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It took me far too long to reach my apartment on the second floor. I could barely move my legs because my hips were still positioned weird and my body was covered in burns and bruises.

That couldn't have happened.. There's no way Natsu would do that to me.."

Once in the safety of my home i fell back against the closed front door and placed my head in my hands. The sobs that shook my body reached into my very soul. This couldn't have happened to me. Not by someone so close..

"Princess," Virgo appeared out of thin air and crouched to my eye level but I refused to look up from my hands. Of course my Spirits know what just happened, they can always see what I'm doing.. "Are you okay princess?" Virgo softly asked while placing a delicate hand on my arm.

I shook my head as an answer.

She grabbed my legs softly and pulled them onto her lap. She turned my legs from side to side to get a better view of the wounds covering them. I then felt her touch disappear so i glanced up to find her walking into my bathroom. "What are you doing?" I questioned.

"I'm cleaning you up, Princess. Leo will be here soon and I don't think you want him to see you like this," She called from the other room while rummaging through my medicine cabinet. When she returned, I cast my eyes down from her gaze. I glued them to the ground and she started spilling disinfectant on the numerous burns covering my legs, wrists and torso.

"You need to leave the team!" Loke continued to scold me, as if what happened was my fault. "He's dangerous and you act like this kind of thing wont happen again," He continued to pace in front of me as i sat on my bed. Virgo held my hand and pulled my head down onto her shoulder.

I cried in turn as Loke and Virgo argued in hushed voices, like i wasn't there.

"Don't yell at the Princess!"

"She needs to listen to me!"

"What she NEEDS is comfort and love not yelling and anger!"

After Virgo screamed at Loke, he fell down onto the bed with a loud sigh. "You're absolutely right! I just don't know how to react right now." Loke sounded like he had been defeated. Like he lost every ounce of strength during this tiny confrontation.

"It doesn't matter how you feel." Virgo uttered nonchalantly. "All that matters is how our Princess feels." She began petting my hair slightly while i blinked away the tears that swam in my eyes.

Loke was now kneeling at my feet while holding my hand in his strong grasp. "How DO you feel Princess?"

"I.." I sat up and shook my blond hair out of my eyes. "I-I don't k-know.." I hiccuped as the sobs shook my body once again. They both fell silent as i fell back onto Virgo and wept until my throat was dry once again. After collecting myself, I sat strait up and looked Loke in the eyes, "Please leave me alone for a little while."

With a swift nod, both Leo and Virgo vanished in a bright yellow light and returned to the spirit world. Once they were gone i took the chance to examine my charred skin.

My wrists were the worst, Virgo told me there was a second degree burn that was apparent by the scabbing and clear liquid oozing from them. My neck was the second worst, with a first degree burn it was faintly pink and the skin was tight from being so dry. Virgo gave me an ointment to put on the first degree burns that coated my body from my neck to my insides.

Some how his member had heated up enough to slightly burn me so closing my legs was a difficult and painful task. I tried to stand so i could make my way into the bathroom, I needed a bath to rid myself of the filth that coated my skin.

The filth that Natsu rubbed onto and into me..

I turned the bath on without checking the heat of it and peeled off the pajamas that Virgo dressed me in. I took a moment to glance in the body sized mirror and snickered with disgust. I looked like death walking around. My skin was paled, save the red blotches that decorated small spots on me. My hair was still knotted up from him pulling it before and during the abuse he inflicted on my body. My face was also dirty with stains going down my cheeks from the continues crying.

The sight of me made my eyes swell up again so i quickly turned away and waddled over to the now full tub. I dipped a toe in it and immediately winced at the pain from the scorching heat.

Pain is better than this empty feeling I have.

Without flinching i submerged my entire body and let the heat turn my pale skin to a pink color. I felt like my entire body was on fire but it was kind of..nice.

I don't know how long i let myself lay in the tub. But the once boiling hot water was now ice cold so i decided to stop scrubbing my sore skin. I had spent the entire bath attempting to clean the him off of me. But no matter what i did, no matter how hard i scrubbed i could still feel his dirty hands touching me.

With a scream, i threw the scrub brush across the room. Why do I feel like this? I'm numb yet so-

My thoughts were cut off by the rising of bile up my throat. I jumped to my feet, out of the tub and sprinted across the room to the toilet. With my face in it toilet bowl, i dry heaved until my body was air dried. Even then my body still trembled violently forcing me to collapsed on the floor.

I laid there completely still for a moment, afraid of the rotting feeling I had in my stomach to return.

What would I do if i'm pregnant? It would be all my fault.. With that thought my mind drifted, leaving me in a restless sleep.

***2 hours later***

I awoke in my bed to someone tenderly holding me in an embrace. I couldn't tell who it was so i started to panic.

"Princess," a voice soothed me as they rotated my body to face them. "It's only me," Loke had me folded into his embrace.

I let out a sigh of relief and nuzzled my head into his shoulder. I don't have feelings for my Spirit, but i feel safe with him. I know he'll always be here for me no matter what happens.

