Belonging 2: Here Be Smut

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HERE BE SMUT:

Cougar followed him glad that Jensen was taking the initiative, but then he shook his head when his ward dropped to his knees. "Amor, I would like you to do something for me please." Jake looked up at him quizzically. "I want you to top."

Jensen stared at Cougar for a moment in bemusement then his eyes grew wide in shock as his guardian's request finally sunk in. He had never topped in his life and he wasn't sure how to respond. "I…" he stopped and licked his lips. "I don't know how," he confessed.

Cougar chuckled "That's okay, I don't know how to bottom. Will you teach me?" He smiled at the tech. He reached down and pulled Jensen to his feet to face him. In that moment Cougar saw something flicker across his face.

Jake narrowed his eyes and tapped his chin as if thinking. "Well," he said, drawing out the word. He looked at Carlos quite seriously, a look belied by the sudden mischievous twinkle in his eyes. "It will take quite awhile to teach you all you need to know."

Cougar tipped his head back for a better look at his face. "Really?"

"Oh yes," Jensen nodded his blond head. "But the first lesson is fairly easy." He paused for effect. "You have to do everything the top tells you."

"Ah, well, that seems easy enough. Can you give me an example?" Cougar played along.

Jake grinned. "Certainly. For instance, if the top said, 'take off your shirt,' you would?"

"Take it off." Cougar unbuttoned his shirt and slowly drew it off his shoulders, allowing it to fall behind him on the bed. "Like this?" He shot Jake a sultry look.

The tech nodded enthusiastically. "Just like that." He reached out and hesitantly ran a hand down Cougar's chest to his waist.

Carlos leaned into his touch and smiled. "Ahora?"

Jake faltered. "Take mine off?"

Cougar tapped Jensen's nose. "More decisive." He grinned at his partner.

Jake ducked his head shyly but nodded, and then took a deep breath. "Take off my shirt." His voice was barely above a whisper.

Carlos stepped forward and took the hem of his shirt in his hands, and pulled it up and off. He dropped it on the floor and leaned in for a quick kiss. Jake wrapped his arms around him and kissed him back eagerly. He smiled at his reaction, glad his amante was so responsive, and that his playful side was making an appearance. It would make things easier for both of them. It had been such a long time since he had been with anyone that he was also unsure, but he knew he couldn't Jensen see that now or they would never get anywhere. He had to lead but let Jake make the decisions, and that helped take his mind off his own uncertainty. No, not uncertainty, he corrected himself. He knew what he wanted but the change in their relationship made him cautious. He was determined to replace Jensen's bad memories with something positive, but it would be so easy to stumble over landmines before he was even aware they were there. He had to pick his way carefully.

Jensen leaned into the kiss, losing himself in the sensations of Cougar's mouth on his as his lover's tongue leisurely ran along his lip. He opened his mouth and Carlos deepened the kiss while running his hands down Jake's back to his hips.

He could feel Jake growing hard against him as his body responded. The slow pace he was setting was… not maddening… that wasn't the right term, it was…. His thought trailed off as Jake's hip brushed against his erection and he twitched against his zipper. He ached to be free of his tight jeans, but he wasn't sure if it was time to lose them. But he didn't think that getting a little more comfortable would be a bad thing. He shuffled back, and Jake followed him until his knees bumped into the bed. He drew Jensen down with him and sat down on the edge. He reached up and removed Jake's glasses, and set them on the table with his hat, then he pulled the tie out of his hair and added it to the pile. Turning back to his partner, he smiled and lay back against the pillows. He patted the bed next to him and waited patiently while Jake worked through his uneasiness and fear.

Finally Jake crawled up next to him and laid his head on Cougar's chest. "I'm sorry…" he stopped when Carlos laid a finger against his lips.

"No apologies. We work through it together."

Jensen nodded.

"Can I give you a back rub? I know it won't be as good as the one you gave me, but it would relax us both I think."

Jensen sat up and looked at him with a smile. " I have never had one so I wouldn't know."

Cougar grinned. "Then it is time you did. Do you have any of that oil left?"

