You know the best thing ever is awakening to your alarmed clock but what tops it all is the song playing and the fact that it's five in the morning. Yep that's right five in the morning now due to the fact of were I live I really don't have a choice it's ever getting up super early to get there on time or missing too classes. Now missing classes wasn't an option in my case due to the fact of me being a scholarship student and the fact I couldn't miss anything in case I got kicked out and that wasn't an optional choice

I had gotten to school early so I thought that I might as well go to music room 3 to see if I could get some homework done due to the fact that it was due in first lesson and was in my bag undone. As I raced up the stairs at one point I had slipped and I was just lying there with blood dripping down my forehead from where I had hit my head on the step.

"Owwww" I moaned that, that hurt like really badly, and I know it said it didn't matter but when I put my hand to the place I hit it was bleeding.

Tamaki P.O.V

Kyoya and I were making our way to the club room before classes started to discuss thing about the club when we heard a loud thud then a groan of pain the voice was familiar but I couldn't place it to whom, after sharing a look with Kyoya we quickened our pace to see who had fallen. After rounding a corner, at the top of the finale flight of stairs was a boy in black skinny jeans and a white top with bandages on his arms.

"Spirit, Are you ok?!" I yelled running up the stairs with Kyoya just behind me. I heard a groan coming from spirit before he stood; he looked pale with a cut on his forehead and a black eye with a cut by it.

"What happened?" I asked once he looked at me.

"Oh hey it's Blondie, how are ya?" He must have hit his head because his voice was wavering

"Me? You're the one bleeding, and you're asking me how I am?!" I yelled once again I was starting to get worried about him.

Spirit P.O.V

"Geez you over react, don't cha?" I replied trying not to get too pissed off as he is just slightly concerned but as to why I have no idea I mean were not even friends I just perform for his club that's nothing special got up and dusted myself off stumbling a bit but catching my balance just in time before I had fallen again. I touched the place I hit to see the amount of blood not being as bad as I thought.

"Well take you to the nurse." Blondie stated looking at the blood on my hand and I honestly don't know what someone as rich as him and his father being the principal cared for me it's just weird.

"That won't be necessary, and besides it's not like it hurts." I said starting to lick away the blood on my hand. They looked disgusted by my actions

"And besides if it bothers you that much I'll just go back home as long as someone gives me the homework that has been set." they looked to each other considering my propitious.

"Fine as long as we can take you." the blonde stated. I didn't agree they can't see where I live or how I live I could hear Tamaki calling after me and telling me too slow down his voice was starting to bug me so I slipped on my headphones and pulling up the hood of my jacket.

Time skip

Once I had reached my destination took of my headphones putting them in my bag and kicking my bag into a bush. I reached for the door handle but before I got to it the door was yanked open stood, in the door way was my father, my abusive father. He grabbed me by the collar of my jacket lifting me of the floor and looking me in the eye before hurling me across the room where I landed with a thud and a yelp. He strode over to me all while I was attempting to get away from this cruel man. However with every attempt I made the next hit would just be harder, somewhere else and more painful than the last. Once he's done with throwing punches at me he picks up whatever is nearest to him which has a tendency to be a bottle and hits, stabs or throws it at me. Once he's done he leaves me. Once he's gone I lay on the floor felling like I'm dead, making me wish I was dead the pain was unbearable and bruises had already started to form on my body. The long gagged cuts from the bottle would surely leave more hideous scars. I crawl to my bedroom the pain too much too stand. I assess every wound, every bruise and every mark and scar that they ever gave me, my supposed parents the people who were meant to love me. They were murderous people and I was their child so does that make me the same as them because I'm pretty sure it does because I can't count on my own too hands how many people I've hurt so I guess like them I am a monster, but I only hurt them because they hurt my friends is that really so wrong? I was only protecting them, they knew I'm like a dog when it comes too loyalty but yet they still left me or did I leave them?' my thoughts continued as I dragged a long shard of metal along my wrists. The blood that pours out is different too the blood that comes out from their cuts they gave me they have blood of filth pouring from them but this…this blood is clean and crimson.

Tamaki P.O.V

We were setting up for the club when I noticed the doors creaking slightly open.

"We are not open yet." stated Kyoya before looking up too see who had entered. It was spirit clad in black stumbling into the room slightly with his headphones on his backpack slung over his shoulder and the guitar the other.

"Guess that's a good thing then." he said striding over. He supposed to be home, why isn't he home?

"Aren't you supposed to be home?" I questioned him.

"Probably, but darling Tamaki there's a thing called loyalty that I carry. Now we may not be friends, but I am still your musician and that does mean that I'm still going to be loyal to those whom I work for." He has a point but I rather he rest.

"Do you mind if I play something before everyone actually starts hosting?"

"I see no problem with that so you may". I watched him as he went to set up but I noticed as he was walking he was walking with a slight limp in his left leg.

Koya P.O.V

Before spirit had entered I had ben researching him however nothing came up under the name of Spirit Smith only a girl named Elizabeth Smith and a couple how have recently had a divorced. This had left me with more questions than I was getting answers too.

"Hey, do you have an amp?" spirit was asking whilst flicking through something on his phone.

"I think we do." it was Tamaki who answered.

"Can I use it?" spirit was glancing between everyone to see what they were doing.

