BBQ
The day was going not to bad so far, there still wasn't any sign of Edward and Tanya which I was happy about. Mike was here with a girl called Jessica, she seemed really nice but it didn't stop mike from eying me up and down and giving me a wink when Jessica wasn't looking. Mike said Eric couldn't make it as he had work, which I was very pleased about.
It was about 5pm when I and Alice finally sat down with our burger and soda.
" see Bella today isn't so bad" Alice said before taking a big bite of her burger, which I had to laugh at, she had two burger in one bun with ketchup and salad over lapping.
"Yer I know but it isn't over yet"
"What you mean by that?"
"Well your dickhead brother and his bimbo isn't here yet, and I would rather they didn't turn up"
I looked up at Alice, her eyes were wide open and her mouth was in a big o
"Why would that be ISABELLA" said a quiet, musical voice which I recognised too well. I turn round and to see Edward standing right behind me with Tanya by his side looking down at me with a face of thunder,
"Look what the cat brought in, Edward, Tanya "i stood up pick up my plate and walked off into the house without a backward glance, I felt sick to my stomach seeing him with her, I wasn't going to stand there watching them together.
As I walk up through the kitchen and lounge I saw esme standing with Carlisle and his boss aro, aro was about 60 years old and a lovely man but he like to think he was still in his early 40, going clubs and having younger girlfriends which were about 20 to 30 year olds, each to their own and all that shit.
"Hey Bella, how you doing?" aro asked as I approached
"I'm good thanks, how's you?"
"Yer not too bad, you look lovely as always"
"thanks" I smiled at him before turning to esme " um I'm not feeling to good so I'm going to so lay down for a bit, I will be back later to help clean up"
"Don't worry about helping darling, you go and sleep and I'll see you tomorrow"
"Ok are you sure "
"Yes, have a good night's sleep"
"Ok thanks, night"
I said my good byes to a few people before I exited the front down to head to my place.
My little house was a two bedroom, a small kitchen but I nice size bathroom and a small study which held all my book and memories of my mum and dad.
As I nudged my front door to close I took off my show and started to undo my dress until I didn't hear it close, I turned round to see Edward standing in my door way looking at me, his eyes were slowly looking down my body till they came back up to my lips
"What do you want" I said before walking away from him to go into the living room
"Why do you keep walking away from me" he sounded hurt but this is cocky Edward Cullen we are talking about not some shy random guy
"cause I don't want to talk to you or even look at you, that's why" I turned round to look at him "so if you don't mind, fuck off" I pointed to the door, my heart was betting so fast I could hardly hear myself talk "and another thing keep out my way and I will do the same for you, then that way we are both happy"
"Ok will do but just so you know, I'm back for good so you can't keep avoiding me forever "
"What you mean back for good?"
"Mum didn't tell you" he started to laugh "I've moved back home and I'm starting work at county hospital Monday, so I'm afraid your suck with me" he had a big smog grin on his face before he turned round and headed back to the party.
I wanted to throw something but then I would have to clean it up and it wasn't worth the mess. If he thinks I'm going to be living here with him and her over the road he had another thing coming.
HELL NO.
I needed to plan something, maybe I would just use a little of my money to go traveling now or move to England and start uni there. Then I wouldn't have to see him every day and see that stupid hoe all over him.
That's sounded like a plan to me but first I needed to get esme and Carlisle agree to let me use some of my parents money, a. I had money saved up from working in the club but esme and Carlisle didn't know that so I would have to so I would have to lie about needing it. I can't touch the money till my twenty first birthday which wasn't for another two months, and I wasn't waiting that long.
After looking on line and getting prices of flights and hotel and getting info on the uni that I was hoping to apply for, all so I can show esme and Carlisle I was 100% what I wanted, I finally fell asleep about 10 pm .
7th July
Waking up early the next morning I felt shitty about what today was going to bring, I knew they wasn't going to be too pleased about my decision but I at least hope they will happy for me, I knew Alice would that it the hardest as she said she wanted to travel with me but I have to do this for myself.
