No Need To Be Afraid - James/Logan - drama/romance - language/sexual themes - still don't own BTR.
Note: I know that this chapter will make you hate James. And I don't blame you at all. So like, yeah. There's a reason why it says sexual themes above. Now honestly speaking here, I was going to have James... well rape Logan. But I couldn't bring myself to do that, so I did something else instead. I hope you guys like it!
James wandered around the apartment, bored out of his mind. He sighed, wishing he said that he would go with Kendall, Carlos, Mama Knight, and Katie to the little girl's audition. Probably would have been more entertaining that doing nothing. The only person who hadn't gone - other than himself - was Logan, who was still sleeping. He had mumbled something to Kendall about not getting any sleep at all, and then Carlos came in and asked what was wrong. Logan murmured something about crying, and then he was knocked out cold. Kendall and Carlos shrugged it off, figuring Logan was dreaming or something, and decided to leave him asleep.
James thought it was weird that Logan was still asleep. It was twelve in the afternoon, and normally the smart boy was the earliest to rise. The tallest boy of Big Time Rush shrugged, figuring it must not have meant anything. Though, he thought he should check on Logan. Mainly because he wanted to see the shorter boy, laying down, in bed. James smirked slightly, as he waltzed over to Carlos and Logan's bedroom, slowly and quietly opening the door.
Once the door was opened enough, James slid inside, and shut the piece behind himself. When he turned around, his smirk widened, as he took in Logan's sleeping figure. His chest was rising and falling slowly, his mouth hanging open only slightly. James licked his lips, millions of dirty thoughts flooding into his head just at the sight of Logan's mouth. He wandered what he could get the smart boy to do with it.
James's eyes slowly raked down Logan's body, noticing that he was laying on top of the covers to his bed. He also took notice in Logan's legs, and how far apart they were spread. He was still smirking, as he just stared at Logan for a moment. He really couldn't help the fact that he pretty much wanted to fuck his friend.
He made his way over to the bed, quietly of course, as he just looked over Logan again. He then raised an eyebrow, swearing he heard the shorter boy moan in his sleep. He was correct. He did in fact hear Logan moan, because he did it again, followed by someone's name. James furrowed his eyebrows, not hearing the name.
"Oh god, J-James," Logan moaned loudly, and James's eyes widened. He's having a dream about me? The pretty boy thought to himself. "Oh, f-fuck," Logan swore, and that definitely caught James by surprise. The smart boy never curse, saying that there were more intelligent ways to either express your anger or tell someone off. James didn't get it at all, but what he did get was Logan moaning his name, and cursing.
"Is little Logie having a dirty dream about me?" James quietly asked himself, clearly amused by the thought.
"Oh James," Logan whispered, and that went straight to James's member, causing him to have a rather painful hard on. But the tall boy smirked, noticing that Logan had a little problem of his own.
"I can definitely help you with that," James mumbled, before reaching out, and gently shaking Logan.
"Hm?" Logan murmured, his eyes only slightly open. Then they widened, noticing James in front of him. "J-James?" Logan stuttered, blushing slightly.
"Hey Logan," James said. "It's noon, I figured you'd like to be awake now," He stated, trying his hardest not to smirk.
"Oh, yeah, right," Logan murmured, flustered. And to James's surprise, he found Logan's awkwardness adorable.
"So, Logan," James began. "I heard you talking in your sleep when I came in to wake you up," He stated, glancing down at the smart boy's member quickly, and then back up at his face.
"O-Oh, you did?" Logan asked, blushing even more. James nodded.
"What were you dreaming about? Because I'm pretty sure I heard my name," The pretty boy stated, smirking slightly.
"Y-you did?"
"Mhmm," James replied, leaning down close to Logan. "And by the sounds of your moaning, I was doing something very well in your dream, huh?"
"I-uh…" The shorter boy trailed off, looking away from James and to the wall ahead of himself. James chuckled darkly.
"I can make your dream a reality," He whispered, and Logan let out a moan at James's words, blushing right after. "You want that, don't you? You want me to touch you, and make you feel as good as you dreamt. You want me to make you cum, huh?" Without looking up at the tall boy, Logan nodded his head, his blush deepening. "You want me to fuck you too?" He asked, and the smart boy looked up at him, biting his lips in a way that turned James on to no end.
"Yes…" Logan murmured, and James's smirk widened.