While Jake went to get the oil, Carlos took the opportunity to slip off his jeans and fold them and both their shirts up. By the time he came back Cougar was innocently waiting on the bed. Well, innocent except for the bulge in his briefs.

Jake shot Carlos a look, but mutely turned his back and took off his own jeans before he settled down on the bed again.

Cougar scooted over and reached for the oil. He read the label, making sure it was safe to use as a lube as well. He didn't have any so this was going to have to do. "Jake? Do you always carry this around?"

Jensen nodded. "Yes, it's part of my kit. I started carrying it years ago and never lost the habit. You never know when someone might need a massage." His face clouded for a moment until Cougar tapped him on the arm.

"You really never had a back rub before?"

"Not a real one. I mean, in training they showed us using students, but it was all about learning not relaxing you know?" He lay down on his stomach and turned his head towards Cougar.

"So what was training like?" While Jensen expounded on his classes Cougar rose to his knees and slicked up his hands. Like Jake had he started with the shoulders and upper back, doing his best to mimic the backrub he had received. He settled into a rhythm, subconsciously following the cadence of Jensen's speech. It didn't take long until J was loose and relaxed under his hands. He leaned down and pressed a kiss into the hollow behind his ear, and his lover sighed and rolled to face him. Carlos wrapped his arms around Jensen and rolled onto his back so that the hacker was lying on his chest and between his legs.

Jake propped himself up so he could look the sniper in the face and smiled. He could feel Cougar's erection against his belly and it sparked an answering desire in his own body.

Cougar grinned at him. "Hola."

Jensen chuckled. "Hi." He leaned down and kissed the chest below him and smiled as Cougar sighed. Liking that reaction, he tried an experiment and ran his hand over Carlos' chest, brushing his nipples with his fingers. Sure enough the sniper shivered, so he did it again. He tentatively explored Cougar's body, watching his face to see what reaction he got from each move. His lover's eyes drifted shut, and his breathing quickened as Jake ran his hands over him. Carlos' building excitement fueled his own, and he felt his own breathing increase. Finally he felt bold enough that he eased himself down and brushed the back of his hand over Cougar's briefs. The sharp intake of breath made him smile.

Suddenly he was impatient with the slow pace. He wanted to see Cougar naked and squirming under him. He worked his hands under Cougar's waistband and pulled his briefs down. Carlos mutely lifted his hips to allow it. He dropped them off the edge of the bed, and looked his fill. Cougar's dick was nestled in dark curls and was long and sleek. A drop of pre-come was glistening on the tip and Jake licked his lips anticipating the feel of Cougar's length in his mouth. He looked up to see Carlos watching him with some undefined emotion shining in his dark eyes. He smiled and leaned down, slowly running his tongue along his lover's shaft, then wrapped his lips around the head and drew him in deeper. A gentle hand ghosted over his hair and along his jaw.

Cougar's breath caught as Jake took him in. The gentle suction almost drove him wild and he fought to keep from bucking his hips. He was mesmerized by the sensation of his amante's hot, wet mouth wrapped around his dick, and the leisurely pace Jake set made him squirm. Jake's arms were wrapped around his thighs, holding him in place, caressing the back of his legs and the feeling was so stimulating that he knew his orgasm wouldn't be long in coming. He suppressed a snicker at the pun. The last thing he wanted was for Jake to think he was being laughed at. Then Jake did… something, and he was arching off the bed, shaking as he went over the edge.

Jake held on tight as Carlos shook from his orgasm. Once he settled back onto the bed Jensen lifted his head and gave him a blinding smile. Cougar blinked at him, his eyes dark with passion. His hair was tousled, and Jake felt like he had never seen anything more enticing in his life. He kissed his way up Cougar's body, then laid his head on his lover's chest and listened to his heartbeat.

Cougar wrapped his arms around Jensen and for a while they just cuddled, neither one saying a word. Finally he stirred and whispered, "I want to make love with you."

Jensen tilted his head up and looked at him. "Okay." He started to roll onto his stomach but Carlos stopped him with a gentle hand.

"No, you're the top… remember?"

Jensen blinked. "You were serious?"

