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Cause and Effect- Chapter 2
Edwards POV
I was ashamed of myself, well I had been ashamed of myself before but now I just thought I was the lowest demon in hell. How could I hurt Carlisle and Esme that way? I had very rarely ever seen Carlisle cry. I had seen him cry when I was leaving for the train station. But he had always been the family's center the one that stood strong while the rest of us fell apart. And I have been making him and Esme cry every night for 6 months. "Edward are you still there?" "Yes and I can't come back not until Bella is safe." "But don't you see Edward you don't have to worry about that any more… uh…. never mind." "What Rosalie what is it did something happen to Bella?" "No um…nothing except maybe she *cough* jumped off a cliff and killed herself *cough*." It definitely hadn't sunken in yet. "Edward? See this means you can come home and we can be a family again, and you can move o- Edward?" I crushed the phone in my hand into 30 separate pieces all held together by the wires, but I had barely realized what I had done until I had thrown the phone the full length of the room, through the brick wall, and through the window of the building next to the one I was standing in. That's when I lost it I had by now thrown myself on the ground, doubled over in more pain than anyone could ever comprehend. The hole that I been there now ripped itself out until it felt like there was noting left. In that instance I thought of 200 different ways to kill myself quickly to be reunited with Bella. But somewhere in my mind I thought of Carlisle and Esme, I should tell them how much I love them. That Carlisle is my father, and that I love him. And that Esme has been closer to a mother to me than anyone else on earth. Alice would see what I was planning and tell them herself I didn't have to rip them up further.