I still do not own Twilight, I may or may not make an OC if I do I will own her. I am still debating on the story line this will take.

To clear things up, Renesmee does not exist in this story, so I will just tell you that now, before I am bombarded with 5 million reviews asking me about that.

Natahliah: Thank you for your ideas, I will definately consider them. Also, look above for the answer for one of your questions.

That night I heard a strange sound at my window. I ignored it and covered my face with my pillow.

I had a long day, and well, I was not in the mood to stay up all night because of a branch being blown in the wind to my window.

I heard a voice at the window say "Jake!"

I looked around and opened the window but I couldn't see anything. I guess it was just the wind. Dang, I really needed to get more sleep!

I kept having this feeling that someone was watching me the rest of the night, I tried to shrug it off but it just kept coming back.

Eventually I got out of bed jumped out the window and phased, and went into the woods and sat there, just watching, listening, and smelling.

I could smell the forest and the trees and the animals, but a hint of something I had never smelled before. It was very faint, and it was like smelling a daisy and a pickle at the same time. It was the strangest scent I had ever smelled.

I could see the wind rustleing the leaves in the trees, and the lights flashing from the TV in the living room.

I could hear this strange pitch, it was extremely high, and it gave me a headache.

Quil noticed. Dude, where are you? Your giving me a headache!

Honestly Quil, I have no idea what's going on.

Should we howl and call the pack?

I really don't know dude, I mean it dosen't seem to want to hurt me.

Ok but we are telling Sam tomarrow.

Fine dude.

Ok get some sleep, I'm gonna get back to work, and drag Paul outside and have him come help me, he was supossed to be here an hour ago!

I chuckled. Sure, sure dude. No problem.

I phased and walked to Paul's house. I grabbed the key in the plant on the front porch, and walked inside, and went to Paul's room. I kicked him off the bed.

"Dude what was that for?" He growled.

"Yours supossed to be out helping Quil." I replied simply.

Paul grumbled incoherently, but eventually got up and went out the window.

I closed it and locked it. Then went out the front door and locked it and put the keys back.

I ran home and got into bed.

I didn't sleep well that night, I had a very strange dream that night.

I was walking in the forest, and something ran past me. It was too fast for my inhuman eyes to see. What could it have been? Then I saw Bella, only she was different. Not the same Bella I used to love. She looked sick, she was pale, but not the same kind of pale a vampire would be, and she was translucent, I could see the trees behind her. Then all of a sudden, she attacked me, she shook me very hard.

I opened my eyes to Embry shaking me as though all our lives depended on it.

"I'm up I'm up! Now why don't you calm down and tell me what's going on."

"I'm not sure how your going to take this but one of us just heard Bella's voice."

My mouth dropped to the floor, my knees collapsed, and the darkness overwhelmed me before I even hit the ground.

I woke up to a bunch of bickering pack members.

"What happened?" I said

"Well, you fainted." Sam said.

Why did I do that? "Um... why?" I said.

This time it was Seth who replied. "Dude, you collapsed because Embry told you we heard Bella's voice."

I couldn't believe this. It was not happening. Bella was dead. Bella was gone, she had drowned.

I had seen the lifeless body.

I had seen my hopes fall apart.

I had seen the world end right before my very eyes.

I had seen the only happy part of my life die.

I had felt my heart ripped to shreads.

I had felt the pain as I saw the body.

I had felt the tears fall out of my eyes.

The world had no happiness left for me. The only thing that kept me here, was the fact that my family and the pack needed me.

Nothing was happy for me anymore.

Nothing was a good thing anymore.

It was the end of everything I had known and loved.

The end of the world.

The end of my world.

Flashback

It had not happened. It was just a dream I knew it was. Any second this nightmare would be over.

I closed my eyes and counted to three, but when I opened them the lifeless body was still there, and my pain was worse then ever.

It was my fault. I had killed her, because I wasn't there to stop her, or to help her.

I ran, it was all I could do, I had to get away from here, but Collin and Brady followed me.

I was faster then them and I had a head start so I ran home and looked through all the kitchen drawers, and finnaly found the object I was looking for. The knife.

I stood there and as I was thinking my goodbyes to the world, I was sudenly on the ground, and Brady was on top of me and now he held the knife in his hand, he threw it to the side.

"What are you thinking man! Snap out of it! You have to pull yourself together for your dad and your sisters! You have to do this man!" He said.

I knew he was right, I just didn't want to believe it. I nodded. I also had to snap out of it for the pack. If I were gone, they would have one less wolf to protect the city.

End of Flashback

Ever since then I had been in a neverending depression.

Nothing could make me smile.

Nothing could make me laugh.

Nothing could take Bella's place.

This was one cruel world.

I am still looking for a Beta. I have gotten 2 alerts already, so I will probly continue this to the end, but I might change my mind so I'm still gonna need more reviews. For those of you who read this I will probably update everyday, around 5:30 - 9:00 central time in the states on weekdays, and there is no telling when I will update on weekends. I have a very busy scheduale though so if I forget a day or two in a row please do not turn into an angry mob and come to destroy me, which as I may point out, wouldn't be in your best intrest if you wanted the story to continue... Please give me ideas of where to go from here! As I said before I love constructive critisism! Thank you for reading! If you could please Favorite / Alert that means you are awesome! Thank you!