"Si," Cougar saw that the uncertain look was back in Jake's eyes. "Show me what to do?"

Jensen blushed. "There are several positions but I have only been in one," he said bitterly.

Cougar cupped his cheek. "Then let us use a different one. I want nothing of before in this." He paused. "Amor, I am uncertain too."

And that simple admission made Jake realize that his issues were not the only ones in question here. He pressed a kiss to the hand on his cheek in mute apology. Cougar was as far out of his comfort zone as he was, and he should be focused on his partner and making this a good experience for him. "You're right. That was then, this is now."

Cougar nodded.

Jensen sat up and wiggled out of his boxers. He defiantly tossed them across the room and rolled over on his back. He patted his lap and tugged Cougar up to straddle him.

When Cougar's ass made contact with his dick, it immediately sat up and paid attention. Carlos just grinned and seemed supremely happy to be there. He wiggled a bit and chuckled seductively as Jake's eyelids drifted shut and he shivered.

Cougar smiled as Jake quivered underneath him. He grabbed the bottle of oil and slicked up his hands, then scooted down a bit and gently cupped Jake's balls in his hand. He stroked him softly, enjoying the texture of his skin, and then he took his amante's length in his other hand and adjusted his grip until Jensen moaned softly with every movement he made. Once he had Jake slicked up he leaned down and kissed him.

Jake opened his eyes; his pupils were blown wide with desire, and his breath was quick and harsh. He bit his lip and looked at Cougar. The sniper leaned over him, watching him with those beautiful mocha eyes, his long hair draped around them like a shimmering ebony curtain. Jensen slid his hands through Cougar's hair, reveling in the silken feel of it slipping through his fingers before moving slowly down his back and over his hips to finally cup Cougar's ass in his big hands. He smiled. Carlos fit his hands perfectly.

Cougar settled back into Jake's grip. His stomach fluttered in nervousness and he sternly told himself to settle down. He trusted Jensen with his back, then he snorted, surely he could trust him with his backside. Jensen gave him a quizzical glance, so he told Jake his thought and grinned as his amante broke out into giggles of delight.

As their laughter subsided, both men seemed to realize their positions and that for the evening to progress any further some necessary preparations had to be undertaken. Jensen looked up at Cougar with a question in his eyes, and Cougar nodded solemnly, handing the other man the massage oil. There was a subtle ceremony in the gesture, and an understanding of just how much Cougar trusted him hit Jensen. With all the tenderness he possessed, Jake began the task of stretching his lover, reaching behind him with slick fingers.

His own nervousness evaporated as he concentrated on Carlos, building his lover's excitement to a fever pitch. By the time he was ready, Cougar was breathless, eyes shut, mouth open, and his head thrown back in passion. God, he was so beautiful like that.

At last Jensen eased his way in, watching for any sign of discomfort or fear. When he settled balls deep he resisted the urge to move until he felt Carlos relax around him, then he moved, slowly and gently. He adjusted his angle and when he hit Cougar's prostate he heard the gasp of pleasure he had been waiting for.

Cougar rocked his hips urging Jake to pick up his pace, and he rose and fell on his knees while Jensen thrust up to meet him. Cougar was tight and hot around him as he rolled his hips in a counter dance to Jensen's rhythm, and he shut his eyes as the tension built in the base of his spine.

Jake's breath caught, it wouldn't be long and he wanted Carlos to come with him. He reached out and wrapped a slick hand around Cougar's renewed erection, and stroked him in time to their movements, his grip firm and warm. He twisted his hand as he reached the top, running his callused fingers along the slit, and Cougar came with a shout, his semen coating Jensen's hand and belly. Cougar groaned his name and that was all it took to trigger Jake's own orgasm.

Jensen sat up and pulled Carlos into his arms tight against his chest. The two men clung together as the aftershocks rocked their bodies. As Carlos shuddered in his arms, Jake buried his face in Carlos' neck. He pressed a kiss on his pulse point and nipped and suckled bringing the blood to the surface. Today Carlos would wear his mark just as he bore his lover's name above his heart. Only now he saw his brands more as an affirmation than a mark of ownership.