When morning came, Felicity was in a field that was unknown to the locals, a few miles away from Star City.
Her hair was drenched and she was shivering. But she did not care.
Felicity knealed onto the muddy grass, and looked at the tomb stone in front of her.
"Forgive me" she whispered as she stroked the names that were carved into the cold material.
Her hand paused as it hovered over the name Lexa May Smoak.
Flashbacks of a young girl about 4 years old, with long brown hair and green emerald eyes, invaded her mind.
"Felicity, mum!" the girl seemed to shout "follow me!"
"Lexa, come back, its tea time!" A woman with long blonde hair ran after her.
Mum Felicity thought.
A tear ran down her cheek as the flashback disappeared, and she was once again alone.
"My sister" Felicity mumbled "my responsibilty"
A ringing in her pocket distracted Felicity, as she got up and fished for her phone.
She didn't even bother to look at the name, her mind was else where.
"Hello?" Felicity said weakily.
"Felicity?! Oh my god. Baby, where are you? Are you hurt? Please say something!" Oliver's voice boomed out.
Felicity hit herself on the arm for not remembering to phone or message him "It's okay. I'm fine. I- I just needed some time alone, I know I should have called you to tell you. I am really sorry"
Oliver sighed "Alright. Just please, come home. I need you. If this is about the whole William thing-"
"Oliver how many times do I have to tell you? I understand. You love your son, you wanted to meet him, and doing that meant not telling me. They were impossible choices, I will never EVER blame you or Samantha" Felicity sternly replied.
Oliver frowned "Have I ever told you how much I love you? Because it is a lot"
"...I love you as well. You big idiot. I'll try and get home as fast as possible" Felicity smiled for the first time today.
"Fast as in Barry Allen fast?" Oliver smirked.
"I wish" Felicity moaned.
"Where exactly are you?" Oliver asked not wanting to end the conversation.
Felicty put a strand of hair behind her ear "Lets just say, I am close to Star City"
Oliver shook his head "Just be careful. Do you want me to come and pick you up?"
"NO!" Felicity yelped then purposefully coughed a "No"
Sounding concerned Oliver said another quick 'I love you' and 'Get back safe'
Which Felicity replied with 'I love you too'
After she hung up, she turned around and headed towards home.
Hopefuĺly forgetting her past.