HEY GUYS JUST TO LET YOU KNOW I AM DOING SOME CORRECTIONS TO MOST OF MY CHAPTERS TO CORRECT MY MISTAKES! THERE IS A AUTHOR'S NOTE AT THE BOTTOM SO MAKE SURE YOU READ TO UNDERSTAND WHY.. WELL HERE'S THE CORRECTED CHAPTER 2!
"I tried so hard and got so far
but in the end..
it doesn't even matter.."
"In The End" by:Linkin Park
Chapter 2. It Doesn't Even Matter.
As Kagome lay resting on the tree bark she wakes slightly shocked to feel something cold roll down her cheek. "Dammit!, it started to rain" she said with a little anger in her words.
"I guess this is what I get for trying to love someone, Baka!! Dammit why am I feeling so sorry for myself when I know damn well that its inuyasha's fault that I'm like this..." her voice trailed off.
'Inuyasha...'
FLASHBACK
"Inuyasha do you love that girl?" the question caught Inuyasha completely off guard.
"I don't know..". Inuyasha started to get a faraway look in his eyes.
Meanwhile kikyou senses someone near and realizes who it is and takes advantage of the moment.
"Inuyasha!" The tone of her voice completely taking him off guard giving her his full attention. Smiling in her mind she says
"Do you love that girl more than you love me?"
Inuyasha hesitant to answer, only angers Kikyou more and as she begins to walk away he made the biggest mistake ever.
"Kikyou you know she could never compare to you! You are my one and only love".
With that Kikyou decides to make it worse she plants a LONG and romantic kiss upon Inuyasha's lips, capturing it with tongue, first startling Inuyasha but then he quickly recovers and greets the kiss with his own tongue...
END FLASHBACK
Tears crept silently down her what was once rosy red now pale and tear stained cheeks.
Roughly she wiped them away.
"There's no way in HELL I'll cry for that baka bastard!" she managed to stop the tears from flowing.
Violently she slumped in the muddy ground right next to her big yellow backpack.
"Damn I nearly forgot that I had it" as she reached in it she realized that she had her CD player not caring what was in it she pressed play and only to make the mood sadder Linkin Park's "In The End" began playing in her ears when she heard that one voice is what finally made her crack:
"Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window,
trying to hold on but didn't even know
wasted it all just to watch u go,
i kept everything inside and even though i tried it all fell apart
what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when
I tried so hard and got so far
but in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
but in the end it doesn't even matter..."
That was it.
Her breaking point.
The tears that Kagome finally got to stop began flowing like an endless river, never to be stopped, never to be interrupted.. and with that Kagome cried herself to sleep...
MEANWHILE ( 3 days later)
Sesshomaru, the ice prince himself catches the slightest sent of salt. Right on impact he looked to find Rin only to see her sound asleep on A-Un. With knowing that Jaken would watch her he took off to the forest to find where the sent was coming from.
As he got nearer to the sent he noticed that something was lying against a tree bark. As he finally reached the destination he noticed that it was a female.
"What are you doing in this forest alone woman?" Sesshomaru said coldly and monotonously.
As he looked at her he notices that her face is heavily tear-stained. Kagome unaware that it is Sesshomaru she looks up only to see silver hair so she gets him confused with Inuyasha and makes a big mistake by taking her anger out on him.
"Fuck off you bastard I said that I don't want to see you anymore!!"
Sesshomaru as would any other person took this as an insult and before she could blink he had her against the tree bark pinned by her neck.
As she looked up she expected to find Inuyasha only to find Sesshomaru looking up at her with those cold eyes.
"Sesshomaru?" was the only thing she could choke out for his grip around her kneck was fairly tight.
"How is it that you know my name wench?" then looking at her harder almost instantly he had a flashback.
FLASHBACK
"SESSHOMARU!" Kagome yelled to him before firing a arrow at him make tetsusaiga transform back to a normal looking sword. "Sesshomaru, I'll shoot your left arm off!" kagome said as she readied another arrow on her bow...
..END FLASHBACK
Sesshomaru growled as another flashback hit him, making him more angry than before.
FLASHBACK
"Uhh-ohh.." The human Miko that was with Inuyasha pulled out the legendary sword with ease.
Sesshomaru turned towards her letting his poison melt her away. Thinking that she was dead he proceded to fight Inuyasha only for both him and Inuyasha that she was still alive and well holding onto Tetsuseiga...
END FLASHBACK
After realizing that this same woman was her, He instantly tightened his grip on her neck, but for some reasons unknown he let her go and let her fall.
"Wow.." Kagome said sarcastically after regaining air in her lungs.
"So I see you got soft Ey Sesshy?" Kagome said knowing she would push his buttons.
"Humans are such strange creatures, rushing to their deaths, how pitiful" He said rather hurtfully while pulling out Tokijin.
And right before slicing her throat he notices something wasnt right.
She wasn't scared.
"Do you not care about your pathetic life, Do you not care that your going to die?" he said in his usual monotone voice.
"Kill me I sure as hell don't give a damn, go right ahead your just doing me and the world a favor!" She half screamed at him.
"And besides everyone dies someday so go right ahead!"
'Why isn't she afraid any other human would be begging for there lives so why isn't she?' Sesshomaru thought and then again he asked
"Why don't you care for life human?"
