A/N- whatup party people? heh heh heh. I'm baaaaack again...

Have fun with reading this, and like, you can review if you want. It makes me type faster.

Also, thankyou to the people who reviewed my last chapter. cocosunshine23 & ZoraChannyTwilight4ever.. You guys are why I do this. :)

[I have known you my whole life
When you were ten, you said you'd make me your wife]

"Hey Sonny!" Chad said, beaming at her.

"Hey Chad! How was school?"

"School wasn't any fun without you… Wanna go and play?"

"I can't play… Mommy said I'm too sick."

"Son-ny!" Chad whined.

"We can play inside." Sonny amended, her eyes glittering.

"Okay!"

Chad and Sonny played with her puzzles and games for hours.

They were playing monopoly, and Sonny was about to buy a house.

"You know; you shouldn't be the one buying the house." Chad stated, taking it from her hand.

"Why not? Give it back!"

"I should be the one buying the house!"

"Why?"

"'Cause that's what people do when they get married!"

"We're not married, Chad!" she argued, continuing to reach for the piece.

"We will be!" Chad said, pulling it further away from her.

"What?" Sonny asked, her eyes widening.

"When we get older, I'm gonna marry you."

"Oh. Why?" Sonny asked, pulling her hand back and folding both in her lap nervously.

"'Cause… I don't know!"

"My mommy says that people only get married when they're in love."

"Well then I guess we're in love!"

"Fine!"

"Fine!"

"Good."

"Good!"

"Are we good?"

"Oh, we're SO good Sonny."

And with that, they went back to puzzles.

[Eight years later you won me over
Just as I took the world on my shoulders]

"Sonny... I don't know how to tell you this.. Thing. That's been eating away inside of me." Chad said to Sonny one day when the were walking home.

"Just spit it out, C. I'm sure I'll understand. I mean, we are best friends."

"Sonn, I... I think I love you."

"of course you do. I love you too, you're my best Fri-"

"Not like that. Like, LOVE love. Married people love."

"oh. Wow."

"I knew I shouldn't have told you.."

"No, Chad, I'm not-"

"Save it Sonny." Chad said, walking faster to get away from her.

He felt his eyes stinging, and then slender fingers wrapped around his arm. He wrenched around quickly, to come face to face with Sonny.

She suddenly pressed her lips against his.

Chad pulled away, shocked.

"What?" he asked.

"I've been having the same feelings." she said simply.

Chad smiled at her, and wrapped his arm around her shoulder as they kept walking.

"This means what I think it means, right?" Sonny asked.

"Yes. We're dating. Feel free to squeal, Sonn."

"I was SO not gonna squeal."

"Sure you weren't."

"Yeah you were. You know it."

Sonny poked her tongue at him and sped up, shaking out of his grasp.

"Real mature Munroe!" he called.

"What's that, Chad? I heard 'Munroe is the greatest actor of our generation'.." she called back, biting her lip.

She was in for it now.

"You didn't!"

"Oh, I believe I did." Sonny giggled, and she saw Chad running after her.

"So Random will welcome its newest cast member, Sonny Munroe." The TV blared.

Chad looked down.

"What's wrong, honey?" His mother asked.

"I'm gonna lose her, Mom. We're gonna have to pretend we hate each other. I don't want to lose her."

"Don't worry Chad; if it's meant to be it'll work out."

…

"Chad, I don't think we should be dating… We're rivals! I don't want this affecting my acting."

"Oh. Okay, Sonny."

Sonny ran into his arms, and he hugged her.

"I love you, Chaddykins. That's never gonna change."

"I love you too, Babygirl."

[I got used to living without you
Endless phone calls and dreaming about you

Sonny screamed and sat up in her bed. She put her hand to her forehead and wiped away the sweat from her latest nightmare.

Of course, it was about Chad.

Not a night went by where she didn't dream about him, and not a day went by where she didn't regret her decision.

MOO!

Sonny fumbled for her phone and picked it up, drying her eyes from her memories of Chad.

"Heeey Sonnaay!" the voice on the other end of the line called cheerfully.

One word.

Chad.

"What do you want, Chad?" she asked.

"Can't I call you anymore, Sonn? I mean, I know we're rivals now, but..."

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be rude. I guess this rivallry is just getting to me... What's up?"

