Chapter two you always want the one that you can't have

Nick and I weren't talking to each other. He would spend more time with Jeff as I would talk to Thad and David a lot. The warblers are nice guys though. Wes still chooses to ignore me completely. I sign, going back into my dorm. Nick was there. I lock the door and took off my wig.

I jump right onto his bed, "Let's talk, Nick." I gave him a smile. He shut his laptop down. "You know let's gossip. Isn't that what gay guys love to do?"

"What's up," Nick put his laptop to the side.

I sat in, criss crossing my legs. "Why did you give Wes a hint?"

"Look," Nick look at me. "I'm sorry, dude. It slipped out. He cares about you." Nick look at me.

"Cared!" I scowled back. Finally, I spoke up, "Do you think he could like me?" I murmured fiddling with my fingers.

Nick smiles. "Blaine and I think so. So do a couple Warblers." I blushed. "Chase, have you ever had a boyfriend?"

"A couple," I whispered. "A lot of girls though, made out with all of them…I never kissed a guy though." I sign, laying on my bed. "I like Wes…"

"Like like?" Nick gasp as I nodded my head. "Oh my god!"

"You're completely gay; no wonder Jeff really likes you!" He chuckle. "Tell no one this time! Seriously! I don't want sophomore likes this you know senior."

"This time," Nick holds out his pinky. "I truthfully promise not to break. If broken, you have premisson to beat me up…"

I chuckle and did a pink promise again. We both fell asleep as I fell asleep on Nick's bed by mistake. In the middle of the night, I woke up and switch over to my bed, hiding my face in the blankets. What if Wes does like me? I smiled, dreaming about if it ever happens.

I woke up and yelled at Nick to grab my wig. He did as told. I hid under the covers doing my hair. "That worried after those weeks still?"

"It could have been Wes!" I shrieked, doing my makeup.

Nick chuckle, fluffing his black hair. "You like Wes…"

"Problem, Jeff's bitch," he completely blush.

"He's more my bitch…" I was dying, fixing my wig. "Are you going to cut your hair?"

"I don't know yet." I gave a double check. "My parents don't accept the fact I am Chase still. I used this to help them. I don't want to lose them just yet."

Nick frowns a bit. He pats my shoulder. He started then to massage them as I tried to tell the story. "Did they help you pay for Dalton?"

"No," I murmured. "It was my friends, sisters, and brothers who helped out. They still need to pay the next years…"

"Man," Nick whispers. "So what did your parents do when you left for Dalton?

I put a couple black bobby pins in my wig between my blonde locks. "Nothing…They let me go, knowing how unhappy I would have been if I stayed." Some tears fell from my eyes. "I don't want to relive that, you know?"

"It's harsh," Nick whispers. We walked to class together. "My parents would probably rather have me away. That's a bad lifestyle though." I check the time; we both ran to grab a coffee. "You know, it's really harsh how hard it is for people to accept each other. Maybe we are different from the rest of the world. You know, I like guys and being a little girlish! Is that a huge problem to society?"

"Yea," I mumbled. I order myself a latte with whipped cream and cameral on top. Nick just got an iced black coffee with some sugar in it. "That sounds completely disgusting, Nick."

"What?" Nick grabs a straw, "I have to cut on dairy products…" We start to walk to our class, English; Blaine had the same class with us. "All of us had a reason to transfer, mostly the Warblers. It's just easy to talk to us for those reasons."

Blaine ran up to us. "Ready for the concert today?" I nod, "I cannot wait for your solo, Chase!"

!

After classes were officially done, the Warblers ran into the small room. Nick and Jeff pulled me into a group hug. "Your first performance," Nick kissed my cheek. I gave him a shy smile.

"Thanks!" We saw Blaine come in and broke right into "Teenage Dreams". Huge crowds start to come. There was one guy who keeps his eyes on Blaine. I just tried to remember the dance moves from last night. I had a huge smile on my face for everyone's who cheering.

"Alright!" Blaine screams out, "We have a new student who just joined us three weeks ago." Trent pushes me forward. "Chase Galloy is going to show off his vocals!"

I grab an acoustic guitar it was a time to show more of my rocker voice. I start to play an acoustic version of Scars by Papa Roach. I look over to Blaine who was nodding his head along. Nick gave me a small thumb up near the 2nd verse. I ended it on a soft note, and all the Warblers applauded. The people who saw me had their eyes open for my soft yet rough voice. I put my guitar back in my case.