Kagome thought about the answer then with a faint sad smile on her face she finally she says
"Because when you try so hard in the end it doesn't even matter" and with that a single tear escaped her eyes then she fell unconscious on the muddy ground.
( she hasn't eaten in 3 days)
Right when Sesshomaru was about to walk away something that she said made him stop dead in his tracks.
'I heard that saying before' and then it hit him HARD.
His mother had said the same thing right before she died in front of him...
THE NEXT DAY
Kagome slowly awoke to the sweet smell of cooked fish, when she she a shrill yet sweet sounding voice yell out.
"Look my Lord she's finally waking up!" said the little child.
Kagome immediately sat up only to notice that she was laying on a two headed dragon. Her head was pounding like crazy so when she sat up it make the ground spin a bit.
Scared a bit she tried gently to get off only to be greeted with fish in her face and a little child's voice saying
"Here I thought that you would be hungry so i saved you some".
Kagome looked down at the person who was handing her the fish only to recognize her instantly.
"Rin!"
The little girl smiled a heartwarming smile to her.
"So you remember me?"
"Of course I..."
Kagome stopped when she thought about something
'Wait if Rin is here then that means that..'
Rin noticed her distress and asked her innocently. "What's wrong Lady Kagome?"
Kagome quickly looked around to see none other than Sesshomaru sitting on the bark of a tree glaring at her with his usual cold stair when he got up to simply state
"Were going" and off they went.
Kagome already off the two headed dragon had other plans for Sesshomaru as she stepped in front of him and asked
"Why" as dumbly as ever.
Sesshomaru being the person he is just simply ignored her as he does to people that he thinks that are lower than him and stepped to the side and kept walking.
As stubborn as Kagome is she AGAIN stepped in front of the demon lord and said this time rather loudly
"Answer me dammit!".
Then Sesshomaru stopped right in front of her.
"Jaken, take Rin and go for a walk, and take A-Un with you". The little green toad imp just simply replied
"Hai my Lord" And like that they were gone only to leave Sesshomaru and kagome alone.
"Well are you going to answer my question or just stare at me all day?!" Kagome said trying to keep her anger in check.
Sesshomaru with the keen sense of smell (Damn him! lol) could smell the anger within her rising so decided to push her buttons.
"What ever do you mean human?" he simply asked monotonously AS USUAL.
Kagome on the other hand desperatly trying to keep her anger in check said almost yelling
"FIRST of all my name is KAGOME not HUMAN! And SECOND of all you know damn well what I'm talking about!".
"Well HUMAN, FIRST of all I don't care what your name is and I will call you what ever I want.
And SECOND of all your probably talking about why I didn't end your pathetic life I assume?"
Kagome only glared at him.
"The explanation is very simple, I didn't want your dirty human blood to taint my sword".
That was it.
Kagome couldn't take it anymore she let her anger get the best of her and out of no where she lunged herself at Sesshomaru screaming and crying and swinging at him all at the same time while saying
"WHY?? WHY DIDN'T YOU KILL ME??". As she got a few punches in she realized what she done and took a step back
'OH MY KAMI! now he's really going to kill me! OH wait that's what I wanted YES! Now he can end my pain!!'
As she thought to herself she closed her eyes thinking it's the end.
A few seconds waited and nothing happened.
She waited another second to open them only to find Sesshomaru looking at her up and down.
Surprised he didn't do anything to her she simply said
"There you go again being soft on me"
All Sesshomaru did was simply stare at her before saying "It was the half-breed wasn't it?"
Kagome caught COMPLETELY off guard the only thing she could say was
"Huh?"
Sesshomaru resisted the urge to roll his eyes but kept his composure.
"I said it's the half-breed's fault that you want to die isn't it?" Right after he said that the tears came flowing down her face before she could even reply
"How'd you know?". Sesshomaru snorted at her before answering.
"It's fairly obvious Kagome". Using her name for the first name she looked sharply at him to look him in the face.
While looking at her he noticed that for a human she's fairly beautiful, but quickly pushed those thoughts aside.
As he looked into her deep blue eyes he could see nothing but deep sorrow and hurt within them and he couldn't help but fell sorry for her for a second, ONLY a second.
"Kagome tell Jaken I said that were going so come now". Kagome paused for a second and thought
'This is the second time he used my name strange? He didn't call me human or wench like normally maybe he'll use my damn name for now on..'
"AHEM" Kagome was pulled out of her thoughts and was greeted with a
"Are you just going to stand there looking stupid or are you going to go do what I said?".
'I guess I thought too soon'
VERY angrily Kagome stomped off to go find Jaken and the others.
'Why did I let her live? Why'
was the only thing that Sesshomaru could think of before the gang came back again and they were off.
'There's something about her eyes that are strange..' was the last thought before they disappeared onto the search of Naraku..
AHEM AS YOU CAN SEE I CORRECTED MOST OF MY MISTAKES AND I WILL BE DOING THIS TO ALL OF MY CHAPTERS BEFORE UPDATING AGAIN
I'M SO SORRY BUT IT HAS TO BE DONE TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE COMPLAINING ON MY FIRST COUPLE OF CHAPTERS
SO I'M CORRECTING THEM AS BEST AS I CAN! SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE BUT THIS IS SOMETHING I HAVE TO DO... much love,
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