I'm so glad you guys liked this I promise to update everyday or every other, I hate when I like a story and have to wait weeks... No Offense I know not all people have no lives like me : )
Thanks to Sea17, Snowdrop1026,Quinze85,Xxmandyxx,Cyberauthor,Niecyx3 for my first and hopefully not last comments all love to you and all the silent readers too."Didn't think you'd come back I mean with Spencer being here and all"
"Yeah well I had to court order" Ashley smiled it had been a while since she had seen her friend, Leah was the only one she could stomach right now, she knew the girl wanted nothing. "You're awfully clever sneaking in my car"
Leah climbed over the seat and plopped down looking at Ashley with a smile "I know you Ash, first chance to run and you'd take it."
"See clever,…so where do you wanna go beach, club, back to my room" Ashley smirked
"Mmmm maybe class we can try that, and I really don't think your room will be a good idea remember the last time" Ashley remembered, how could she not Spencer had caught them in a rather promiscuous position. Leah was Ashleys fall between whenever she was down or just plain crazy she'd go to her, the girl knew she was never really going to be in Ashley's heart but she wasn't one to complain a little of Ashley meant a lot.
"You go I think I'll sit here for a little" Leah nodded opening the door only to close it
"The beach sounds good Ash" Ashley smiled but she knew the girl couldn't skip hell she couldn't skip, she has to face them sooner or later.
"No I have to go," Ashley wanted to see Spencer it was just going to be a gut check for her. She worked enough courage up to start toward the school, with Leah on her heels.
"She has my English class, if you want I can tell her to meet you at the field during lunch?" Ashley smiled and Leah knew that meant a yes and thank you all at the same time.
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Spencer walked into her third period English class only to frown as she saw Ashley's partner in crime seated right beside the only left open seat. It wasn't Leah that made her mad it was Ashley always running to the girl and never entrusting in her. When she sat down she glanced at Leah who was staring at her, she knew the girl has seen and talked to Ashley
"Yes" Spencer mouthed a little rude but very dignified
Leah smiled "Seen Ashley lately?"
"What can I possibly say to make you shut up" Spencer hated when people tried to get her to play the little guessing game, things said in hidden content,
"I can think of some things" Leah smirked thinking of what it actually would be like having Spencer in some compromising positions, and the reaction from Ashley would be historic. Her in depth thought is maybe why she never saw Spencer stand and swing at her, jarring her out of the chair that she sat in.
"What the fuck" Leah shrieked holding her nose feeling the blood run down her lip
Spencer was more then pissed she was foaming, she was standing over top of the other girl fist clenched "Whats the matter nothing smart to say, no more rude remarks or stupid puns you know-"
Spencer was interrupted by Leah hurling herself into Spencer knocking her into the seats. The teacher finally realized what was happening, trying to break the two up as the hair pulling, scratching and bite increased. "Knock if off both of you" she yelled
"Leah stop what the fuck get off her" Ashley's voice rang through the door making Leah stop only to fall back down as Spencer finished her swing.
Ashley rushed in grabbing Spencer's hand as she held it grimacing from the pain. Spencer pulled away locking eyes with Ashley
"Don't" Spencer whispered making Ashley cringe
"Carlin office now" The teacher finally chirped in "Leah go the opposite way, I'll be there soon"
Ashley watched as Spencer walked away, fighting herself to chase after her instead she focused on the other girl. "What the fuck Leah, your lucky shes not hurt that hand better not be broken, you'll be dead"
"Oh yeah Ash blame me the bitch sucker punched me and you give me shit, I'm sure your precious angel will be fine…for now" Leah walked keeping her hand over her nose and head tilted back
"Hey" Ashley grabbed the girl "You stay the hell away from her..understand"
"Yeah got it" Leah pulled away throwing her hands up in the air as she walked away
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"I would have expected this from you Miss Cruz but Miss Carlin seriously…tell me what is going on" The principal sat in front of the two girls in a superior manner, the man had jet black hair rather young face no wrinkles to be seen and a rather soft voice.
"I'm sorry this was all my fault you know how I can get Mr. Hill, I think I may have hurt Spencer's feelings is all she is rather temperamental." Leah smiled innocently
The man shook his head and pulled two sheets out of his desk "Well you two are in luck I have a project you can do. It's a shelter for underprivileged kids"
"Wait…that's not a project I'd say cruel and unusual punishment is more like it" Leah blurted out disgusted with the thought of being around Spencer or any of the home less kids they could have bugs or worse diseases. The girl was a teetering on narcissist
"A suspicion is something you can not afford Miss Cruz, so you'll both be there Saturday morning at eight" He looked toward Spencer "Miss Cruz your excused, Carlin stay a second"
Leah left in a huff wondering a little why he asked Spencer to stay, principal's pet she figured
He sat fiddling his fingers, nervousness crept in his voice as he spoke "How was your summer?"
"It was fine no big events, just regular hot weather" Spencer knew the man wanted to make sure she was ok and not going to get lost in the sea of bad kids or the pressure of drugs.
"This fight was what exactly, I hope it wasn't over-"
"No Leah just…well Leah was herself, can I go I have class" She was getting frustrated, he was prying and it was something she wasn't ready for… to talk about what was really going on in her head. She didn't even know what was going on or where she stood all she knew is that Ashley was the only place to get the answers.
"Yes you may and Saturday" He shook his head as if he was asking, it wasn't a question
Spencer smiled as she glanced back at him one more class and I can go home, she thought
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"Ash wait please, I need a ride come onnnn" Kyla ran waving her hands at Ashley who was ignoring her as she walk to her locker.