"Don't worry about anything, Virgo and Aries came to you after you fell asleep and dressed you and I came to lay you in bed," He said as an explanation.

I nodded in turn, not really caring what happened anymore.

So what if Loke see's me naked, Natsu was right. I'm just a fucking whore. A dirty, disgusting whore!

Tears sprang to my eyes again and Loke pushed himself off of me. "Princess, don't cry.." He whispered as he wiped the tears that threatened to fall. "Hey," He lifted my chin so i was forced to look at him. "Talk to me, please?"

I shook my head and pushed his hand off of me. He looked hurt at my actions but I wasn't ready to talk.

"Okay... I-I'll leave you alone for a while. Call if you need me." And with that, Loke was gone.

Life continued on like that for a while. My spirits would show up and try to comfort me, I would refuse to speak, then they would leave me to wallow in my own self pity. Between this routine I randomly threw up and would always fall asleep afterwards, I didn't get much sleep anymore.

Every time i closed my eyes, his face was etched into my eye lids. His hollow eyes haunted me as i recalled how they hungrily scanned my body. Everywhere i turned, Natsu was there waiting for me. I couldn't stand to be alone yet I couldn't stand to be around my Spirits who all felt bad for me. I could feel the sorrow radiate off of their very bodies and it made me sick.

I don't deserve this compassion. I don't deserve this love from such wonderful people. And I don't deserve this appearance that instigated this entire ordeal.

Without a second thought, I searched for my keys and yelled, "Open the Gate of the Giant Crab! Cancer!"

Within a stream of yellow light, my Spirit Cancer appeared and asked me with a snip of his scissors, ""What kind of hairstyle would you like today? -ebi"

"Cut it all off!" I shrieked without a moments hesitation.

Cancer looked shocked to hear me say this. Uncertainty crept onto his features as he questioned, "Are you sure? -ebi."

I cast my head down with a swift nod and he went to work. Almost instantly i watched as my long locks of golden hair fell around me. I grabbed a strand and pulled it up to my face, So long beauty.. A smile-the first smile I could feel in days- sneaked onto my lips at the thought. No more beauty. No more disgusting looks from perverts. I'll be a completely different person from now on.

"It is done, -ebi." Cancer stated with a hint of regret in his voice.

I began laughing after running my hand over the top of my head. I sill had hair, but there was very little of it. My hair now reached to the ends of my ears and was styled so i still had a ponytail hanging of the side.

I walked up to a mirror, still laughing histarically, and took a glimpse of myself. I didn't look too bad with short hair. "Thank you Cancer, you can return now," I finally said after the laughing calmed down.

After he left and I was once again alone, I decided to try to sleep again. I settled myself into bed and let my eyes slowly shut as i thought of the guilds reactions to my new hair style. Maybe this is what i needed to get over everything.

When my mind became cloudy and I was stuck in between conciousness and sleep, my stomach dropped. I could hear my heart race as the blood rushed through my ears. My hands started to get sweaty and clammy as i gripped my comforter. I was engulfed in his smell.

Natsu's smell was every where in my house. My bed, my couch, my kitchen, even my damn bathroom. I had noticed it before but I kept pushing the thought to the back of my mind. But now-now this smell is hitting a nerve and I can't ignore it any longer.

I jumped out of my bed and raced around my house, destroying everything I could get my hands on. I started by tearing my sheets and blankets off of my bed and throwing them across the room. I then moved into the small space i call my dining room (even though its in the same room as my bed) and started flipping the glass tables over. When glass shattered a small though tickled my mind. I can end this pain.

"No!" I screamed aloud.

Just pick up that shard and do one little slice. You won't feel a thing!

I started pulling my hair and fell down to my knees, right on the broken table.

Just do it!

My mind kept screaming those three words at me. I tried to ignore it. I tried to block the urge out but it was so hard. It's not like I can cover my ears to stop listening.

No one would miss you anyway. You useless whore! Just end this suffering already!

With that last thought i grabbed the first shard i could see. I must have gripped it too hard because i felt the warmth of my blood run down my arm.

Doesn't that feel nice? The voice snickered and I nodded my answer. It did feel good, once again I was feeling pain instead of the constant numbness. I want more..

I started on my wrist. Just a tiny scratch to test the razor edge of the glass. After hissing at the sight of my blood i traveled the glass up my arm, from wrist to elbow. The blood started to run quickly, i could see it pump in sync with my heavy heart. I continued to watch as my blood dripped off of my arm and onto the floor, I watched for what seemed like eternity.

Then my vision began to fade. The dark started at the edge of my sight but quickly overtook everything.

I'm finally at peace.

There was nothing anymore. No Natsu, no thoughts, no me.

Only the dark.

Noooooo it does NOT end like this! Don't you worry one bit!

I'm gonna start the next chapter like right now so it'll probably be up tonight or tomorrow.

Let me know how you guy's feel about this chapter.

xoxo -bean