Chapter Two:

Okay so we need to clarify a few things this is set after the attack on the academy dimitri was never turned and the cabbin scene never happened. Okay happy reading!

P.O.V Rose

I ran to my room crying. I couldn't believe that Dimitri would think that I was actually pregnant. Did he really think that I was that big of a slut? I thought that he was the only one that thought that I wasn't a slut. Even lissa thinks that I sleep with everything with a pulse. I guess not.

How could he do that to me? Then he proceeded to have the balls to call me Roza! I just couldn't believe it. I thought he would always calculate what he did before he did it. He was always respectful of women but I guess he just sees me as an annoying teenager.

No matter how much I wanted to banish all thoughts it was impossible. Even though he just basically said that he thought I was cheating on him, well I guess it wouldn't be cheating because we aren't technically together but I love him and whether he will admit it or not I know that he loves me ugh this is so confusing. I had to wonder what his face was like when his mom walked into the gym. I didn't even change because I knew he would want to talk to her and catch up. He probably even had that full on smile on that I love so much.

As I continued sobbing on my bed I heard a knock I checked the bond and it wasn't lissa. Maybe it was Dimitri I thought to myself than I realized that he was probably with his mother. I whipped my eyes and went to the door to see who it was.

I definitely didn't expect to see Olena at my door. I invited her in and went to go clean up my face. When I came back in Olena was inspecting my room. She was looking at the photo I had on my desk of Dimitri and me. It was taken right after the attack on the academy at our malojia ( I don't know if I spelled that right let me know so I can fix if wrong) ceremony. It was okay to have it out because to most people it was just a photo of a proud mentor and his student, but to me it was much more than that.

"So what brings you here I figured that you would be spending time with Dimitri," I asked Olena and she turned looking startled.

Her face turned a light shade of pink and she turned to put the picture to where it was. "I'm sorry, it's just I was looking around not snooping or anything just taking in the area and I saw that Dimitri looked so happy in this photo. He's never happy anymore since he beat his father up, I just couldn't help myself. You guys look really good together… I'm sorry" She said in one breath except the last two words that came out a few seconds later sheepishly.

"Don't worry about it Olena. Really it's fine. He does look happy doesn't he?" I said now admiring the photo myself.

"I want to thank you, rose."

"You've already thanked me enough. Really it was my pleasure. Do you want to sit?" I said motioning to the couch on the other side of my room. She walked over and sat on the couch and I sat next to her. It was kind of odd how comfortable I felt around her.

"That's not what im talking about." I looked about her confused. She sighed and her face turned serous but very sweet. "I wanted to thank you for making my Dimitri happy." I looked at her shocked.

Olena let out a little laugh that reminded me of Dimitri's, "What I said about him not being happy after his father was true. He took it on himself to protect all of us and never thought of himself. When he was younger he would laugh and play with his sisters and he was almost smiling. Then one day he came home from school early and saw his father beating me. He ran in and defended me, ever since he has always been so stoic and serious. Looking at that photo and seeing him smile it warms my heart. I can never thank you enough, Roza." I grimaced at my Russian nick name only Dimitri called me that and not even and hour ago I told him not to call me that anymore. I loved hearing it come from his lips it wasn't the same when his mother called me that and I missed the feeling it sent thorough me when he would call me Roza.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you that. I've been avoiding calling you that since I heard you yell at Dimka for calling you that. I'm so sorry."

"Really, Olena, its okay and as for him in that picture it was taken at my milojia ceremony he was just proud that's it. I'm sorry but that smile is not there for another reason than for the photo." I said sadly. Somewhere deep down I knew that I was wrong about that but I just didn't want to admit it because that would make it hurt even more knowing that he cared for me.

"Rose excuse me for being nosey but are you having a relationship with my son?" Olena asked me and my breath caught me my throat. Am I? I don't really know? If I am and Olena finds out will she hate me? I really don't want her to hate me.

"I think that's something you need to speak with Dimitri about. Speaking of why aren't you with him. I was sure he would want to catch up with you." I said genuinely curious now.

Olena sighed, "Yes well I'm angry with him right now, so I decided to talk with you."

"Why are you angry with him?" I asked.

Olena looked down sheepishly, "Well when you came out crying I knew he had said something to you and even though you said you were fine you don't strike me as one to cry so I confronted him about it." Oh shit. "He told me what happened and I must say that I thought I raised him better than that, I never in a million years thought that I would have to reprimand him at 25 but I just did and it was kind of weird. None the less he made a mistake but I can tell that he loves you very much. When I walked into the gym there was a look of pure regret and sadness that he upset you and when I said that you were crying his face fell even more if it was even possible. Even when he smiled as I walked in there was a hit of sadness in his eyes like always but in that photo there is no sadness in his eyes just pure love and happiness."