After showering and getting dressed in my plan old jersey and jean in headed over to the main house for breakfast like I did every morning.
"Morning, how you feeling?" Carlisle asked as I entered the dining room, everyone was round the table either talking to each other or reading the morning new papers,
"Much better thanks, can I speak with you and esme in your office please" everyone including Edward
"Yes of course" he said as he got up off his chair and headed to his office with me and esme following him.
We was all sitting in the office with Carlisle behind his desk and esme next to me holding my hand
"Ok so what can we do you for Bella" Carlisle said looking at me with a bit of confusion on his face
I couldn't look at them "well I'm leaving forks" as I spoke I heard esme grasp and held my hand tighter
"Why, is this to do with Edward? are you not happy here?" Carlisle asks, but I can't help but get a bit angry, why is everything about fucking Edward
" no its nothing to do with him" my voice a bit sharper than I wanted to be "I've been thinking of this for a while and I feel it's the right time to do it, I wanted to travel for a couple months before starting uni" I felt esme relax a little next to me and signed
"You don't have to leave if you want a holiday before uni that's fine, then you can come back before uni starts" she says seeming relieved
"Esme I'm going uni in the UK"I felt esme shaking next to me as I looked up I couldn't hold back my own tears as I looked up to see esme crying
"ok if this is what you want then we are 100% behind you as long as you promise to keep in touch and come home at holiday" Carlisle voice was a little deep for him
"Thank you for everything" I got up off my chair and pulled esme up to hug her. I released her and turned to Carlisle "I wanted to use some of my parent's money for tuition and for when I travel"
"Yes of course, just let me know when you need it and we will go and get it for you" he said before stepping round the desk to hug esme "you go and get some breakfast Bella, we will just be a minute"
"Ok I will wait to tell the others till later tonight" with that I walked out the room to join the other,
Who were all waiting for us three to return, I could feel all their eyes following every move I made but I ignored them and picked up some toast, buttered it without saying a word to anyone and walked out to the home gym.
I texted Rosalie to ask her to meet me for lunch as I wanted to tell her ASAP, she agreed to meet at our local sandwich.
So now I'm sitting on an outside table wait for Rosalie and baby Seth to meet me
20 minutes later she finally arrives looking a little hot and bothered
"I'm so sorry, this little monkey decided to throw all his breakfast everywhere while I was getting dress"
I picked up Seth and laugh at him giving me a cheeky grin, he was so cute.
"That's ok; I've got something to tell you "in looked up from Seth to rose
"Ok, have you met someone? Who is he? Is he cute? Omg have you finally lost your V plate?" I couldn't help but laugh as she sounded like my mother Renee, when she used to talk with her girlfriends over the phone.
"No nothing like that, I'm leaving forks"
"YOU WHAT" she shouted a little loud as everyone turned round to see what the fuss was,
"I'm leaving forks"
"Yer I heard that but where are you going"
"I'm going to travel for a couple of months then I'm going uni in the UK" rose just sat there staring at me with her mouth opening and shutting
"I'll come with you "she blurted out
Now it was my turn to shout "YOU WHAT"
"yer me and Seth will come with you, I'll always wanted to travel and seth is young enough for change, when you go uni I will do part time work and study at night if you can help a little with him if not I will hire a nanny for him." she took a deep breath "I have some money put a side so money won't be a problem, me and Seth have no-one keeping us here, so why not, that's if you would have us tagging along"
"Of course I would love you two to come" i smiled at rose and he took Seth off my lap "you hear that baby we are moving" she blow a raspberry on his cheeky and tickled his side while he laughed and wiggled trying to climb back over to me, I just sat there smiling at them, hoping one day I would have my own bundle of joy to love and cherish just like Rosalie has.
But for now I was looking forward to the new journey me, Rosalie and seth was planning to be taking.