Disclaimer: Unfortunately I still do not own Fushigi Yuugi or the
characters within, for they belong to the lucky Yu Watase... and not me.
Please do not sue me for my misfortunes for I am to poor to pay.
Warnings: uhhhh....Shounen ai and incest...... if ya don't like don't read.
Author's Note: Hi everybody. I finally have finished another chapter. I'm sorry it has taken me so long, but I've got tons of big projects to do and so little time to do it. If this seems really short to you, I'm very sorry and will try to make the next one longer if it's possible. So, I hope ya all like this chapter. Please read and review.
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Suboshi had been waiting for his brother to wake up for a few hours. Suboshi was getting rather impatient waiting for his aniki to wake up. Every time his brother would move or struggle in his sleep, he would jump off his chair and run over to Koutoku... but every time Koutoku would still be asleep.
Suboshi was getting very bored. He was having to watch his ryuseisui spin to keep himself awake, which is rather sad. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, Suboshi saw the signs of his brother waking up. For some reason he slid over to the door and locked, 'you can never be too careful...' When he saw his brother slowly sit up he walked over and stated, "We need to talk."
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Amiboshi yawned, as he slowly sat up. He was quite confused, for he remembered being outside in his place in the Kutou gardens and now here he was in his room on his bed.
When Amiboshi heard, a serious voice say, "We need to talk ", he looked startled when he looked up to see Shunkaku standing over him with a very serious look on his face.
Amiboshi hesitated, but quietly asked, "About what?"
Shunkaku just stared harder at him and said, "Oh, I don't know. How 'bout why you've been avoiding me lately, why you won't talk to, and how 'bout you act very strange when we're alone together..."
Amiboshi winced mentally, but tried to act confused, "What do you mean?"
Amiboshi heard Shunkaku's voice stress, "You know exactly what I mean. Please Aniki, please. Tell me what is bothering you, for I will try to make it better. Just please talk to me!" Amiboshi felt tears hit his hand. When he looked up, he saw his brother crying openly.
Amiboshi brought his hand up to Shunkaku's face and wiped away the tears. He sighed and locked eyes with Shunkaku. He then spoke in a soft, saddened voice, "Do you really want to know Shun... do you really want to know..."
He heard a loud agreement from his brother. So he slowly ot out of bed and walked over to Shunkaku. When he reached Shunkaku he lifted Shunkaku's chin a little and brought his lips to meet his brother's confused ones.
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Suboshi was very surprised when his brother kissed him. He was expecting something very strange, but not this. This action was so just so unexpected. 'I knew he had a problem, but i didn't expect it to be this confusing... I mean how was I supposed to suspect that Koutoku loves me more than a brotherly way... Who would expect this?'
Suddenly Suboshi felt Koutoku's lips tear away from his. Unintentionally, Suboshi raised his hand to his lips and looked questioningly at Koutoku. As he lifted his hand, he saw his aniki's eyes filled with hope turn into a shroud of pain and dark emotions. This recent action disturbed Suboshi more than the kiss ever could, for he saw Koutoku's beacon of hope shatter into nothingness.
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As Amiboshi saw his brother touch his lips in disgust, he knew that his love was one sided. Shunkaku didn't love him the same way, he only loved him as much as brothers should love each other.
'I bet he thinks I'm sick for loving him... brothers aren't suppose to love each other in this way... but I do love him in this way, so how am I suppose to cope with this situation...' as Amiboshi was in conflict with his mind and emotions he felt himself quickly move to the farthest corner of the room.
'...I don't deserve to be Shunkaku's brother... after all I'm just a screwed up freak that loves him... I bet he'll hate me for this... I really don't deserve to be his twin, he deserves one better then me... one that does freakin' love him in this way...' With this train of thought going on, Amiboshi slumped to the floor and hugged his knees to his chest.
When Amiboshi looked up at Suboshi's face he saw so much confusion and worry on his brothers face that he started to panic and started rocking, repeating over and over again, "I'm sorry. so sorry. I didn't mean to... Please forgive me..." As he spoke these broken phrases, his breathing became shorter and his lungs were screaming for air.
~*~
Suboshi watched in shock as his brother retreated to the farthest corner of the room and started saying apologies over and over again. Half of what Suboshi heard he did not understand. He became very worried when he saw Koutoku's shorter and faster breathing pattern, and realized that he was hyperventilating.
Suboshi quickly ran to his brother's side and put his hand on his aniki's shoulder. Unfortunately that was a wrong move, for Koutoku flinched and tried move farther away from him.
Suddenly, Suboshi saw that Koutoku was struggling very hard to breath and that he was swaying back and forth in a dizzy like motion. Finally Koutoku fell unconscious in Suboshi's arms.
Suboshi silently got up and picked his brother off the floor and onto the same bed that he had been in a few moments ago. Suboshi choked out into the silence of the room, "Why Aniki?! What is wrong with you... I still do not understand the situation that you and I are in... for I am not as strong and smart as you." With these words, Suboshi fell to the ground crying loudly his anguish and confusion.
