Luke what happened

Jason and Lulu get closer

Lulu is still scared

Dillon gets jealous

they figure out who raped Lulu