What's this?
All this time I thought you didn't need me
Now I've gone from you and now you tell me

I wrote the lyrics in my journal. I sighed and closed that book I couldn't think of any more lyrics. I laid down on my bed, took out the letter Nick wrote. I don't know why but whenever I read it makes me feel relaxed or just makes me smile. I know I shouldn't be feeling this way for him but I just can't help what I feel for him.

Sure I'm going out with Liam but he doesn't make me feel as happy as when I was with Nick, I mean I like Liam but I can't say I love him because that would be lying and he knows that. It kills me not being able to love him. What can I say I can't control my heart right? I wish I could so that I could get over Nick and move on. As much as I say I don't have feeling for him I can't truly convince myself. I think there's only one person I can truly love as much as I wish other wise and I think he knows that.

I got up from my bed and went down stairs to get my car keys. I was about to walk out the door when my mom's voice stopped me.

"Where are you going?" She asked me. I bit my lip not wanting to say something I don't mean.

"Mom I'm just going out. Don't worry I won't get into trouble." I reassured her and waved goodbye. I got to my car and opened the front door. I need to go to the park to clear my mind. I parked my car once I got to the park.

I put on my hood and sunglasses even though it's not that sunny. It's a habit I have and it helps with the flashes of the cameras a lot. I walked around the park where I used to spend all my free time. I reached the swings and sat in one. I swigged my self back and forth. I heard someone sit on the other swing. I looked up and stared at the guy for a long moment until I realized who it was.

I stopped swinging myself and got up as quickly as I could. I walked really fast trying to get away from him. I didn't get far because his hand stopped me from going any farther. I glared at him even though he couldn't see the death glare.

"Miles stop glaring." He whispered a bit roughly. I did but not because he told me to. I did because of the way his voice sounded.

"Nick really what do you want?" I asked in a whisper. He took of his sunglasses and I could see that he wasn't himself. Is it because of me or another reason?

"Miley I just want to talk to you! Is that a crime?" He half yelled I flinched a bit.

"No it's not a crime…But why now?" I asked as I moved my arm from his grasped.

"Why not now?" He retorted. I growled under my breath in frustration.

"Nick we haven't had a civilized conversation in two years. Yet suddenly you want to talk?" I said skeptically. He sighed and looks at me sincerely.

"Yes Mi. So what do you say?" I took a deep breath. I'm going to regret this I know it.

"Fine Nick but not here and please don't call me Mi." I replied. He was a bit taken aback at that. I know it was harsh but I just can't take it. "How about the Starbucks a few blocks away?" He agreed. I headed toward my car and he headed to his car. I tried turning on my car but it wouldn't start. I hit my head on the steering wheel. Why did this have to happen today and not tomorrow why? I heard a knock on my window; I looked up and glared as I saw a smirk on his face. I got out of the car.

"Need a ride?" He asked I nodded. He chuckled a bit but led me to his car. I locked my car and followed him. I gasped when I saw he didn't have his mustang with him instead he had a BMW witch was a surprise. (.com/data/media/10/1991_bmw_nasca_27_)

"What happened to your Mustang?" I asked. He looked at me surprised. I guess he didn't think I would remember.

"Uh Selena really didn't like it. Something about it not being her style or something like that." He told me as he rolled his eyes. I laughed a bit at that. He gave me a confused look. "What's so funny?"

"It's nothing…. I just never thought you would change cars just because a girl in general would say she didn't like it. I never thought you were that type of guy Nick…" I answered honestly. He looked away. Did I offend him?

"I guess I just thought I needed a change in my life." Oh so he is now changing what he just said? He better make up his mind.

"Nick who are you trying to kid? I know that we haven't talked a lot but I know for a fact that you loved that car. I doubt you would just change cars on your own." I alleged as I looked out the window.

"Miley…You don't know me anymore so why do you pretend that you do?" He questioned. Ok that hurt it's not like I didn't want to know him like I used to. He was the one that distanced us not me.

"I-I-I S-Sorry…" I stuttered out. I can't believe he has this affect on me. I cursed under me breath.