"Take the bus, I have shit to do" Ashley yelled agitated from the whole Spencer situation she needed to get out of this place.
"No you don't" Kyla stood in front of Ashley car door blocking the other girl from fleeing like she wanted to. Kyla always had a way of getting into Ashley's head, sometimes it wasn't always helpful, Spencer was a sore point but Kyla knew that's what was needed someone to start to take the needle out "She'll be here forever Ashley maybe you should just go talk to her"
Ashley looked down at her feet sadly sighing "I tried she doesn't want me near her, and I don't blame her" Ashley looked up trying to move her little sister "Move"
"No!!!... Did you tell her you needed her that your sorry and all you want to do is explain." Kyla was sincere in her attempt but she was just making Ashley mad
"Fine take the car I'll take the bus" Ashley yelled tossing her keys to her sister and stomping off before Kyla could protest. Kyla turned she smiled knowing Ashley forgot in her fit that Spencer took the same bus.
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The bus stunk badly like rotten skunks stuffed in the exhaust, the smoke pouring had to be bordering on a whole in the ozone. The kids were loud chatting about there day like robots speaking in Morris code. Ashley now remembered why she never rode the big banana a headache would surely follow she had to get off walking would be better. Before she could stand or even think of standing Spencer walked on taking the first seat. She slouched down and contemplated about going to sit by the girl. She came to her senses and decided not to… well that is until she saw a girl sit down next to Spencer and smile rather affectionately at her. A cringe of rage mixed with jealousy came over her and the next thing she knows shes standing over top of the red haired girl snarling her eyes wide with jealousy.
"I think we should talk…Now" Ashley practically yelled wanting to grab the girl and whip her out of the seat away from Spencer. She was beyond sanity and bordering crazy
"Ashley this isn't a good idea maybe" Spencer was almost in tears, her heart was rapidly beating and in very irregular patterns, her palms were starting to sweat, Ashley was raging an she was not ready for a confrontation especially from her jealous ex
"No" was all Ashley said as she grabbed the red heads arm yanking her out of the seat, hearing a slight "Hey" as she grabbed Spencer's hand dragging her off the smelly stuffy bus.
Spencer pulled her hand away from Ashley staring to walk faster only to stop whipping around making Ashley take a step back "What the hell Ashley you can't just drag me off a bus like that demanding me, I'm not your possession" Her voice teetering on yelling and calming then back to yelling
"Come on you hate that thing, so really you should thank me" Ashley smirked trying to be cute, the other girl stood watching in amazement at how easy it was for her to joke.
"Nice Ashley, make a joke, it's all so funny to you…You embarrassed me and now I have to walk…nice" Spencer watched as the bus pulled away, Ashley always was irrational and she used to like that, always being the one to calm her down like she needed her there for stability but the she didn't want that responsibility anymore.
"Hey I just want to talk to you, I didn't mean to hurt you" Ashley stated rather sincerely
"You never do" Spencer responded rather quickly as she kept her head straight ahead, She knew Ashley meant well but enough was enough
"Wait a minute…I called you I checked to see if you were ok and you didn't want to see me what was I suppose to do Spencer huh… wait be stared at and talked about by your family…sorry not me and you know that" Ashley defended herself the best she could and it was all true, she wanted to be with Spencer every day until she woke up and even after but her mom was insistent on the girl leaving and when she caught word that Spencer had woke up, she snuck into the hospital just to watch her sleep and gave her a kiss all because she was sorry and loved the girl too much.
"Yeah I know you run, that's what your best at… running, well I can't handle that anymore I need all of you or nothing I can't share you with the drugs and the clubs or the women…" Spencer realized what she had said by the look in Ashley's eyes, she gave the girl an opening and Ashley was sure to jump in
"I love you Spencer and I am sorry" The girl grabbed for Spencer to stop, so she could face her, an be able to see her eyes "I know you feel it, why do you resist it so much" She was trying to seduce Spencer into forgiving her or just a smile would make her happy for now
"Stop,! You almost killed us Ashley, time to face your mistakes and stop hiding …grow up" Ashley heard the other girl, but she didn't want to listen so instead she snaked her hand into Spencer hoodie pulling her closer into a position she knew the girl wouldn't resist.
Spencer legs felt a little weak, a feeling of electricity ran through her as she felt the other girls warmth and affection. She missed this she would admit that, but it can't happen not this easily not after all the drama.
"I can't" Spencer shook her head all seriousness in her eyes, her voice shook a little as she spoke
The jealousy took its place back in Ashley "Why the slut on the bus? Seriously Spencer!!!...you can do so much better" Ashley was being smug and she didn't care it was like the moment Dawson realized Joey was in love with Pacey but the other girl wasn't in love not even involved the Rachel look a-like was talking about what happened in English after Spencer got kicked out.
"Oh yeah my history shows it, very well.." Spencer wanted to take it back as the words came out of her mouth but she had already said it no taking it back now. The look in Ashley's eyes was devastating like when a mother realizes her child is missing "Ash I didn't mean.." Spencer exhaled and shook her head as she watched a tear come down the girl's face, she wanted to wipe it away, kiss her and tell her sorry but it was all so messed up.
"No it's fine I fucked up I get that, I just want you to forgive me…you don't have to forget just please let me in, let me come back I miss you.." Ashley moved closer to the girl again this time grabbing at the waist of the other girl pulling her closer, so close she could feel the other girl tremble. "Let me show you how much" Ashley spoke in seductive tone but it was all innocent in her mind