Hey guys, thanks for those great reviews, I know life is a challenge, and I'm trying to see it that way. Anyways, here's another chapter.
Light, that's all I see, white light, I look around and it's peaceful. Empty. Calm. I smile feeling happiness for the first time since I was little, and then I hear footsteps. Slow and calm footsteps;I carefully turn around, and I see my aunt. She died years ago while someone in another car was texting and driving. She smiles at me, and I could feel the tears coming. She was the only person who accepted, and knew about me way before anyone. She always got a good radar, and other than my grandmother, she always gave me advises. Even if it hurt them to know how my life was going to be. I step in front of her, I wanted to tell her I missed her but I couldn't speak. She then kisses my cheek, and with one last smile, she puts her hand where my heart is and closes her eyes.
I don't know how but there's no light anymore. No feeling, the peacefulness, the calmness, everything gone. Only darkness.
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Beep...Beep...Beep...
I slowly open my eyes and look at the ceiling.
"Britt..." I hear someone say, and the person stands up and looks at me.
"Is my granddaughter awake?!" I hear my grandmother say with a certain happiness, and relief.
"Yes, she's finally awake." I see Kurt and he smiles at me. I can't help but feel angry. So I start crying, and to top it off I hear the door open. When I finally manage to look down, I see her, the one person I liked, yet hate. She looked at me concerned, and with something else.
"Hello dear, are you one of Brittany's friends?" my grandmother asks her and she politely smiles at her and is about to speak but I manage to speak first.
"No, she's not. And I don't want her here." I tell them and I see my grandmother look at me disapprovingly.
"Brittany Susan Pierce..." my grandmother starts but she cuts her off.
"No, she's right. I shouldn't be here, I should go. It's good to know you're alive Brittany." she tells me and as she's about to leave, my grandmother stops her.
"I know this isn't my place but... may I ask what your name is?" I hear my grandmother ask her and she gives her a tight smile.
"Santana. Santana Lopez." she tells my grandmother.
"Well, Santana, I'm sorry for my granddaughters rudeness."
"Its okay." she says and walks away. Their is silence in the room and I see Kurt looking at me. My grandmother just looks concerned, and it annoys me.
"What?!" I finally ask them and my grandmother speaks first.
"First of all, do not speak with me in that tone. Second of all, I'm so angry at you..."
"Oh there's a shock." I mumble and she looks at me shocked.
"What happen to you? You weren't like this, ever since..." my grandmother says but cut her off.
"Ever since everyone found out I'm an abomination, I'm like this. Is that what you were about to say?" I ask her daring her to say more, and she slowly stands up with her cane, and leaves the room. Now I'm alone with Kurt, and when I look at him his shaking his head.
"Why did you try to kill yourself?" he asks me.
"Who says I tried to kill myself? I just fell down the hill and got hit on the head when I crashed in the river." I tell him shrugging.
"Stop lying..." he whispers and I look at him confused.
"I'm not lying, I just fell down..." I suddenly get cut off by an angry Kurt.
"Would you stop?!" I flinch by his tone. He never screams at me; yes, he gets mad, I mean who doesn't, but scream, never.
"I know you Brittany! Besides, why would you drop your phone and then try to jump out of the old Dalton bridge!" he screams and then realizes he said more than expected. I sit in the bed looking at him confused and he goes back to his seat.
"How do you know that?" I ask him and he shakes his head, looking everywhere but at me.
"So it's true..." I hear someone say, and I look in front of me to see my grandmother standing by the door. This time I don't even try to deny it, and I just tell them everything.
"Fine. What if I did? I mean, I constantly get bullied, my mother and father hate me. The girl I like is scared of me, and I'm not happy with my life. I mean, its my life, and since people don't care for me, unless they want a punching bag, or someone to be their all day joke. Why should I be even alive in this world full of hell?" I tell them and pause, so I could swallow my sob.
"Why can't I be with aunt Jenny? She looked so happy, but she brought me back. I mean...why would she do that? I thought she loved me." I tell them because I really can't understand, why she would bring me back and not want me to stay with her. Is she embarrassed, disgusted of me?
As I asked myself all this questions, I don't realize both my grandmother and best friend crying their eyes out. That is, until my grandmother sits next to me in the bed, making me look at her.
" Don't say that. Aunt Jenny absolutely adores you, she just knows you're not ready to be there with her yet. You are young...a beautiful young girl, who can fight for what she wants. Now, I'm not saying I do not agree with you with what you said about this world. But...think about this, without you, Kurt nor I would be our happy selves. She brought you back for Kurt and I. Who might I add, absolutely extremely love you..." she tells me and puts her hand in her heart. I look down and sniff by the tears.
"She's right Britt... I love you a lot my panda." he says and for the first time a let out a chuckle.
"So do me, Kurt and even aunt Jenny a favor...and live the life you love living. Despite, that girl not liking you, because in the future she'll see what a catch she lost. I love you sweetheart." she says and hugs me. We both hug and are startled out of the embrace when we hear someone clear their throat. I see her standing there, and both our eyes meet.
"Can we talk?" she asks looking down and I shake my head.
"No. Get out." I tell her and she shakes her head.
"No." she says and I scoff. Because really, she doesn't deserve the slightest attention. Well, not from me I guess. My grandmother stands up with her cain, and looks at Kurt.
"Kurt, would you be a dear and go with me to the cafeteria?" she asks and I roll my eyes. I look at Kurt giving an 'don't you dare' expression and he smirks and walks to my grandmother giving her his arm so she would take it.
"It will be my pleasure, my lady." he says and they both walk out of the room, leaving Santana and I alone. She looks at me and I avert my gaze. I hear her sigh and then she sits down where my grandmother was sitting. She then clears her throat.
"So...how are you doing?" she asks and I don't even bother to answer.
"What are you doing here? And, why do you even care?" I tell her with my eyebrows furrow in confusion and she shrugs.
"I care about everyone..." she starts telling me but stops when I chuckle sarcastically.
"Even for someone who you and your friends bully everyday. Wow, thank God I don't like you." I tell her and I feel her staring at me.
"You don't...I don't bully you..." she says but I cut her off immediately.
"Yes you do."
"No, I don't." she says.
" You may not personally do it, but you let them and laugh with them." I tell her angry, and she shakes her head.
"No..." she starts but I don't let her talk anymore.
"Don't say you don't, because you and your boyfriend are the first ones." I tell her and when I finally see her face she looks sad? I don't know and really don't care.
"So, you got your talk..Now, get out." I tell her and she nods. She stands up from the bed I'm in and starts walking out. She then turns and sighs.
"Despite your anger with me...I'm glad I saved you." she says and walks out, as I sit there shocked at the confession.
I hope you guys liked it, and again thanks for the reviews. So what do you think should Brittany stop being angry at Santana? Or should she keep her distance?
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