A/N: The second chapter. Hopefully you guys will be patient with me. Seeing can't get online a lot. Normally I would be able to update whenever I want but I have to go to Starbucks or the library for internet now and I can't really go every day. I am also doing a Maths course (which shouldn't be that long, I'm really not sure how long it is) which will limit my access even more but I will still update, just not too often. Just don't give up please. Just bare with me. Sorry about the lateness of this chapter it's just that I've been really busy and just haven't been in the mood to even write because of loads of fights between me and my sister and I've just been feeling so down. And to be honest I still do so I am not really sure how long it will be between updates.
The nurse told Jeff that he could go in and see Nick so he just walked into the room and sat next to Nick.
"Nicky, don't do this to me. Please don't do this to me. I love you. I need you. Summer needs you. You just have to wake up and be okay. I can't lose you" Jeff said to Nick as he took a hold of his hand. He then just stared at Nick, tears rolling down his face.
There was about 4 or 5 machines around Nick, not including the heart monitor, and Jeff only knew what one of them did. It scared him because it was a machine that was helping Nick breathe. Knowing that Nick needed help with breathing just scared him. Could Nick breathe at all? Or was the machine doing all the breathing for him?
Jeff needed to know, but at the same time he didn't want to know. He was too scared, to even think about it. To even think about the fact that Nick may not be able to breathe at all.
The next thing Jeff knew, a nurse came in and told him that he was going to have to leave due to visiting hours being over. Jeff then kissed Nick's forehead and stood up "I'll come and see you tomorrow babe. And every day after that until you get out of here. I love you!" he smiled before letting go of Nick's hand and walking out of the room.
As soon as he was out of the hospital Jeff rang Trent. Trent answered the phone almost immediately.
"Hey Jeff, you okay?"
"No not really"
"What's the matter? You're crying, I can hear you crying."
"It doesn't look good Trent. I might lose him and I can't….I can't lose him."
"Want me to pick you up?"
"Y-yeah. But could you take Summer to someone else's house since I don't want her seeing me like this and I don't want to upset her just yet"
"Course I can mate. I'll take her to Kurt and Karofsky's since they don't live that far from me. I'll be an hour at the most okay?"
"Okay, just try to hurry up Trent. I could really do with a mate right now."
"I'll be as quick as I can. I'll break speed limits if I have to"
"See you in a bit"
"See you, bye."
"Bye"
After about an hour Jeff saw Trent's car pulling up in front of the hospital.
Trent got out of the car and walked to Jeff, pulling him into a tight hug.
The two of them just hugged for a few moments before Trent pulled away.
"Come on let's get you home" Trent said to Jeff as the two of them walked to the car.
"Trent, can we go to yours? I don't think I can face going home without Nick just yet" Jeff asked as he got into the car.
Trent smiled as he got into the driver's seat "Course we can. And you can stay at mine for as long as you want"
Jeff just whispered a thanks before getting into the car next to Trent.
Once they got into Trent's house, Trent pulled Jeff into another hug.
"Everything will work out Jeff. You know they will. Nick will pull through." Trent smiled at Jeff as he then pulled away from the hug.
"You don't know that for a fact though. If Nick doesn't pull through this then I am literally killing my dad." Jeff managed to choke out through some tears.
Trent then led Jeff to the sofa where they both sat, before Trent turned on the TV.
There was a film on, neither of them knew what the film was but they found themselves watching it. After a while Jeff had leant against Trent and cuddled into him, the way he would normally cuddle up with Nick.
"You feeling any better mate?" Trent asked as he looked down to Jeff.
Jeff just sighed slightly and shook his head "No. Not really" he frowned.
Trent then moved slightly at the same time Jeff moved to make himself more comfortable, and somehow their lips ended up meeting.
But instead of pulling away, the both of them ended up kissing although neither of them knew why they were doing it.
After a few moments, Trent pushed Jeff backwards so he was lying on the sofa before he lay on top of Jeff, still kissing him. Jeff found himself putting his arms around Trent and pulling him closer to him. Even though he had no idea why, kissing Trent somehow felt slightly comforting. Although maybe that was because it was taking his mind off things for the moment.
The next thing they knew, their clothes were on the floor.
Jeff then pulled away from the kiss and looked to Trent "Trent? What are we doing? You have a boyfriend and I have a husband who's dying in hospital at the moment" he said to him.
Trent then just sighed softly "I'm sorry. I guess I just never got over you. I guess I still love you. And the way we just started kissing…well I couldn't resist you. I'm sorry. I don't know why I did that" Trent frowned slightly.
Jeff then just smiled slightly "It's okay. I know you only wanted to make me feel better. And to be honest that was making me feel better. Even though it's wrong"
"Well why did you stop then?" Trent smiled as he then pulled Jeff back on top of him and kissed him.
Trent then flipped them over so he was now on top of Jeff. He pushed right into Jeff making him groan rather loudly. He then began kissing down Jeff's chest, which once again made Jeff groan.
Neither of them knew how much time had passed by but they were tired out before they knew it and had both fallen asleep in each other's arms on the sofa.
It was Jeff who woke up first; he let out a gasp as he looked down at Trent. He remembered then that he had done. He had slept with Trent. He'd cheated on Nick, when he was in hospital. He felt like a terrible person. He had to tell Nick. He just had to.
"Trent…..Trent wake up" Jeff said to him as he shook him slightly before moving and getting up off the sofa.