Wow okay that's a lot to take in. Wait she yelled at him because of me? No that can't happen, "Olena you shouldn't of reprimanded him like you said he made a mistake. Now I feel guilty you should be with him talking up a storm and catching up, not sitting here with me." I truly did feel guilty I was the reason that Dimitri got yelled at. I might still be mad at him but I still felt bad. After that we talked for hours not about Dimitri actually about anything other than him. Right in the middle of a laughing fit from a joke that Olena had told me my door flew and In my doorway stood a very tall very sexy Russian.

P.O.V Dimitri

After mama left I picked up the mats and put away the dummies that I had laid out for practice because we obviously weren't having any today. Then I decided to go for a run I put my earphones and turned the music all the way up in hopes to block out any thoughts of Roza.

I was on my shift walking the wards when my attempts to block out my thought of this afternoon failed. I couldn't help but think about what my mother had said she was right I had been completely unfair to Roza. I should of sat her down and asked her about it instead of ambushing her like I did. Mama said that she came out crying and that hurt to know that I had caused that kind of pain to her. I can't stand the thought of my Roza crying. But she said that she wasn't my Roza anymore. I don't think that I can live without her by my side now that I have experienced what it is like to have her there. I don't care what mama said anymore I am going right after my shift, which conveniently ended in five minutes, and I'm going to apologize to her and ask her to take me back. Wait were we even dating before? I think so I mean we never said weather we were or not but we knew how the other felt about us. It's all just confusing but the one thing I do know is that I will get my Roza back at any cost.

When I reached Rose's door I started to get nervous. What if she doesn't take me back? What if she never forgives me? What if- no Dimitri don't think like that just grow a pair and go in there. I took out the spare key I had to her room, unlocked the door, and went inside. One I opened the door I saw a sight that I was not prepared for. Rose and Mama were sitting on Rose's couch laughing their asses off. When they looked up roses smile fell into a frown and she still looked breathtakingly beautiful and Mama well her smile turned into a full on scowl.

"Dimitri…." Was all she said her voice was hollow and sad I hated to see her like this it just broke my heart. At that moment I didn't care that my mother was in the room I wouldn't care if Alberta and Kirova were in the room I just had to have he in my arms again. I took a step towards her and she shied away from me.

"Roz… Rose I'm so sorry. I should of never talked to you the way you did I should of never assumed what I did and I'm so sorry. You've only been gone for a few hours and already I feel like someone ripped my heart right out of my chest. I need you back Roza please I love you I'm so sorry." Right after I finished my sentence I realized what I had just said to Rose. I had just professed my love to her and it felt great. I have been so afraid to say those three words because I was afraid of rejection but right now there was nothing more I could lose. I could just gain My Roza back.

I looked at her hopefully and I saw the tears in her eyes threatening to spill down her face. She abruptly stood up and ran to the bathroom. Oh god I've just lot her I felt my eyes well up with teats as I slid down the wall and put my face in my hands willing myself not to cry. I felt small hands on my shoulder and someone sit next to me.

"It's going to be okay son," Came my mother's voice and I couldn't hold it in anymore the tears started spilling down my cheeks and I looked up at my mother.

"How do you know that Mama? She just left she hates me I'm never going to get her back." I sobbed.

Mama wrapped her arms around my shoulders and made me look at her, "She doesn't hate you," she said. "She loves you. Trust me when I say she loves you. When I got here she was beaming at the thought of simply seeing you smile, and last time I checked when a girl like rose who is used to being called a whore gets upset over one person assuming that they are pregnant it's because they value their opinion. She cares what you think of her that's what upset her most. Even look at this room it's pretty plain not a lot of personal items, right? She only has two personal items to be exact one is a picture of her best friend the princess she sees her like a sister she is the only family she has and the other one? It's a picture of you know what does that tell you?" Mama said and she was starting to make since but I still don't understand why rose ran if she loved me. Mama stood up kissed my forehead and walked out.

I decided to stay here until Roza came out. Even if she just yelled at me to get out I had to see her again.

P.O.V Rose

When I stopped crying I washed my face and went back into my room. To my surprise Dimitri was sitting against the wall with his head in his hands and Olena had left. I stood there for a minute and then I finally spoke. "Dimitri?" It came out faint and timid I almost didn't recognize it as my own voice.

Dimitri's head snapped up and his face was tear stricken. I wanted to go over there and comfort him but I didn't move a muscle I just stood there and looked at him. After a few minutes Dimitri broke the silence, "Roza?" He said standing up and walking towards me.

"I'm so sorry, really I am. Just tell me what you want me to say and I'll say it. Tell me what you want me to do and I'll do it just please Roza come back to me." Dimitri said standing a foot away from me.

I looked up at him through my eyelashes, "I want you to kiss me, Dimitri. That's all I want from you."

A smile spread across Dimtri's face a s he leaned down to give me a gentle kiss but it soon deepened into a strong passionate kiss. When we finally pulled apart for air I leaned my head against Dimiri's chest.

"I love you, roza" Dimitri said wrapping one arm around my waist and the other one stroking my hair.

"I love you too, Dimitri."

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