Hiya sorry I haven't wrote every week like I said I would but I haven't been able to post the next chapters cause of my computer any way here we are.

When Serena stopped running she found herself in the park in front of the beautiful rosés which simply made her cry harder. Darien had brought her here on one of their picnics, when he had still loved her, before Rini had fallen out of the sky and before the Negamoon family had materialize in Tokyo. Serena laughed bitterly. The scouts were moaning about her being late for meetings and battles and her not acting like a true leader but how can she be a true leader when they didn't listen to her. They always moaned at her about something. She can never do anything right in their eyes, especially Rei's. Serena sighed the scouts may be her friends, her protectors but they didn't really know her, who she was. If they did they would understand that her heart is broken and can never be fixed. They would also have realised that she wasn't just Serena anymore but a mixture of both Serena and Serenity. Which enables her to remember their past. A past that still has relevance to the future. If the scouts listened to her for once and treated her like a leader and not like a flake they would know that the Negamoon family had been part of the moon kingdom once upon a time before they were banished.

Huge great sobs took over Serena again. "Darien, why don't you love me anymore? What did I do wrong?" Serena sighed memories of the past flitted through her mind. How she felt during their last dance just before the battle against Beryl on the moon and the unbearable anguish of Endymion's death.

"I can't live without you!" Serena cried. "Serenity killed herself, ended her own life so she could be with Endymion." Serena knee's buckled sending her falling to her knees. "Why, Why, Why, I can't live without you! You're the other half of my soul. Serenity can't live without Endymion and I can't live without you!" Serena rested her head on the ground "I'm dying inside and no one can see that!"

Serena wrapped her arms around herself as she stared at the roses. The numb feeling had once again taken over her body stopping her from feeling anything. When Rini appeared things had started going wrong, Darien had stopped talking to her. Serena sighed, when Darien first told her he no longer loved her she had blamed Rini. But Rini's just a kid an annoying brat at that but still just a kid. Serena sniffed loudly. Sometimes she almost despised the little brat but at the same time there's something about her. Something that makes you feel protective of the obstinate little girl. Did Darien feel like this about Rini? Serena sighed and stood up, wiping tears from her eyes. She would go to the only place that was safe. The only place where no one would hassle her, where she could just try and forget and that place was BED.

"Serena how did you do on the test." Serena's mom called from the kitchen as Serena walked up stairs she had hoped to reach her room before her mom noticed she was back. Oh well there's no way to avoid it thought Serena so she called back "I failed it mom"

"You what, Serena get down here this instant!" Serena's mom screeched. Serena closed her eyes and sighed she knew her mom was going to freak. Serena walked slowly down stairs and walked into the kitchen.

Serena's mother looked at her daughter with a glare, which softened a little when she took in her daughter's appearance. It was obvious Serena had been crying again but why she didn't know every time she had asked Serena had simply shook her head and said "Oh mom please don't make me talk about it!" It was worrying her. She knew something was very wrong in her daughter's life but if Serena didn't want to talk about it how could she help.

Serena's mom sighed. Over the last month she had noticed a great change in her daughter but the thing, which had shocked her, the most was the haunted darkness, which had filled Serena's eyes and destroyed the light and happiness that had once radiated there.

"Then I suggest you go upstairs and study and arrange to study with Amy!" Serena's mom told her, she didn't want to add to Serena's problems whatever they were. She would simply phone Amy and ask her to tutor Serena. Hopefully that way Serena's grade would get better and Serena could talk to Amy.

"Could you Baby sit Rini tonight Serena. Your dad, Sammy and I are going out." Serena's mom asked her waiting for Serena to object.

Serena sighed. "Sure mom" she said and then turned and walked up the stairs towards her bedroom.

Serena's mom watched with confusion as Serena agreed to baby sit Rini, Serena never agreed to do anything that easily it normally took bribes and the treat of becoming grounded. Something was really wrong with Serena.

Serena sighed as she reached her bedroom door at least her mom hadn't given her a hard time about the test not like her supposed friends. Serena walked into her room shutting the door behind her, dropped her school bag on the floor and flopped onto her bed and pulled the covers over her. Safe and alone.

"All alone!" Sighed Serena as she curled into a defensive ball, closed her eyes and again began to cry. Darien didn't love her anymore, she was alone.

Luna walked up to the edge of the bed and looked up at her Princess. She had been watching Serena in the park earlier and had then followed her home. It hurt her to see Serena this way. What the hell was Darien thinking? She knew he loved Serena so why was her doing this to her? The only reason Luna could come up with was that Serena was in danger and he was trying to save her in some way but then if Serena is in danger then wouldn't he have told Serena and the scouts so they could come up with a plan to save Serena? Oh it made her head hurt trying to figure out the girls and Darrien; they don't behave the way they did on the moon.

"Oh Darien, my Endymion" Serena cried as she curled up to a teddy he had brought her.

Luna watched Serena for a few moments before she decided to go see Darien and find out why he was doing this.

Sorry it took so long