"What?" Trent mumbled as he slowly woke up. He then realised what had happened "Oh shit! I have a boyfriend and I just had sex with you. I have to tell him. I have to tell him that I cheated on him" he said, in a panicky voice.
"Yeah and I have to go to the hospital and tell my husband that I cheated on him" Jeff said, as a single tear rolled down his face.
After an hour and a half, Jeff had got showered and dressed before walking out of Trent's house and driving to the hospital, in Trent's car.
Once he had gotten to the hospital, Jeff ran to the room Nick was in despite the doctors and nurses telling him not to run.
He then slowed down as he got to Nick's room. He just sighed softly before walking in and sitting next to Nick.
He then just took Nick's hand and let a few tears fall down his face. By the looks of things, he wasn't doing any better. But at least it didn't seem like he was doing any worse.
He leant down and pressed a kiss to Nick's cheek before sitting back down again.
"Hey Nicky, I love you so much and I've just made a huge mistake. Something I should never have done. I slept with Trent. I didn't mean to. I was talking to him about how you were like this and it just sort of happened. I don't know why I did it. I'm so sorry baby. I'm sorry. When you wake up just…just don't leave me. I need you and Summer needs you too. I can't live without you. Just open those beautiful brown eyes of yours. I need you to wake up. Then at least you can tell me if you are going to leave me or not. If you ever leave me, I don't know what I will do. I'm just so sorry. I can't say sorry enough times to tell you how sorry I actually am. Just...just open your eyes. Please...Come on Three, I need you...This Six needs his Three" he found himself saying before breaking down into tears.
Jeff looked up as he felt Nick squeezing his hand "Nicky? Can you hear me?" he asked as he then leant over and kissed Nick's cheek softly. "Come on Nicky just wake up yeah? Wake up please. I need you to wake up. I need you to be okay." He whispered to him.
A nurse then walked into the room and smiled to see Jeff there "He's doing a lot better and hopefully he will be waking up soon." The nurse smiled to Jeff who just looked up and smiled at her.
"So he's going to be alright? When he wakes up, he's going to be alright isn't he?" Jeff asked, a little scared of what the answer may be.
"Yes, although we will need to keep him in for a while just to keep an eye on him but once he wakes up he should be okay to go within 3 days" she smiled before checking a few things before writing things down on Nick's chart and walking out.
"You hear that Nicky? You're going to be okay? So now you've just got to wake up" Jeff smiled at him.
A few moments after Jeff had spoken Nick's eyes slowly opened and he turned his head to look at Jeff.
Jeff just smiled at him "Hey gorgeous" he said as he then went to kiss him but Nick moved his head away from him.
"You cheated on me? You…..you slept with Trent? Why…..why would you do that to me? Was it because you were bored and you needed sex but I couldn't give you it because I was in here" Nick asked him.
Jeff just shook his head "No, it wasn't like that. It was just a stupid mistake. Something that I had no reason for. I'm so sorry. Just don't leave me. I can't live without you" he said as he then squeezed Nick's hand, half expecting Nick just to pull his hand away and tell him to leave.
Nick surprised Jeff by squeezing his hand back and smiling "How could I leave you? You're my life Jeffy. Without you or Summer, my life just has no meaning. I love you too much to leave you. I know I should because of what you did but I can't bring myself to" he said to Jeff with a smile "Now just kiss me" he grinned.
Jeff grinned back at him for a moment before leaning over and kissing him. Once they'd stopped kissing Jeff smiled "God, I missed doing that" he smiled softly.
"Guys, I hope you don't mind but Summer was begging me to let me come and see Nick so I let her. Is that okay?" they heard Kurt say. When Nick said that it was fine Kurt turned around and told Summer to come in. She then took a hold of Kurt's hand and walked with him to Nick's bed. Kurt gave Nick a quick hug before picking up Summer and putting her onto Jeff's lap.
Nick then let go of Jeff's hand and took a hold of Summer's hand.
"Hey Princess, how you doing? You alright?" he asked her with a smile.
Summer just smiled back and nodded "Yeah I'm okay. Uncle Kurt and Uncle Dave were looking after me and making sure I was okay. And yesterday I spent the day with Uncle Blaine and Uncle Sebastian and they told me not to tell you or daddy but they bought me two ice creams" she said with a big grin.
"Summer the reason they told you not to tell me was because they didn't want you to tell me you silly billy" Nick laughed.
"So are you okay?" Summer asked Nick and when Nick just nodded and told her that he was fine, she smiled and looked really happy. She then wriggled off Jeff's lap and onto the bed where she gave Nick a hug and kissed him on the cheek.
Kurt then said that he was having dinner with Karofsky's parents and so he had to leave. He gave Summer a quick hug before saying goodbye to Nick and Jeff and then walking out the door.
Just a few moments later Trent walked into the room and bit his lip "Hey Nick, you alright mate?" he asked him.
"Yeah fine." Nick replied not looking at Trent, he turned his head to look at Jeff "Why don't you and Summer get something to eat and have a coffee or something?" he asked. Jeff then nodded and smiled before he kissed Nick and left the room with Summer's hand in his.
Once Jeff and Summer had left Nick just glared at Trent.
"Why did you do it?" Nick asked him with a frown.
"You mean sleep with Jeff?" Trent asked, when Nick nodded he just sighed softly "Because I'm stupid. I mean one second we were talking and the next we were kissing and one thing led to another and well…..I just couldn't stop myself because I love him. I'm in love with him and I want to be with him"