Hello again! Here is the next chapter of the story, and this time it's a little longer! I hope you will enjoy it!
RATING: M for language, violence and backflashes.
DISCLAIMER: All rights for the characters and for all of the Twilight saga to Stephanie Meyer. This is ONLY a fanfiction, but the plot and story is MINE. If you use it you have to tell it's mine.
"Hello Bella. I'm glad you have woken up. My name is..."
"... Carlisle. This is my sons, Edward, Emmet and Jasper." He pointed at them, first at the one with bronze hair, thereafter the bear and last on the one with the curly hair. He still waited, like he expected me to answer, to say it was a pleasure to meet them. But since it wasn't, I kept silent. He seemed to understand that after a while, and continued talking:
"I guess you are wondering why you are here, but we can't tell you just yet. But for now I can say as much as that we will take you to our home, and we wont hurt you. You will live with us, as a part of our family." I started to cry again, something a tried to hide since I normally wasn't the one who cried. Considering how they all looked at me I didn't succeed, but I didn't care. They had KIDNAPPED me, they should already know that I was frightened.
"Can't you please just let me go? I promise I won't tell anyone about you. My mother is probably worried sick for me and I just want to go home, I can't do this. Not again." My voice was only a whisper by the end, but it seemed like they had all heard me. New waves of calmness and comforting feelings were loose in the car. But just like before, they didn't affect me.
"I am so sorry, but we can't let you go. I know you don't understand this right now, but as soon as we get home we will explain all we know to you. For now we can only tell that it's for your, and others, safety. And don't worry about your mother, we made your friend call her yesterday, telling her that her that one of her relatives passed away so her parents needed to leave. Your friends asked your mother if you could stay with her until her parents came back, and your mother said okay. And what do you mean with that you can't do this? Again? What is this?" I looked at him, scared and frighted about what he had done to make Felicia make that call.
"Is Felicia okay? What did you bastards do to her?" I almost screamed, which seemed to shock the men. Carlisle answered:
"We only asked her, and she agreed after we gave her a promise to not hurt you." I sighted in relief, I didn't want Felicia to be in more trouble because of me. Many of her friends had already abounded her for being with me. They all still looked at me, and I remembered Carlisle's question. I didn't feel like going into the details, so I only muttered:
"I have been kidnapped before." They all stared at me, and Emmet spoke for the first time:
"What? By who? When?" The others looked like they wondered the same thing, and I realises I had to answer. I said, in low voice:
"When I was seven, by some lunatics. I don't want to talk about it." I closed my eyes and they all stayed silence. I felt the vehicle slow down and abruptly opened my eyes. We turned into a small parking lot outside of a gas station and parked the car. I guessed we were here to get gas, but I wondered if there was any chance of me going to a bathroom. I didn't ask, it was too embarrassing, but I hoped they would need to go as well. Carlisle said:
"I'll go in and buy some breakfast, what do you want Bella?" I just looked at him, how could he think that I would be thinking of food in that moment? Still he expected an answer, so I said:
"Just a bottle of water please." He raised one brow, and said:
"You must be hungry, you haven't eaten for many hours. It's not like I'm going to make them poison your food." I looked away, and then said:
"And an apple?" I made it a question, since I guessed he wouldn't leave me alone until I asked for food. I hoped an apple would be enough in his opinion. He seemed satisfied, and walked away. I was still desperate for a toilet, but there was no chance I was going to ask them. Jasper seemed to guess what I was thinking, and looked around before he said:
"There is a toilet on the outside if you would want to freshen up a little." I looked at him and said:
"Yes I would like that." He opened his door and got out of the car, and hen waited for me to follow. I did, and as soon as I got out of the car he placed a hand on my back. If anyone else saw it, it would only look like he was steadying me up (which was needed, I couldn't even walk straight..), but for me it was a way of him showing that I couldn't escape. We arrived to the toilet, and I went in. I looked the door before looking in the mirror. Oh god, I looked like a mess.
I used the toilet, washed my hands and spattered some water in my face. I tried to comb my hair with my fingers, but it was a lost combat. I started to feel sick when I thought about the situation I was in. My stomach felt like a circus, with clowns running wild in it. I realised I was going to throw up, and leaned above the toilet. I puked about three times before I was able to get up. My whole body was shaking, and I washed my mouth under the water. I slipped down to the floor, with ringing in my ears, and a disgusted feeling. I heard voices outside, but I couldn't here the exact words. It didn't take long before a voice said loud:
"Bella, are you okay? Can you please open the door." The voice belonged to Jasper, but before I could answer him, I threw up again. I washed once more, and then felt like I had nothing more to throw up. I gave myself one last look in the mirror, before I opened the door, my head held high. I felt like just staying on the floor for the rest of my life, but I realised my kidnappers wouldn't let me. When I opened the door I saw both Jasper and Carlisle standing there, worried looks in their faces. Carlisle said:
"Bella, how are you feeling? Sick? Are you going to throw up again?" I blushed when I realised they had heard me, but I pretended like nothing. Hopefully they wouldn't think about my red cheeks. I said:
"No." And then started to walk towards the car again. If we would have stopped somewhere bigger, with more people I could have caused a scene to get away from them, but we were alone here except from the guy behind the dish inside of the station. He looked like he was about my age, and he had headphones in his ears. He didn't look towards us, so there was no way he could have helped me.