"Sure." I replied, there was no need for me to reject and from the performances I've seen of him would just make it better.

Spirit P.O.V

I had gotten my reply for using the amp and went off into the back room to see if that was where they kept it. Sure enough it was but as I grabbed it I noticed something rather big and black it had started moving and it didn't take long for me to put two and two together. Once I realised that the big black thing sat on top of the amp was a spider I went scurrying out of the room and right over too Mori and Honey and scampered right behind them but still on the sofa. Everyone in the room was looking at me weirdly before honey piped up.

"What is it Spirit -chan?" D'aw he's kind of cute.

"Spider" I mumbled.

"oh, are you scarred of them?" he asked while I just nodded slightly the twins had obviously heard as they had gone into the room I just ran from and emerged dangling the spider between one of its legs they were coming closer to me with it whilst I was backing up as far as I could whilst they were wearing devil grins on their faces. They looked towards each other whilst one of them went over to grab me. He was successful and to my horror his brother came over and put the spider on my head. I was sat there paralyzed from fear with a spider on my head I could feel hot tears pricking in my eyes and running down my face with little whimpers escaping my mouth. Now the only reason I was freaking out this much was because the spider was massive it wasn't the ones I was used to seeing in England. I could feel it moving down to my face. I could hear and see the twins rolling around on the floor laughing at my tariffed expression from the corner of my eye I could see Kyoya approaching me. He lifted the spider of my head and taking me out of my paralyzed state Tamki had opened the window and got rid of bloody thing.

TIME SKIP

The ladies had come in and the hosts had all greeted them with their chorused welcome and now it was my turn. My guitar was tuned and ready to play and all I had to do was sing and strum the chords accordingly, I looked into the crowd.

"Welcome ladies to the Ouran host club! And I'm sure you all know why you're here but may be questioning me appearing here. Well you see I'm here to play a song for you all and correct me if I'm wrong but I do believe it has a fine connection with the host club. Without further ado I shall now be playing: For your entertainment by Adam Lambert!" I could tell some of the girls had heard of the song from the view squeals I got and so I started.

I had finished my song and I was immensely tired and my body was killing me from the abuse I had gotten earlier. The only reason I came here was to get away before it started again and I knew it would because when I was cleaning up the blood in the bathroom I could hear him getting more beer and I didn't want to stick around for the next round so I covered all the wounds the best I could but I couldn't do much for the limp apart from ignore it. I walked over to Kyoya whilst the others were talking about commoners' coffee.

"heeeeeeeeeey, Kyoya". I was dragging this out because I knew he would probably say no.

"Yes, what is it?"

"Do you mind if I sleep on the couch, please?" he just looked at me for a second before replying.

"Why?" what does he mean why?! Can't he tell from the way I'm carrying myself that I'm tired.

"I am tired" he looked at me once again before replying.

"Fine" YAY! Nap time. I went over to the couch and just collapsed and shortly fell into a dreamless sleep.

TIME SKIP

I could feel hands prodding at my wrist and undoing the bandage. The lil shit. When I felt his arm start unwrapping the bandage I grabbed his wrist he yanked back but I kept a fine hold on to the wrist. I glanced at him through the corner of my eye. They look slightly scared and I won't blame them although the twins were being rather troublesome today. I had begun humming 'still alive' before I spoke.

"Now what do you two think you're doing now?" I asked glancing over to my bag wondering of what the time was.

"w-we were just looking to see what was under your bandage" I tugged my wrist back carried on humming whilst fixing the bandage.

As soon as I had relaxed againg singing under my breath planning out weather I could get away from my dad in my head the other hosts had kind of gathered round my sofa and were now staring ok so this is creeping me out. Who just stands and stairs?!

"Ok what I'd I do?" they just continued staring. A few minutes past before Kyoya spoke up and apparently they have questions. Well fuck.

"Do you like cake?" well of course Honey would ask that.

"No not really unless its cheesecake"

"Why are you scared of spiders?" it was the twins turn now and again with their stupid questions.

"Guys what did I tell you about stupid questions, Look I can't help having arachnophobia"

"Why is there no information on you?" Ah. Of course Kyoya would ask. He seems like the stalker type.

"Why are you looking me up?" I mean I know he's a potential stalker but c'mon on!

"I need to know some background information." That's ever so slightly creepy.

"Let's leave that subject alone and move on to the next question."

"What do you like doing in your spare time?" And finally I get asked a normal question from who I believe to be Haruhi.

"You know the usual, drawing, writing and occasional little outing."

"Why do you wear such dark clothing?" Tamaki.

"I don't know it suits me I guess." In truth it actual does it suits my personality and sense of humour perfectly, Dark.

Everyone had asked their questions it appeared and I was making for the door, dreading the greeting I'll get at home. That's when I noticed Mori hadn't asked his question.

"Why are you limping?"

And there's his question.

"Heh, it's actually kind of funny but I got to run" I honestly didn't know what to do but walk away from this. Mori had walked over and was now blocking the door.

"Move" if he didn't move then I'm just going to kick him. He didn't, so I swung my leg up but was caught before it made contact. I spun my other leg but realised that I had lost balance and fell, I used this to my advantage and scrambled out between his legs. I got out the room and they were shouting at me to get back but I continued running till I was home.