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Letters to God

Chapter One. The first appearance

Words where hammering in my head, as my feet patted the wet forest floor, I was running, running for my life, my humanity. Looking back I saw the woman was gaining on me, silver hair flowing in the breeze. I turned quickly back to the path ahead of me and ran, ran so hard it was difficult to think about the concept of breathing. With the lack of oxygen and the clarity of my attention span, I tripped over an old dead log. I struggled to get back on my feet but the endless yards of mud prevented me of doing so, I looked skyward begging god that Edward would find me, I struggled some more in till I was looking into the gold eyes of the woman.

"Bella don't be afraid, I won't hurt you." She sounded so soft, elderly gentle for her age, and I couldn't help but listen, she helped me to my feet and brushed some mud off my face.

"One week Bella, and the pain will all be over soon." With that she kissed my forehead, pain erupted in my skull and I did the only thing I could think off, I yelled the name of my angel.

"Edward!" I was struggling to get out of the enveloping darkness, "Edward!"

"Bella, Bella, its okay love I'm right here." He was shaking my shoulders roughly; as I opened my eyes I saw seven pairs of topaz eyes staring back at me.

"Edward? What's going on?" I looked at Edward to Carlisle hoping for some answers.

"Actually Bella, We were hoping you could tell us." As I opened my mouth plain exploded in my head, running down my neck and into my shoulder blades. I could feel my body shaking, my eyes trying to close.

"Bella, stay with me, you have to stay with me. Bella, PLEASE! " I could feel Edward dry sobbing into my chest, I could hear the soft springing noise of his feet as they hit the patio.

"Bella." One last time I looked toward the Cullen mansion, expecting it to live on my farewell gesture, only to see Selene's golden eyes full with her remorse.

Four Days later (Fifth Day)

Surprisingly after the first day of being hospitalized the pain in my head stopped, only to cover my should blades and downward, obviously something was wrong with me and I could sense that even with advance technology and possibly Edward changing me I doubt I could live through this one. The past three days I could feel my bone structure changing, I could feel my bones become stronger and hallow, at times I would test myself and pick up my arm, besides the fact it hurt like hell to do so…my arms felt lighter.

But today…today I felt my body finishing up on my bones, turning my flab (the little that I had) into muscle. A few hours later Carlisle came in…I guess he saw that I wasn't dieing but undergoing a transformation, he called the nurses in telling them that I must

Have special treatment and was going to be staying at his house. Not that I was complaining, I get to see Edward again.

Two Days Later (Seventh Day)

The transformation was coming to a stop; I was in Alice's room lying on her bed while the last pain waves echoed off my body. I stood up walking into the bathroom after what felt like an hour of vomiting my guts out, I walked to the sink rinsing out my mouth taking a brief glance at what I thought was my horrible reflection, I frozed. It was like I was looking into the eyes of a stranger, I looked like one of the Cullens, I looked the same but my features were more defined at this point of time even though I had water running down my chin, my hair looking more like a hay sack than ever…I could say to be truthful to myself that I was twenty times more beautiful than Rosalie. But over all that's not what caught my attention, my attention was focused of the fact I had to icy blue angel wings poking out of my back. At first I thought it was some kind of joke like "Ha ha, lets play mind games with the human…" in till I couldn't free myself of the angel wings.

Alice (POV)

So she finally woke up, good I could stop hiding my thoughts from Edward.

"Edward…"

"Yes?"

"Move the couch." He lifted one eyebrow in my direction.

"Why?" I replied as simply as I could without laughing, this my friend was going to be interesting.

"For Bella." Without a farther second of delay Edward pushed the couch toward the plasma t.v. Still looking at me like I belong in some type of funny farm, that's when all hell broke lose-Bella, was running down the stairs.

N: Sorry that I changed the POV on you the last minute, don't worry the next chapter it will switch back to Bella. If you have any questions feel free to ask me, I know that I'm jumping around everywhere but I'm trying to see if you can figure out what Bella is.

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P.S. I changed my Pen, its now Count.Applesauce instead of Music.Vamp.

C.A.