chapter 2
23rd february 2013
I am very aware that eavesdropping on other people is wrong but I actually couldnt believe
what I had heard. My wife well ex wife now sleeping with my brother our brother.
I had done nothing to her she had made up so much crap. We haven't had any problems at all. She
waw so needy and clingy I couldnt deal with it anymore she wants
constant reassurance and cries when she doesn;t get it that is why I escape to get away and breathe.
but right now I heard them i could feel whatever it was between them and all her stupid sorrows and sadness.
Edward knew I would hear I purposely started calling him names and that seemed to amuse him.
"You won't tell Jasper will you?" She asked. He promised he wouldnt so he would keep her
dirty secret ad carry on with me like nothing had happened.
I went upstairs to my room packing up all my things and going into our child's bedroom getting all of
her things. She shouldnt have to see this and Alice didn't deserve her.
The next day Alice and our oldest daughter lilly were in the kitchen talking. Alice wasn;t dressed but they were whispering before I came in.
As soon as I came in they were quiet. I only came down to get food before I left. "Hi dad." Lilly said.
Alice didnt say anything. The air was tense and uncomfortable and I liked it because it was making her unsettled.
"Jasper?" I didn;t answer. "Please Jasper your so cold to me."
"You slept with Edward." I said. She flinched.
"Because you never come near me you upset me all of the time. Thios is all your fault."
I walked out of the room grabbing Ava. She folowed me puting a robe on.
"Jasper please don't."
"I am leaving with Ava I'm going to new york. I don't want you anymore
but I hope we can still be friends." I said. I didn't want to be friends that was for ava more
than anything.
Ava came running out. Alice hugged her and I helped her into the car.
"Can I come?" A voice came out of the house it was Bella.
"Of course." Alice was watching me and Bella get into the car and I drove off leaving her upset,
24th February
After all the crap with Edward just leaving me and causing all this I deserved
some happiness. Alice's face was a picture when i was getting in the car it was
just the best feeling ever and maybe this could lead to something. Jasper's jaw
was clenched he was angry and the whole journey with his daughter in the car
was silent.
25th february
it was time for some fun and spend time with the girls. Alice was round the house moping and crying literally all day
she had gone on a rampage around the mall and was attacking people I had to drag her back with tanya
and she hit at me crying tanya got annoyed and we argued. So now it was slightly uncomofrtable and awkward
but Tanya had been drinking she had come home later drunk. I was hanging round with alice in the tree house
drinking also and tanyas found us eventually. Everything seemed good I mean we all chated we kissed and damn tanya and alice
were sexy when they kissed I was lucky beyond my wildest dream. "Now you have to kiss a man." Tnaya slurred Alice giggled.
"Okay." I said. I mean i was down for anything I wasn't shy so they literall;y ran off to find me someone to kiss. They came back with a human he smelt good
and I kissed him like I was dared and they literally pissed themselves over it.
We spent the rest of the day eating the human I mean I couldn't let anyone else know what was happening
and he tasted good.
26th february
this trip wasn't exactly what I wanted it to be I mean Jasper spent most of the time just moping around. I had tried being friendly saying I would
be there for him but it didn't work. He wanted Alice. "Jasper why don't you try talking to her?" I said for the millionth time.
"She has edward now." He pretty much spat out at me. He was being nasty but then he looked up. "Sorry bella." I walked up to him
he cupped my face kissing me and I kissed him. I knew I was just a rebound but I didn't care edward had ruined
everyones life. All of them actually I mean tanya ruined our marriage alice and edward ruined jasper and Alices
Jasper then asked me to arrange for Ava to go back to Alkice and maybe he could talk to her so I did and it was all set for tomrrow
27th february
I was nervous seeing jasper again. Tanya and edward both offered to come but I needed to do this and plus ava was mine too
he wasn't takimng her away from me. So we met in a half abandoned house Bella was there first with Ava I took ava from her and then she left and Jasper came in.
He looked terrible I was trying not to crumble in front of him but it was hard I was already shaking.
"Alice I want to talk."
"I am not sorry for what I did you neglected me why couldn't you have just loved me why were you so cold?"
"I wasn't cold you slept with edward." I sighed he didn't get it. "You fucked bella." I said back.
"Because you slept with edward." we weren;'t getting anywhwre and i just wanted to leave
"I am pregnant." I said, "It isn't yours by the way its edwards." Ha i had hurt him I could tell.
"I did sleep with bella and she would make a great wife." he was trying to hurt me back playing a game.
"Well your kids hate you all of them hate you even ava hates you they never want to see you again." I said and he left.
28th february
i had cried all night with edward and tanya by my side they were oprobably getting annoyed with me by now.
the next morning i opened up the post that came and my divorce papers came in.
I just stared at them over and over all morning until edward woke up. I showed him the papers. "Edward I don't know what to do."
"get rid of him I say but just do what you want." I signed them getting it out the way and then I left them.
28th february
the divorce papers finally came and we could get rid of that prick and get married. Well maybe one
day I don't know what alice wants its like she wants to be divorced but she cries all night and so i am confused.
if she wants him she should stop bitching it is getting boring now. "Do what you want to." I said as nicely as possible although I was fed up
with it all. I sat with her with the papers she read them over and over and then she ripped them up. I got angry and we had an argument.