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Very short and kinda sad.... poor Amiboshi-kun... Can't think of anything else to say, so PLEASE review and tell me whatcah think of this fic so far. I'll try to update a new chapter soon.
Warnings: uhhhh....Shounen ai and incest...... if ya don't like don't read.
Author's Note: Hi everybody. I finally have finished another chapter. I'm sorry it has taken me so long, but I've got tons of big projects to do and so little time to do it. If this seems really short to you, I'm very sorry and will try to make the next one longer if it's possible. So, I hope ya all like this chapter. Please read and review.
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Suboshi had been waiting for his brother to wake up for a few hours. Suboshi was getting rather impatient waiting for his aniki to wake up. Every time his brother would move or struggle in his sleep, he would jump off his chair and run over to Koutoku... but every time Koutoku would still be asleep.
Suboshi was getting very bored. He was having to watch his ryuseisui spin to keep himself awake, which is rather sad. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, Suboshi saw the signs of his brother waking up. For some reason he slid over to the door and locked, 'you can never be too careful...' When he saw his brother slowly sit up he walked over and stated, "We need to talk."
~*~
Amiboshi yawned, as he slowly sat up. He was quite confused, for he remembered being outside in his place in the Kutou gardens and now here he was in his room on his bed.
When Amiboshi heard, a serious voice say, "We need to talk ", he looked startled when he looked up to see Shunkaku standing over him with a very serious look on his face.
Amiboshi hesitated, but quietly asked, "About what?"
Shunkaku just stared harder at him and said, "Oh, I don't know. How 'bout why you've been avoiding me lately, why you won't talk to, and how 'bout you act very strange when we're alone together..."
Amiboshi winced mentally, but tried to act confused, "What do you mean?"
Amiboshi heard Shunkaku's voice stress, "You know exactly what I mean. Please Aniki, please. Tell me what is bothering you, for I will try to make it better. Just please talk to me!" Amiboshi felt tears hit his hand. When he looked up, he saw his brother crying openly.
Amiboshi brought his hand up to Shunkaku's face and wiped away the tears. He sighed and locked eyes with Shunkaku. He then spoke in a soft, saddened voice, "Do you really want to know Shun... do you really want to know..."
He heard a loud agreement from his brother. So he slowly ot out of bed and walked over to Shunkaku. When he reached Shunkaku he lifted Shunkaku's chin a little and brought his lips to meet his brother's confused ones.
~*~
Suboshi was very surprised when his brother kissed him. He was expecting something very strange, but not this. This action was so just so unexpected. 'I knew he had a problem, but i didn't expect it to be this confusing... I mean how was I supposed to suspect that Koutoku loves me more than a brotherly way... Who would expect this?'
Suddenly Suboshi felt Koutoku's lips tear away from his. Unintentionally, Suboshi raised his hand to his lips and looked questioningly at Koutoku. As he lifted his hand, he saw his aniki's eyes filled with hope turn into a shroud of pain and dark emotions. This recent action disturbed Suboshi more than the kiss ever could, for he saw Koutoku's beacon of hope shatter into nothingness.
~*~
As Amiboshi saw his brother touch his lips in disgust, he knew that his love was one sided. Shunkaku didn't love him the same way, he only loved him as much as brothers should love each other.
'I bet he thinks I'm sick for loving him... brothers aren't suppose to love each other in this way... but I do love him in this way, so how am I suppose to cope with this situation...' as Amiboshi was in conflict with his mind and emotions he felt himself quickly move to the farthest corner of the room.
'...I don't deserve to be Shunkaku's brother... after all I'm just a screwed up freak that loves him... I bet he'll hate me for this... I really don't deserve to be his twin, he deserves one better then me... one that does freakin' love him in this way...' With this train of thought going on, Amiboshi slumped to the floor and hugged his knees to his chest.
When Amiboshi looked up at Suboshi's face he saw so much confusion and worry on his brothers face that he started to panic and started rocking, repeating over and over again, "I'm sorry. so sorry. I didn't mean to... Please forgive me..." As he spoke these broken phrases, his breathing became shorter and his lungs were screaming for air.
~*~
Suboshi watched in shock as his brother retreated to the farthest corner of the room and started saying apologies over and over again. Half of what Suboshi heard he did not understand. He became very worried when he saw Koutoku's shorter and faster breathing pattern, and realized that he was hyperventilating.
Suboshi quickly ran to his brother's side and put his hand on his aniki's shoulder. Unfortunately that was a wrong move, for Koutoku flinched and tried move farther away from him.
Suddenly, Suboshi saw that Koutoku was struggling very hard to breath and that he was swaying back and forth in a dizzy like motion. Finally Koutoku fell unconscious in Suboshi's arms.
Suboshi silently got up and picked his brother off the floor and onto the same bed that he had been in a few moments ago. Suboshi choked out into the silence of the room, "Why Aniki?! What is wrong with you... I still do not understand the situation that you and I are in... for I am not as strong and smart as you." With these words, Suboshi fell to the ground crying loudly his anguish and confusion.
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Very short and kinda sad.... poor Amiboshi-kun... Can't think of anything else to say, so PLEASE review and tell me whatcah think of this fic so far. I'll try to update a new chapter soon.