Chapter 2: Love and Heart-Break

Tony POV.

I had seen the panic written on her face, ziva was a ninja but I knew she could be a great mother. Now we were in a Ferrari driving to a hotel we would be staying at.
"You know James Bond had a car like this in his 20th film, that was amazing the stunts. I mean scene 12 what was with that fight..." Ziva sent me a look to shut up. God, she looked beautiful in her short shorts and tank top. Stop it, stop it, she is just your partner and she has a boyfriend. But I couldn't help hoping that she liked me like I liked her, more loved her like. This reminds me of the red dragon when dolhrayde (a investigator) falls in love with his blind co-worker Reba but when they have sex his 'red dragon' try's to posses him because he is destined to kill her. It reminds me of that without the whole red dragon and killing part and Ziva isn't blind. We arrived at a posh 5 star hotel and I grabbed Alex and passed her off to Ziva who suddenly looked panicked. I gave her an encouraging smile before taking the bags.
"David." Zi said to the clerk who showed us to the rooms. It was on the second floor. The man left us at the door with the key and we entered. To my right was a breakfast bar with stools and two doors which I guessed led to the other bedrooms a double king sized bed lay in the middle of the room with a window one side and a door to a balcony on the other. A sofa and a TV were on my left.
"Nice room." I said.
"What it doesn't remind you of any movie, tony?" Ziva said sarcastically.
"I don't quote EVERYTHING to a movie." I defended and she just rolled her eyes at me. Which was adorable. Stop it, I thought, I really need to stop thinking about Zi like that. I placed Alex's bags in the first room and looked over at them. Okay it was sooo surprising when Eli said Ziva needed to take in a kid. But I knew instantly that she would cos if Alex stayed here she would most defiantly have to be a trained Assassin and that is no life for a child. When I went through the second door expecting another bedroom similar to the one through the other door; single bed, bedside table, windows along the right wall (left in this room) and a wardrobe. But it was a bathroom, en suite. I brought my bags back out and told Ziva.
"I'll call the front desk." She looked down at a sleeping Alex, unsure what to do. I reached forward and took her into my arms careful not to wake her. But her eyes opened.
"Shhhh, princess, how about we get you into your PJs then you can go back to sleep?" I murmured and ziva gave me a questioning look at the nickname princess. I smiled at her and took Alex through to the other room. It was 11:30pm. Once into some pretty purple shorts and vest Pyjamas I lifted her up and placed her under the sheet in the bed. Her eyes were closed but I knew she wasn't asleep yet.
"Mommy reads me bedtime stories. Can you tell me a story, Tony?" She asked with out opening her eyes. She truly was adorable I never knew I knew what to do with kids but suddenly when I saw her I knew what I had to do.
"Of course, sweetie..." I told her the story of Cinderella but by the time I got to the invitation to the ball she was fast asleep so I stopped. When I looked up from the sleeping child I saw ziva leaning against the doorframe watching us. Standing up we both walked back into the main room before speaking.
"They can't change the room or have a spare one so I will just sleep on the couch." Ziva said and I smiled and caught her arm before she could turn away.
"We have slept in the same bed before." I said as flashes of our undercover mission came into my mind. Her bare skin against mine. I shook my head a tiny bit to get rid of the thoughts. It wasn't helping that I hadn't had sex in 7 months, when i realised my feelings for Ziva. She nodded and I released my grip on her. "I brought loads of movies so I was thinking Goldfinger?" I said which made her laugh. I love her laugh I swear from now on I am going to make her laugh as much as I can.
"Okay, go set it up, I am gonna call Ryan quickly." She said and my smile immediately fell. I really didn't like Ryan. She had asked before if I was jealous and I had said no a little too quickly which I know she noticed. I was extremely jealous not that I would ever admit that outside of my own head, especially to her. She noticed the change in my mood but didn't comment, thankfully.

Ziva POV

I went into the bathroom and pressed 2 on my speed dial, calling his home phone. I tried to ignore the way Tony looked when I mentioned Ryan. He looked sad and annoyed. I thought he was jealous before and asked him he of course said no but he said it to quickly. Sometimes I thought Tony had feelings for me but then he always went on about his most resent date or the girl he had sex with the night before. I really annoyed me when I felt a pang in my heart whenever he told me, which I couldn't tell what that meant. On the 3rd ring someone answered.
"Hello, Ryan's phone?" Said a woman's voice. Then she giggled, "Ryan, stop it. I am answering your phone." She said and I froze.
"Hi, who are you and is Ryan there?" I said, she was probably just his sister and they were playing a game or something.
"Ummm..." She moaned, "Ryan, right there baby, yeah, god, I am coming... Oh, sorry I am Ryan's girlfriend he is busy, oh yeah, there right there, fuck me, Ryan, fuck me." She said.
"I am, love, I am." I heard Ryan's voice moan. I hung up. There was no mistaking what they were doing. A tear slid down my cheek as the phone slid from my hand. Tony must have heard the phone hit the floor as a few seconds later he tried to open the door and when that didn't work he knocked.
"Zi? You okay?" He asked.
"Yeah." I said but my voice shook and he noticed.
"Zi? The truth?" Tony said again. I went and opened the door. I immediately lent into Tony, resting my head in the crook of his neck. I hadn't noticed more tears had slid down my cheeks.
"What'd he do?" He murmured, wrapping his arms around me as I wrapped mine around his waist. I shook my head not wanting to tell him but wanting to all the same. "Shhh, what'd he do Zi?" He asked again, burying his face in my hair. When I didn't answer he pulled back to look me in the eye. Only a few tears had escaped and he wiped them with his thumb.
"A girl answered and said some stuff." I said so quietly in was barely audible. He pulled me against him again.
"He's cheating on you." He said and I nodded against the side of his neck. "Me, Gibbs and McGee will give him a piece of our mind when we get back I promise." I pulled slightly back just so I could look him in the eye and rolled my eyes. He was so sweet. I don't have a clue why I did what I did next I just did it. I kissed him. He kissed me back instantly. It was hot and passionate, my arms snaked around his neck and his round my waist pulling me as close as possible. We stumbled our way to the bed as his tongue traced my lip begging for entrance. I allowed him as our tongues wrestled for dominance. I pushed him back so that he fell on the bed and I lay on top of him. As quickly as I could I undid the buttons on his shirt, when his hands caught mine, stopping me. He flipped us over and pulled away sitting up.
"Ziva..." He murmured a slight warning as I sat up as well. I kissed across his shoulder whilst taking his shirt off. I needed this, I needed comfort, revenge and I needed him. "Stop, Zi." He said and I pulled back as he turned to look at me. I could see pain in his eyes.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because your doing this for revenge and I care about you to much to let you regret about it tomorrow." He murmured and I cast my eyes downward at his words. He really cared about me.
"You care about me?" I whispered. And he stroked my cheek which made me look him in the eyes.
"Of course I do, Zi." He said, there was no joking in his eyes.
"You were jealous?" This he looked away at my question.
"Yes." He murmured.
"Tony-" I said but he interrupted me.
"Shhh, lets just go to sleep." And we did I stayed awake watching him for a while until I finally fell asleep.