A/N: oh boy I'm back, I haven't posted the story yet, so I don't know if it's any good or not yet, but I am adding the 2nd chapter now, so enjoy!

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Mary woke up suddenly from a bad dream, she reached over for Wilson but he was gone. She climbed out of bed and walked down the hall with her eyes half open, just as she passed the front door it opened, Mary jumped. Wilson did too, "sorry, I walked Billy to the bus, I didn't want to wake you," he shut the door and rubbed his hands down Mary's arms as he kissed her, "Good Morning"

She sighed, "shouldn't you be heading off to work by now?" Wilson smiled, "nope, I'm staying home today, we've got stuff to do, like your doctor's appointment in 2 hours" Mary frowned "Wilson." "Nope," he cut her off, "you're not allowed to argue" she rolled her eyes at him, he kissed her forehead, "go get in the shower, I'll make breakfast."

Mary enjoyed her long hot shower; it seemed to melt away her worries, for a few minutes anyway. She kind of stared at the tile wall lost in thought. She was snapped out of her daydreaming, or day worrying when she heard tapping on the shower glass; she rubbed a little circle in the steamy glass. Wilson's eye was all she could see, "you ok in there? Its been like 45 minutes, isn't that water cold by now?" Mary shook herself back to reality, "uh yeah I'll be right out" she stammered out. "Ok, well just checking" Wilson said as he walked out of the bathroom.

The rest of their day was quite difficult due to Mary's persistent protesting. It took him nearly 20 minutes to get her out of the car at the doctor's. When she did little tasks around the house she found herself crying without even realizing she was doing it. Wilson was getting very worried about her. Billy came home very excited that day, he ran in the door jumping around. Wilson grabbed him, "what's all the excitement little man?"

"Thomas is going to his grandma's this weekend and he asked me to watch his new puppy for him! Can I? Can I? Please?" he begged. "Sure why not, but you're going to have to remember to feed him and walk him."

"Can we go walk him now?" Billy asked almost screaming, "I have the house key right here! His mom said if we couldn't do it then Mrs. Morris across the street would, but you said I can so she doesn't have to!" Billy was so excited about walking this dog, and Wilson saw this as an opportunity to talk to his son about the whole baby thing.

"Ok, we'll go now, just wait a second" Wilson walked into the laundry room, Mary was attempting to get the mud off of Billy's new jeans, "Mare? Me and Billy are going to go walk the Grove's dog, Billy is taking care of him this weekend."

Mary sniffled, "ok have fun," she said almost sobbing again.

Wilson stepped into the laundry room and held Mary close. "I know, I know," he said soothingly rubbing her back. He put a hand on her cheek, "I love you so much, it'll be ok this time." He kissed her sweetly trying to convey to her all the love he could.

"But you don't know that." Billy appeared in the doorway, "come on dad, let's go!" Billy saw Mary crying and silently walked out, Wilson looked at Mary, "go" she said kissing him.

"I'll be back really soon" he promised.

Billy and Wilson walked across the lawn to the little tan house next door to pick up the jumpy little beagle named Tucker. Billy looked up at Wilson, "Dad?" he asked, "is mom ever going to be ok again?" Wilson looked straight ahead as his eyes welled up with tears, "I really hope so buddy"

Mary closed the lid on the washing machine and walked to her bedroom to lie down, she didn't look at the big white door across the hall, and she hadn't in months. She had trained herself to just not see it. Mary laid on her bed and reached for the TV remote instead she picked up the phone. She stared at it for a moment, and then dialed the number.

It rang 3 times, just as Mary was about to hang up, she heard a familiar voice.

"Hello"

"Luce, its Mary"

"Hey sis how are you?" Lucy asked excited to hear from her sister who she hadn't seen in 8 months, or talked to in a few weeks.

"Actually I could be better"

"Really? What's up?"

"Lucy, I'm pregnant," Mary spat out faster than she would have thought

"Oh wow Mary," Lucy said slowly not sure how to respond, as if on cue Lucy's 15 month old son Trent woke up from his nap, "oh, sorry Trent is up"

"Luce you have to promise not to tell you're the only one who knows and I."

Lucy interrupted her, "don't worry about it ok?" they started to hang up, "oh and Mary?"

"Yeah?"

"Congratulations"

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When Wilson and Billy got home Billy raced to the couch to watch cartoons. Wilson found Mary sitting in the hallway against the wall right in front of the last door. "Mary?" he said, his eyes filling up with tears, "what.what are you doing?"

Mary turned and looked at Wilson, "I think I'm ready"

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So sorry to cut you off there, its mean I know.but I wanted the next part to be its own chapter, I promise you'll know why Mary's so crazy if you haven't completely figured it out yet, I'm trying not to make it too obvious.

Please review! I'll love you forever!!