All the Warblers gather around the piano. "Chase!" Blaine scream, "What the hell? That's like my favorite rock song, and you just ruined me from listening to Papa Roach's version ever again."

"It was great," Trent and David said together. The council is run by those two and Wes as the head of all. Nick puts his arm around me and pushes me into a hug. I started chuckling as we just stayed in this position. Jeff couldn't help but laugh at us.

Wes just glares upon me. "Yeah, it was great," he said in such a plain tone. "Now, can we actually talk about that performance of Teenage Girl? I'm pissed at the high section."

"You never help me!" I stood up. "You ignored me this whole week. I was your only high section because no one else could reach it!" Everyone got silent even that watching guy who was talking to Blaine. "You were being an asshole to me this whole week! You don't even realize how much you hurt 'that section' cause Nick didn't know what he was doing either!"

Blaine called the Warblers to go back to their dorms. I caught up with Wes, walking to his hallway. I tap his shoulder. He turns to me but didn't look me straight in the eyes. "Wes," I push him a little as we move to the side. "What the hell is your problem with me? The first day I was here you would talk to me. It's been about a month I was here. Now you don't talk to me at all. Now you don't treat me how you treat the other Warblers. You make me feel all alone, Wes…"

"You have Nick and Jeff," he mumbles.

"I don't care! You're the one who wanted me to join fencing. Oh and you ignored me there too! What the hell is with your problem with me?"

He won't answer me back. I start to walk away back to my dorm. "You're a girl, aren't you?" I turn back, frozen. My face was in a shock mode. I look down a little. Wes walks closer. "You are…oh my god, Nick was right. I thought that was long blonde hair." Wes steps closer, losing my wig. He felt the soft blonde underneath. "You are…oh my god, why…?"

"I'm going to be a transsexual when I'm 18." I murmured through tears. I look back up to see Wes shake his head. "Why can't you understand I fit in nowhere else but here?" I stuck in my breathe.

"You don't though." Wes growls back. I bit my lip from crying. Save it for Nick… "You never will. Just because you want to be a transgender or be a guy…you will never fit in with us." He walks off. I ran upstairs, trying to hide my blonde hair. I rush past Jeff and Nick. I closed the door on our dorm and broke down.

"Let me see what's up with Chase." Nick mumbles to Jeff, "I'll be out here later before bed, okay, babe?" I place my knees against my chest. I hid my head crying. I felt Nick's hand on my back. "What happened between you and Wes?" I shook my head. Nick opens his mouth. "What happened, Amberly? Come on, I won't judge…"

"He told me I don't belong here no matter how much I try." I started to stutter on each word still crying. Nick still made it out. He pressed his lips together.

He shook his head. "I shouldn't have said anything, Chase. I'm really sorry." Nick shook his head once more. "Dammit, it's all my fault…"

"Maybe," I sat up on my bed. Nick came to my side, wrapping an arm around me. "Maybe, I wasn't meant to be here, Nick. I don't just mean at Dalton. I mean here on earth…maybe my parents are right. I'm nothing." I bit my lip. "I'm surprised hanging myself didn't pull through."

"Look at me, Amberly." He place two hands on my shoulders. I look up at his brown eyes. His playful smile wasn't on; it was a serious face. "You're here not just at Dalton. You're here on earth for reasons like the rest of us. Don't listen to Wes, your parents or whoever wants to give you shit. You're the best person at Dalton. Other then Jeff, you're so easy to talk to and very much fun to be with." Nick gives me a smile to calm my mood. "I love you as a best friend, Chase. I want to be there outside of the surgery room when you are actually Chase and tell you I told you would make it." I grab Nick for a hug. He rubs my back. "You'll make it through."

"Thank you so much, Nick." I mumble. "Alright, can I officially call you my best friend?"

"Of course," He said. "I and Jeff will always be here for you. Does Jeff know…?" I shook my head. "Soon?"

"When I'm ready," I said, grabbing his hand. "Not now…"

Nick nodded, "Understandable." Nick gets up, "Do you want to perform with me tomorrow? Warblers usually run a coffee shop thing. It's just to raise money for us so we can rent out places to perform."

"I actually had a good song in mind…."

A/n: I know many don't read this because they don't like the ideas of Ocs but I really love reviews

Chapter title- Love Isn't Always Fair- Black Veil Brides