Mom? Mom are you there? Mom?!

I shot up from my bed covered in sweat. It felt like my oxygen was limited and I panicked-breathing harder as if I was drowning. I coughed up the spit in my throat, but it felt like it was my own guts. The room was way too dark to see my alarm clock, but it wouldn't matter anyways since I will be staying awake for the whole night now. Whether it was 10 minutes 'till sun up or 3 hours, it all felt the same. I sighed as I scanned my skate. The moon light was hitting the metal wheels and bolts. I closed my eyes and I let time pass as fast as possible, I imagined myself on the skate speeding past everything. The unique sound that I hear only then, of people talking, screaming and walking mixed together with beeps of devices, traffic lights beeps and the sound of cars speeding around. The wind passing through my hair. My eyes closed. Grin firmly placed.

"-Beep- -beep- -beep-"I open my eyes. I did not sleep, I couldn't have slept after having that nightmare again. I hate that nightmare, and most of all- I hate that memory. 6:45 not a bad time. Yesterday I went to 'that' place again to let off. I don't remember what time I got home, or how I miraculously got home in the first place. And quite frankly, I don't care.

I got up and made a slow pathetic walk to the window. I probably drank yesterday. With the click of the window opening the curtains flew with the wind and started dancing around me. The morning air is the best. After a glass of water, taking a shower and brushing my teeth I started putting on my clothes. Black tank top and my usual shorts are best for today. As I was going towards the laundry to place in my dirty clothes, something fell out of my short's pocket. A silicon band "Star lagoon". Yep I had gone to 'that' place again. I threw the silicon band in the garbage can across the laundry; I never actually used that can. 7:15 time to go. I grabbed my skate and rushed out after finding my keys.

"Achoo!" It's chilly in the morning, so I wear my red sweater on top. I will probably go as usual and skate for about an hour before going starting to head to HOMRA. I make my neck comfortable with earphones again, since I won't be using them now- see the rule for the headphones is, you use them whenever you feel shitty so that you can focus entirely on escaping or just speeding and you also use them whenever something or someone pisses you off (just so that there are no unnecessary heads getting chopped off) but you never use the headphones in the morning. The morning is quiet and it's not so noisy, you hear the birds chirp and skateboarding is just like living for you.

A very nice place to skate in the morning is- the park. No not the kids one, the one that is basically a forest and there rarely are people there. I loved that morning routine, skateboarding through quiet places woke me up- regardless if I had my coffee or not.

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"He is late" Izumo started rhythmically tapping his fingers on his favourite wood bar. He had shined it about 3 times already, and yet Yata-chan was still not in the house. Well he actually is not supposed to be since all the members come at 9-10 and he was always here at 8 something, but it was nearing 9am already and there was no sign of him. Mikoto was on the sofa just starring at the clock, waiting as well. He would never admit it, but if Yata did not come the time he usually comes at, he gets suspicious.

"Mikoto! Do you have any idea where h might be?"

"Dunno"

"Did something happen yesterday, he didn't come back here after the mission" Mikoto looked up with a slight annoyance.

"I wasted my time on small fry…"

"Huh?" Izumo looked up and stopped his hand movement- cleaning the bar for the 4th time.

"He saw Fushimi…" Mikoto narrowed his eyes as he though of Yata's used to be best friend.

"…Oh…I see then." There was a small silence before Izumo left the silk cloth alone and looked up at the red head.

"You are very fond of Yata-chan aren't you?" Mikoto came back from his bored expression with that.

"…Not really" simple, no wavering and confident voice.

"So why did you go after him immediately after you found out your mission were mixed up?" Anna came down with her black lace and red silk night gown. She yawned slightly as she sat down to have her morning Earl Gray with waffles and English biscuits. Before sitting down to enjoy herself Anna went to give her late Good Morning hug to Mikoto. It was not really a hug anyways, she basically only clang to his arm. 'Has he had breakfast already?" wondered Mikoto.

"I want vanilla waffles today."

"As you say, mistress" Kusanagi retorted as he searched through the shelves that were full of sweets and…red bean paste. He shivered at the sight of those cans.

"Mikoto, did you eat already?" Anna said while sitting down properly on a chair at the bar in front of her tea.

"I am not hungry"

"He is lying! He ate already, he ate lots. He just doesn't want you to think he is fat!" Anna sipped from her tea quietly while Mikoto blew off cigarette smoke from his newly lit cancer stick. Kamamoto entered right at that time. Izumo and Mikoto looked at each other with partially worried faces. Yata for the first time in 5 years was not the first one to come to HOMRA. It was worrying, well at least to Mikoto it was. He blew off another puff, al through out thinking about how pitiful Yata looked with Fushimi. Maybe they talked about something between them two…?

"Good Morning, Mikoto-san!" Kamamoto bowed slightly in respect as he began to make his way to Anna, and attack the waffles. Shohei came in at that moment. He greeted everyone and sat down to have coffee. Mikoto could not just sit still in one place while someone was either in a fight or something happened to him. Those were the only explanations. The fiery head stood up and made his way to the exit.

"Out of cigarettes" He said, before leaving out.

"Liar" Anna whispered barely. He opened a new pack just seconds ago.

This is practically like an excuse. Since i have the condition "writer's block" at the moment i am unable to think of anything. I start to write and i erase everything seconds after. I need to wark on my writer's block. So here is a fanfiction that i made for an anime that i just started watching, K is awesome! And these two couples practically make me nosebleed so bad! I will try to put some yaoi in the 3 chapter since these chapters have been shorties, next chapter will be long. I tried to show how Mikoto's feelings in here are changing a lot and how he is worried about him and shit. And about the promise, that Fushimi and Yata had between each other? Well, you will find out in the next chappy! Till then stay tuned! Thanks to my first reviewers i got inspired and i wrote a 2nd chapter the day after! Well tomorrow i have to study and sfter tomorrow there is vacation, and i will try to update all my stories durring my vacations. So i am very sorry my AceLu fans, just hang on a bit longer and i will update, i promise ;_;. Well for the SaruMi and MikoYa fans, just stay tuned and i will update as soon as possible!

~Tsukineko-san