"Are you sure? Why did you throw up? Are you sick? Pregnant? Did you eat something bad last night?" Carlisle spoke like my doctor, and I didn't like it.
"What are you? My doctor?" I said with as much power as I could, but it sounded like a whisper. He smiled and said:
"Right now? Yes, since I work as a doctor, I am fully capable of helping you." I freeze. How could someone dedicate their life to saving other human lives, and still do this to a young girl?
"Well, are you going to answer my question, or will I have to repeat myself?" He said with the same tone my doctor used when I ignored him. We finally hit the car, and I finally brooke down. I screamed at him:
"Well maybe it's because of you! Maybe it's because you kidnapped me? Taken me away from my mother and my friend? Maybe it's because I'm scared to death, maybe it's because all I want right now is to wake up in my bed and all of this will only be a nightmare!" The tears streamed down my cheeks, I could barely stand straight. Carlisle looked like I had slapped him in the face, and so did Emmet who stood next to him. I couldn't see the faces of Edward or Jasper, but I heard a noise from behind me. Good, I though. I hoped they felt really bad for what they had done, felt ashamed. They sure as hell deserved it.
"Bella. Please understand, we want you no harm" Carlisle said, but I had a hard time believing him. I said:
"I really hope you don't think I am stupid enough to buy that." He just looked at me with a sad expression, before we all got into the car we started driving Carlisle turned around with a bag in his hands. He putted it in my knee and said:
"Your breakfast." He looked like he wanted to say something more, but the harsh look on my face seemed to make him rethink it. I opened the bag and saw the apple and water I had asked for, but there was much more things in it. I guessed it was for the others, so I took out mine and held up the bag in a silent question. Jasper said:
"It's all yours, we have already eaten." All four of them smiled a little, and I wondered what I missed. I decided to let it go, and opened my water instead. I took a small sip, and looked at my apple. There was no way I could eat it, I would only throw up again. I pulled up my legs so I could put my chin on my knees. That was the first time I realised what I was wearing: A black tank top covered by an open, thin sweater (I am not sure if that's the word? Blouse is maybe more correct? Feel free to correct me!) and a pair of jeans shorts. Luckily they were slightly longer than most shorts were, but they were still short. To that I wore a pair of black high-heels with thin straps since I didn't get the whole converse trend, and I actually though the heels were more comfortable. So to summon my appearance I showed pretty much bare skin, and I remembered how tired I had looked in the mirror. I was a wreck.
"Well, we are almost there now Bella, you should be able to see our town in only a matter of minutes" Carlisle said. My only answer was wrapping my arms tighter around my legs, wishing I could just disappear. Which, of course, didn't happen. I remembered the day of my 13th birthday:
We, me and my kidnappers, had been forced to move from the house where they had held me for six years: The police had gotten a call from someone who was certain he had heard a girl screaming inside of the house. Even if they had been able to fool the police who came to check it up, they thought it would be safer for us to get away from there. We where in the car for about 36 hours when one of the leaders finally said:
"We are almost there now Bella, you should be able to se the town trough the trees in only a matter of minutes. Of course we wont live in town, but i guess you would like to see it anyways." As usual he sounded so nice, sounded like a fathers figure. But I knew the truth. He was only nice to me when his brother were there, since he disapproved of many of the things the rest of them did to me. He usually said:
"Bella, I will only hurt you when you force me to it. If I hurt you, it's because you have been naughty and need to be punished, it's not my fault. So you are not allowed to hate me." I didn't hate him back then, I loved him. He became my guardian angel, he saved me more often then he hit me, and he only injured me when I didn't do as he had told me. Now I knew better of course, but still.
We drove trough town and out of it before turing into a small road. Only minutes later we turned again, into an even smaller road, I didn't even see it until we were on it. Soon we came to a halt next to a big, white house, and I gulped. This was it.
Well thats that for now! As before I don't know when I will update next time, I guess you will just have to wait and see... ;) I hope you enjoyed this chapter, and I need to apologise for the misspellings and grammatical misstakes! If you want to leave a review a would love it, but I canät force you! Have a nice time and I'll hope to hear from (and to) you soon!
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