"Miley I'm sorry…" I looked at him and just shook my head.

"No your right I shouldn't have said what I did. Maybe you did change. I can't be saying things that I knew about you from two years ago." I said as I looked down. Nick stopped the car. I guess we are here. He turned my head so that I was facing him in the eyes. I turned my head harshly.

"Don't touch me.." I whispered coldly and got out of the car. I was about to slam the door but remembered that it wasn't my car so I just closed it. I walked to the front door of Starbucks. Before I knew it Nick was right beside me. I ignored that he was there and sat down in a booth in a corner.

"Miles I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that I just got defensive." He told me. I look up I'm sure I looked hurt no matter how much I tried to hide it.

"Nick I get it. Please can we change the subject.." He nodded and got up.

"You still like the Vanilla ice mocha?" He asked me I nodded a bit shocked but soon recovered and opened my bag to get the money for it. His hand landed on mine to stop me from taking out money. I removed my hand as fast as I could from him. Not because I wanted to be harsh but because I was surprised by the sparks I felt.

"Don't worry I'll pay for it…" I nodded knowing I wouldn't win even if I tried to convince him to let me pay for it. He walked off to buy the coffee. He returned after like five minutes. He handed me the mocha. I grabbed it and took a sip. I looked at him and smiled a bit.

"Thanks…" He just smiled. "So what did you want to talk about?"

"Uh…well you see…I really miss spending time with you as friends I mean. My life isn't fun anymore. You got the fun side of me out. I miss laughing for no reason like we used to. Frankie misses you too. Even if they don't show it Joe and Kevin do too Miles." He really got straight to the point. I sighed. I don't know what to say. I miss them a lot but I just can't forgive them that easily.

"Nick…you guys need to show me that you mean it. I really don't believe that Joe and Kevin miss me. I well mostly Kevin." Nick looked down. Is he hiding something?

"Nick is everything ok?" I asked he shook his head. "What's wrong then?"

He mumbled something. "Nick I don't under stand."

"They thought you broke up with me but they soon realize that it wasn't like that. They regret how the treated you, I do to." I jus sat their shocked. They thought I broke up with Nick? Why would they think that? No he wouldn't say that would he?

"Nick please answer this honestly." He nodded. "Did you tell them that?"

"No! They assumed that, I just couldn't tell them other wise." He confessed. I sighed in relief. He looked at me puzzled. "You're not mad?" I shook my head no.

"Nope…I'm a bit disappointed in you but I'm not mad…" I replied. He looked down. I leaned closer to him and lifted his head so that he was looking at me in the eyes.

"Nick I get that you couldn't face your brothers…I just wish you did..." I told him and leaned away.

"I- how did-" I interrupted him.

"I may not know you as well as I used to but I know that you can't face disappointing your brothers."He frowned a bit though I don't know why.

"I guess so but I still disappointed one…Frankie hates me because he doesn't see you anymore and I don't blame him." He told me.

"Nick he doesn't hate you. He told me himself one day on the phone." He looked up shocked.

"How? When?"

"Like about a two or three months ago I think. He got Joe's phone or yours I don't remember. But back to the point he doesn't hate you, he's just confused and doesn't know what's going on. Just give him some time and he'll turn around." I got up.

"You are leaving?" He asked a bit disappointed. I nodded. "I got to get home."

He got up and walked outside I followed him to his car. He opened the passenger seat and I thanked him and sat down. He soon was in the driver seat and drove me home. I was surprised he remembered where I lived. I got out of the car and thanked him again. He just waved and soon was out of sight. I walked inside my house and my mom gave me a questioning look. I just shrugged and went upstairs.

"Miley can we talk?" I heard my mom yell. I went back down stairs.

"Yeah mom?" I asked her. She sighed.

"Miley I don't want you to get hurt again…" I just gave her a small smile.

"Mom you have nothing to worry about." I assured her? She looked at me skeptically.

"Miley that boy hurt you. How do you know he won't hurt you again?"

"Mom I don't know that but what I do know is that he is at least trying to get my forgiveness mom! Unlike my dad!"I yelled and ran upstairs.

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