Hey guys so this is the chapter I told you I will update soon and also I wanted to say thank you for your support and if you haven't already please read chapter 1 because that will tell you a lot more about the story and it will make things easier to understand I promise. I also tried to write longer. I also want to tell you that this story is only going to be in English because I think I can write more and make it so much better when it is in English.
Guest21: I just wanted to tell you that thank you so much I love reading you review and you didn't hurt me at all. I also wanted to tell you that you are right. I don't right that good in Hindi because I can't speak or talk that well in Hindi and I started writing in Hindi because of request but yeah I am going to do this story in English only.
It was a Monday morning and I got out of bed annoyed then ever because I had to wake up so early to go to work. Stupid work. I took a deep breath and was ready to start my day. I was wearing a maroon dress with a black cardigan knee high black socks and black converse. Putting on a dress was the easiest thing to do because it took no effort and you still looked great when wearing it.
As I walked out of my apartment I wished I could disappear It would be so sweet to just get lost and never have to show myself again. I was a really self conscious person and I liked to be as alone as possible. I hated when people judge me based on what they saw and I could only talk to someone if I had known them all my life. I hated that I had little confidence and low self esteem. I sometimes wished I could be a bird glide through the wind and be free. Free to do whatever my heart desires free to choose my own path and make my own friends not have to worry about my weight or my looks, but not everyone could be as lucky as the birds, so maybe if I don't have my heart set on one thing I would be able to become someone important and share my thoughts and feelings. I wanted to share my thoughts and feels and not be shy and have to think so many times before acting on it. I wished I had the power and the confidence to do that.
I think birds might not be free either they probably have to live in fear of us humans because we could very easily lock them in a cage and change their lives forever they won't be as free anymore if we did that. The truth is that no one is free every person has power over the other. Your parents,teachers, boss all have power over you. Everyone has problems that all can't be solved.
"Are you there, Shreya" said Tarika in the most annoyed tone I have ever heard from her
"Yeah I will always be here, Tarika"
She smiled at me in her evergreen smile. Tarika was the best thing that could ever happened to me she was the pretty brunette and my best friend. She had long curly brown hair and chocolate brown eyes. She was tall and beautiful.
"Hey Maya, how was your day today" said Purvi
Purvi was just like me. She was tall with straight brown hair and brown eyes but some how her personality and humor charmed everyone in the CID. She was really smart and was great in her job. She was very social and had lots of friends and even though she had a boyfriend,Sachin, guys were in love with her. Many had asked her out but she had denied saying that she was in love with Sachin and only him.
I however was a shy girl with very little friends I was short and fat. No boy would talk to me and I didn't have the confidence to approach them. I also was good in my classes but I wasn't like her. She was funny and creative. She was talented and knew what she wanted in life and wasn't afraid to go and chase her dreams.
On the other hand, I had no clue what was going to do with my life or if I was even going to become someone.
I walked down the hall through the wooden doors as quickly as I could not wanting to be late. I felt every muscle in my body tense as I walked up the stairs thinking about Acp sir would say when I get there. Purvi and Tarika were by my side but I felt as if no one was their except me.
When I finally got there I saw that the bureau was filled with people. Everyone was there even ACP sir
Acp: shreya why are you late today
Shreya: sorry sir their was a lot of traffic on the way here
Acp: it's ok it happens just don't be late next time
Shreya: ok sir thank you
Acp: I was just talking to them about a new mission that is coming up
Shreya: what kind of mission sir
Acp: a rescue mission
Shreya: who are we rescuing
Acp: daya
Shreya: what happened to daya sir, sir
(Guys here Shreya doesn't have feelings for Daya yet)
Acp: he just had a mission and he got caught being when investigating
Shreya: ok
Acp: anymore questions
Abhijeet: sir I am really worried about Daya
Acp: don't worry bata everything will be fine. Now everyone get to work and start planning we only have 24 hours and also Abhijeet will be the head of this rescue mission
Everyone: ok sir
And then acp left
abhijeet: ok so the plan is that we are going to...ok everyone
Everyone: yes sir
Abhijeet: shreya you can be the leading officer in team B
Shreya: ok sir
Abhijeet: ok guys you should go home we are going to meet tomorrow at 3:30 am because it is going to take us sometime to get their. Now you can go
And everyone left and went to their houses.
Purvi: shreya lets go shopping
Shreya: no have to do the laundry when I get home so I can't come
Purvi: come on please
Shreya: Purvi I will go this weekend
Purvi: ok fine
And she left from there
Soon Shreya got home. It was dark inside. You couldn't even see anything. That is when her thoughts surrounded her. No matter what she did those thoughts would never go away. She screamed and begged for help. She was deep into the ground and it seemed as if their was no way she could get out. Then she walked to the bathroom and got a blade and cut a deep cut down her leg where no one can see it but it could satisfy the monsters that were her thoughts and she started remembering that night that changed her life forever.
Flashback:
Shreya was 4 years old and since then all she could ever remember was the shouting in her house. Those ecos were so loud that she would hide in her closet and cover her ears so the fighting would stop and sometimes when things got worst she would close her eyes and beg her brain to let her fall a sleep.
So guys this is the chapter I hope liked it. So how do you think Daya is and what does he think about shreya. And what do you think happened on the night that changed shreya's life forever. I did give you a little preview of what will happend so you can next. Also who do you think was screaming.
Anyways thank you everyone for reviewing including
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