My name is Emily
now. Emily Parker. Like
the town I live in, it's
non-descript. It is
nothing, I am nobody
now.
All this nothingness
exists only because
I had to prove I had
balls. So I chased
after Zapata like a lion
on the hunt.
I proved I had my stones.
and now I'm
not one of the boys, or
one of the girls.
I sell insurance.