"Gladly," He growled, before pushing Logan down so that he was laying once more. He immediately climbed on top of him, and he couldn't help but notice the shorter boy looked terrified. He raised an eyebrow. "First time?" He questioned, and saw his friend nod. "Don't worry, I won't hurt you, alright?" He asked, his voice soft. Logan squeezed his eyes shut, but nodded slowly. James chuckled, leaning down to capture Logan's lips in a soft kiss. Logan pretty much felt like he died, the feeling of his crush's lips on his own almost too good to be true. It felt unreal, and he felt himself wrapping his arms around James's neck, pulling him closer and deepening the kiss.
For James, the feeling of kissing Logan was like nothing he'd ever felt before. He felt butterflies in his stomach, and his heart began to race. He'd never felt like this before. Ever. And he wanted more of this feeling. He nibbled at the shorter boy's bottom lip, asking for entrance, which was quickly granted. He snaked his tongue inside the smart boy's mouth, mapping out every crevice he could find. He pushed his tongue down on one spot of Logan's mouth, eliciting a moan from the shorter boy. He smirked slightly into the kiss, and as he did, he rolled his hips forward, grinding into the boy beneath him.
"Oh G-God, James," Logan moaned loudly after breaking the kiss. He tilted his head back a bit, and James let out a small moan of his own, grinding into the smart boy again, earning another moan.
Before Logan knew it, his pants and shirt came off, and then his boxers. He blushed brightly, but James didn't seem to notice, to occupied with trying to get his own clothes off. The shirt was first, and Logan stared at him. He'd seen James shirtless plenty off times, but this was totally different. They were going to do… things. The smart boy's eyes widened in realization. Why did I say yes? Oh my god, we can't do anything! He thought to himself.
"James?" He asked, then gasped, seeing James completely naked now. He stared down at the taller boy's member, his eyes widening immensely. He knew James would be large but are you freaking kidding me? He thought to himself. He knew James was smirking, and this wasn't doing any good for his ego issue, but Logan couldn't bring himself to look away. "Oh my goodness," He muttered, finally looking back up at James. The other boy climbed on top of the smart boy, lining himself up with Logan's entrance. "W-Wait, aren't you going to… ya know… stretch me?" He asked blushing brightly at his words. James raised an eyebrow.
"Nah, I'll just go slow," He simply replied, and Logan whimpered when he felt James start pushing in to him. He squeezed his eyes shut, gripping the bed sheets tightly, and he bit his lip. That being the only thing he could do to prevent himself from screaming. It hurt. A lot. And Logan was regretting saying yes. He didn't even mean to, it just slipped. James was taking advantage of him, because he knew that the taller boy knew he didn't mean yes. Logan ended up letting out a pained gasp, then he felt James stop moving. He was just starting to get used to the feeling of the taller boy inside of him when he began moving again.
"J-James… it hurts…" Logan whimpered, and James stopped moving again, looking down at Logan for a moment.
"It'll feel better soon," He stated, before he began moving again. It still hurt, but Logan couldn't deny the fact that James was right. It did start feeling better. But there was a voice screaming at him in the back of his mind to stop. He ignored it though, being to lost in the pleasure of this to protest. It wasn't long before James was speeding up his thrusts, and Logan could feel a warm sensation pulling in his stomach, moaning loudly over and over again.. He knew his orgasm was coming. James's thrusts became erratic, and Logan knew he was close too. The shorter boy gasped, squeezing his eyes shut again, and released on his and James's stomach's. James followed after, and Logan let out a low moan at the feeling of the other boy releasing inside of him.
The room fell silent after that, the only sounds being heard were James and Logan's panting. James was thinking. He had never felt this way about any body before, and in all honesty it confused him - scared him even. He had to leave. He had to figure out what was going on. He sat up abruptly, hurriedly finding his clothes and putting them on. Logan noticed he was leaving, and he bit his lip, definitely regretting everything now.
"W-Where are you going?" He asked, staring up at James.
"I'm just… I need to go…" The taller boy trailed off, before he shot up, and hurried out of the room. Logan bit his lip again, feeling a wave of tears going. He should have expected this. He should have known James would just leave after he got what he wanted. He knew he should have said no. Why did he say yes? The tears began slipping, Logan crying the hardest he had yet. He covered himself under his blankets, curling up into a ball, ignoring the horrid pain he felt down south. He sniffed, just wishing that none of this ever happened. James got what he wanted, and now he left. He left Logan alone, leaving the boy more afraid than he had been yet.
Yeah so it's not exactly what I originally had planned, but ya know, James still left poor Logie bear. Yeah, so guys, I'm aiming for 20+ reviews here, so that I feel there's a reason to update. I do have more plans for this story too, so yeah. Thanks for the reviews so far! :)