Warnings: implied rape.

Pairing : Ciel and Sebastian

"I ORDER YOU TO LET ME SEE YOUR TRUE FORM!" Ciel demanded.

"Young master I-"

Ciel narrowed his eyes, "do it."

Sebastian sighed. "Very well."

Within seconds Sebastian began to transform. Large, massive soot black wings sprouted from his back as long black talons grew from his short nails. His hair grew longer, and his teeth lengthened. A dark blue, almost an admiral blue, shawl covered his arms and hips. Stiletto boots made the 6'1 man seem even more taller.

The shoulder part to the shawl was adorned with many medals and medallions. At this Ciel wondered about how high of a rank Sebastian must be. Sebastian's true form had Ciel with an open mouth in awe. Though the demon did seem to be a bit shy in his true form, given he was fiddling with the sides of his shawl.

"S-Sebastian..." He couldn't think. There wasn't any words to describe how majestic or beautiful he really was.

"I know. I've heard it all my life, from every master to every one of my family members. Beauty is not one of my best subjects." Sebastian confessed sadly.

Ciel was actually hurt. Why would Sebastian say that about himself? He was obviously adored by many and, inevitably, some even made sexual advances, which of course he declined.

"Why would you say such things? Can't you see that everyone who has seen you thinks you're beautiful?" Ciel asked in quiet voice.

"I think you're... you're magnificent." Ciel said while standing and looking at Sebastian with big eyes that held honesty.

Sebastian's eyes were wide and glassy. Oh god. He is definitely gonna cry. He lunged forward and wrapped his arms around me, immediately nuzzling his face into neck. And then he started crying, genuine tears of sadness and happiness all at the same time.

He pulled back and looked down, almost as if he didn't want to be seen. He looked up at me, pale cheeks stained with tears. Tears that were still flowing in a steady pace. At least he doesn't crumple his face when he cries. If I dare think it, he's even more beautiful when he cries.

I was knocked from my thoughts when he collapsed to his knees, immediately I practically ran to his side, "are you ok?" I asked. He looked at me and I could see something was bothering him. I cupped his face and wiped away his tear tracks under his eyes. His eyelashes had definitely gotten longer, or was they that long all the time? He wrapped his hands around my wrists and squeezed, "why are you lying, Ciel?" He asked almost inaudibly.

"Why do you think I'm lying?!"

Sebastian immediately let go and looked down while keeping his hands in his lap. "I-I'm sorry. I-I didn't know.." he apologized. Then out of instinct I slapped him, and he fell to his side, not expecting it. His shawl flew behind him revealing his thighs. I didn't like what I had seen.

There were bruises but not the ones you in a fight, like the ones you get when you're intimate with someone. Then that means-

"Who did you do this with?!"

He let out a pained sob and tried to cover his thighs with his wings. "Answer me Sebastian!"

"It wasn't my fault! He wouldn't leave me alone and when I tried push him away this happened!" He sobbed out. God he's a beautiful mess. Nevertheless I have to keep my stone and keep up the impression that I care.

"Who? Who did it Sebastian?" I asked more softly than I had originally been. He retracted his wings and tried to push himself up. He failed and I held my hand out. He looked like one of those shy women you meet at balls that don't know if they should or shouldn't.

When he did take it, his hand was black and so were his nails. His fingers were long and skinny. His knuckles stuck out unhealthily and so did his wrist bone. I rubbed them as I helped him to stand and guided him to sit on the desk. He sat and the connection made his thighs flatten and look bigger than they were.

"Who did this to you?" I asked lightly brushing over the harsh bruises. I heard him say something but I couldn't hear it. "What?"

"A-Ash-"

I grabbed him by the horns, "YOU LET THAT BASTARD GET HOLD OF YOU?! YOU LET THAT ANGEL TOUCH YOU?!"

In this situation, Sebastian was unbelievably vulnerable. "I couldn't stop him and, hell, I had had worse punishments than a rape." He stopped and sniffled. All of a sudden the mother side of Ciels body came out and he hugged Sebastian.

"You are beautiful. Your thighs are not canvases for mutts like Ash. They are beautiful too. You are anything but repulsive. You are anything but unseemly. You are Sebastian Michaelis."