Mistakes
AN If I owned Twilight and Characters, why would I be writting fanfiction?
Okay, here is Chapter Two. I will try to get a chapter up everyday. Thank you to my awsome reviewers and please, if you read review.
Chapter Two
Second Thoughts
EPOV
I watched as my angel fell asleep and slowed down to speed limit once again. That question, it ment something. She asks it often but this time, it seemed as if she beleived I would truely leave. Was she right? I know what I said but did I really mean it? I've caused her pain once again and it would most likely not be the last time ever. Its our wedding tomorow and after that there isnt going to be any walking back. If I was going to end this, I needed to end this now.
My house was coming into view and I grabbed my sleeping beauty, carrying her slowly up to my room. I placed her softly on the bed, kissed her forhead gently and slowly made my way down to the living room where everyone else, besides Carlisle, was seated around the tv, not exactly paying much attention though.
I was met with a glare of hatred by Alice that stopped me from moving. She made eyecontact and I relized more then hatred. There was anger, betyral but most of all, saddness.
"How could you?" Alice snickered, her hatred towards me hitting what was left of my soul like a blade. "She loves you, she always will. She can't live without you and you know it!"
"She will learn how to live without me. She's going to have to." I simply stated. My words sounded empty. Emotionless and empty. Thats how I'd be without Bella but was there any other choice? No. I knew it. If I didn't kill her or cause her death, then I'd be forced to change her which I could never do.
"You idiot. You know what happend last time. She tried to committ suicide!" Alice lashed out. Nobody was watching the television anymore. All there attention was on me. All there expressions looked like a mimic of Alice's.
"She didn't! You know that, it was recreation. She didn't know better." Denial. That's how anybody with a quater of a brain would catogerize that saying as. Deep down, I had my doubts but Alice knew better then to say it.
"Even if it was, which I truely with all of my mind doubt, what makes you think that this time won't make her fall off of the edge?" Alice's words were like a whip. All painful yet all deserved.
"It's just a crush. A stupid crush. Give her a couple months and she will bounce back and find someone new." I had no idea where those words were coming from.
My thoughts were inturupted when what felt like a bone crushing rock collided with the side od my face. I collided with a wall but quickly stood and recovered when I saw a look, much worse then what was Alice's, on Emmetts horror stricken face. Bastard. I'll kill him. I swear I will.
"You can't kill me Emmett." I stated.
"You want to be bet? God Edward, your so stupid. Sometimes I question if that she would be better of with that mutt!" I growled but I knew he was right. She probably would be. "Bella loves you more then anyone else in the world. When I look at you two sometimes I question if my relationship is nearly as strong." Rosalie snickered when Emmett made that comment but didn't speak up. "You're supposed to get married tomorow! How the hell do you think that is a crush? You'll know what a real crush is when I crush your head in!"
"Thats enough!" Jasper yelled and everyone went quiet.
"Edward" Alice whispered. All of the anger and hate was gone. Only the look of fear was in her eyes. "You can't leave. She'll kill herself. Don't question me, I saw it." She turned into Jaspers chest and dry sobbed while.
"So thats what you want, don't you Edward?" Emmett said, growls errupting through his words.
"Never, I'd never put her through that. I can't put her through that." I said, knowing what I said was true. I'd never leave her if that was the outcome.
"Good, and get this straight. You ever even think about leaving her again and I swear to you, you'll be dead before you know it." The tension was strong and I ran up to my room. I needed to talk to Bella. I wouldn't leave her.
When I got in, she was gone. I looked around but saw nothing. No trace of her. No heart beat. "Alice!" I screamed and she was up in a flash.
"What?" She asked but I didn't bother awnsering as her face regestered what was wrong as she looked around. "The window." She said, her voice shaky. I looked and sure enough, the window was opened, unlike how'd it had be been when I left.
"She must have heard." I said and ran. I ran as fast as I could. I needed to find her. I needed to find my Bella, before it was too late.
AN Still looking for a beta reader as you can probably see.