"Not much... I just... wanted to hear your voice."

"I miss you."

"open your window."

"What? Why?"

"Just do it!"

Sonny walked to her window and shoved it open, and suddenly Chad was before her.

"What are you doing here?"

Suddenly Chad's lips were pressed against hers. She welcomed the warmth and wrapped her arms around his neck.

They broke apart when the need for oxygen arose.

"Chad?" Sonny asked. "What does this mean?"

"I don't know. What do you want it to mean?"

"Honestly? I want to spend the rest of my life with you. But in reality? Chad, we're rivals. We couldn't be together even if we wanted to."

Chad wrapped his arms around her waist and held her close.

"I'm sorry." he said.

"Don't be sorry. There's nothing we can do. It's just not meant to be."

Chad kissed her once more.

"Rivals?" he asked when he pulled away.

Sonny sighed. "Rivals." she confirmed.

[Always said that you were my meant to be

But I guess I was in love with your memory]

"hey randoms. Get sick of pretending you're actors yet?"

The cast of So Random rolled their eyes.

"get lost, Chad." Tawni spat, her voice full of venom.

"Whatever." Chad spat back, glaring at Sonny. "peace out, suckaaas!"

And with that, he turned and walked away.

Sonny confronted him later that afternoon when they were alone.

She pulled his arm and dragged him into an empty set.

"what the hell was that, Chad?" she glowered.

"what was WHAT, Munroe?"

"At lunch!"

"That was me telling the truth." he said, looking bored.

"What happened to you?"

Sonny felt the familiar stinging in her eyes, and knew she was about to cry.

"Nothing." he said.

"You know what, Cooper? You're a jerk." Sonny said, turning on her heel and getting as far away from him as possible.

[You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life]

Sonny watched as Chad broke up with another girl over the phone.

Where had he gone wrong? Why was he suddenly such a jerk? Why didn't he love her anymore?

This was getting ridiculous.

"I can't fight for him anymore." she said, turning back around to her oblivious cast, who were discussing Grady's cheese pants yet again.

[I know I said that I would keep my word
I wished that I could save you from the hurt
But things will never go back to how we were
I'm sorry I can't be your world]

"Sonny!"

"What now, jerk?" Sonny spat, recognising the voice as Chad's.

"Look, Sonny. I'm sorry." He said, stopping in front of her and catching his breath.

"You should be."

"I swear, the fame just got to me. I didn't mean any of it. I love you Sonshine."

"You can apologize all you want, Chad, but it's over. I can't unhear the words you used to break my heart. I'm sorry I can't be the pretty, blonde, girl that you need."

"But Sonny, you're my world."

"No. Don't do that. I USED to be your world, but now that consists of parties, jerks, winning awards and fake blondes. Chad, that's not a place I want to be. Please just do us both a favour and leave."

Chad left, astonished at her words, and she immediately burst into tears.

...

Sonny sat in Chad's room.

She was clearing out the last of her stuff.

She hastily shoved things in the box.

Something shiny caught her eye, and she lifted her head slowly.

Chad had a picture of her, sitting alone in the comissary, hanging on his dashboard. This picture was huge, and was surrounded by a few pictures she'd talked him into taking when they were growing up, and even some from when they were dating.

But the thing that tore Sonny's heart the most was that he's carved the words "you've lost her forever", "you broke your own heart by breaking hers" and "you shouldn't be allowed to live" into the wall around the board.

She walked to the board.

Her fingers lightly skimmed the smiling faces in the pictures.

She picked up a pen and wrote a note on a fresh sheet of paper.

"Chad,

You haven't broken my heart. I broke it myself.

You DO deserve to live.

You know I love you, I really do. But I can't put up this constant fight... you don't deserve to be held onto, and I don't deserve to feel like I have to. I'm sorry. Who knows, maybe we'll be together again... even if it's in another life.

Love, Sonny."

She pinned it up on the board, packed up the rest of her stuff and walked out of his life for good.

A/N- am I the only one who felt depressed after that? Like, this is my first ever Channy fanfiction that doesn't have a happy ending. :\ I don't like it... I want happy Channy! *pouts* HAHAHA.

I shall now be writing more, most likely to songs... (I love songfics.)

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xD

, Mitchiee.