A/N: Thanks for all the reviews. Here is the next chapter. Hope you enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush.
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Kendall awoke with a smile on his face, knowing that Carlos was still wrapped in his arms. He slowly got up without disturbing Carlos and made his way to the kitchen. His throat was dry and he desperately wanted a glass of water. He grabbed a glass from the cabinet nearest him and quickly poured himself some water. Kendall enjoyed the cool liquid going down his throat and only stopped drinking when he heard a knock on the door.
He walked out of the kitchen and slowly made his way to the door, while he rubbed the sleep out of his eyes. Kendall was still tired and wished for nothing more than to get back on the couch with Carlos. He opened the door, not bothering to see who it was. But when he saw who it was, he was filled with anger. Jo walked right up to Kendall and wrapped her arms around his neck. She said hi but Kendall didn't bother to return her unwanted greeting.
Jo pulled away from Kendall slightly and went to kiss him, but was stopped by a hand in her face. She opened her eyes and gave Kendall a confused look. "What's wrong, why do you look angry?" she asked, as she completely let go of him. He scowled at her and if looks could kill she'd be on the ground. "What's wrong," Kendall repeated. "What's wrong, what's wrong, what's wrong." Kendall said as he walked back and forth. "Well, maybe it's the fact that I had planned a date for the two of us today and those plans were ruined. Or maybe it's because you didn't answer the door when I knocked. Oh! Maybe it's because I caught you and Jett on your bed and now you want to walk in here like nothing ever happened." Kendall said, looking into her eyes.
Jo's face was puzzled for a moment before her eyes widened in realization. She quickly began to throw out excuses but saw that Kendall wasn't buying any of it. She looked at him like the world was about to end and said, "Kendall, please, it was an accident. Jett means nothing to me." Kendall gave a bitter laugh and said, "So, I suppose you just happened to fall on him, your lips somehow meet in a kiss, and your arms magically found their way around his neck?"
Jo began to cry but Kendall still showed her no sympathy. He looked at her and sighed in frustration. He wished he could make this pass by faster because he really didn't feel like dealing with her right now. Jo began to scream, "Kendall, please, you have to forgive me! I made a mistake! I'm sorry!" Kendall didn't notice his two other friends enter the room with his family, or the fact that Carlos had woke up and was watching them intently. Kendall looked at her with fury in his eyes. "I don't HAVE to do anything, Jo. It's over between us. I don't want to see you anymore." His voice was quiet because he didn't want anyone to hear them.
Jo was begging now, "Kendall, no, please, take me back! I won't cheat with Jett anymore, I promise!" Kendall gave another bitter laugh that made Carlos flinch. "Anymore? How long have you two been doing this?" Kendall asked keeping his tone ice cold. Jo gasped when she realized what she said. She tried to make more excuses but Kendall cut her off. "It doesn't matter. I'm with someone else now."
Jo's face had a defeated look as she asked one simple question. "Who?" Kendall's face softened slightly from his cold gaze. "Carlos." Jo looked at Kendall in utter shock. Then her face brightened slightly as she thought of an idea to get Kendall back. "Carlos? You're leaving me for Carlos? Carlos can't do what I can do for you Kendall. You wouldn't even be able to go outside without people giving you weird looks. He can't even give you a family. Isn't that what you want, a family?"
Carlos' eyes widened when he heard what she had said. Everyone else stared in tense wonder as Kendall looked at Jo with many emotions in his eyes. Two of the most prominent were disbelief and rage. He couldn't believe that she would say those things and it made him angrier that she had the audacity to try and make herself sound better than Carlos. Jo continued when she thought that she was winning him over, "I'm better than him-" Kendall cut her off before she could finish. "Enough!" he yelled. He continued in a quieter voice but the venom in his words was clear.
"Yes, I am leaving you for Carlos and I don't care about any of that. Carlos loves me and I love him. He wouldn't cheat on me and he wouldn't lie about it. He is much better than you are or ever will be. Now, leave." Kendall said while he slowly stalked toward Jo, causing her to back up until she was outside of the apartment. Kendall then slammed the door and sighed, this was way too much too deal with when he had just woken up from a nap. He turned around and finally noticed everyone.
Kendall's eyes widened slightly when he saw their expressions. Looks like they heard what I said, he thought as he quickly thought about his choices. Go into a long, complicated explanation about his relationship with Carlos or sleep with Carlos. Without another word he walked right over to Carlos and lay down beside him, wrapping his arms back around him and closing his eyes. Carlos blushed when he noticed everyone staring at them.
"Helloooo, we're still here." James was the first to speak. He may have been surprised about this but he hated being ignored. Kendall sighed but didn't move from his spot. Carlos smiled at Kendall's antics and sat up. "Come on Kendall, we can't just ignore them." Kendall opened his eyes and looked at Carlos. "Can't we?"
"Not if you want to finish sleeping. Come on, it won't last long." Kendall grumbled about not being able to catch a break before he sat up. "Fine," he said. Kendall gestured for them to sit on the couch. For the first few minutes they just sat their staring at each other. James, once again, was the first to voice his thoughts, "So, uh, are you gay?" Carlos was a little nervous about coming out to Katie and Mrs. Knight because he hadn't planned on doing it anytime soon, but he hoped that they would accept him and with Kendall next to him he was sure that he'd make it.
"I am." Carlos said while looking slightly down. He was prepared for the worst. "I'm bisexual." Kendall wasn't as nervous as Carlos. His mom had already told him that she would accept him no matter what and he had believed her whole-heartedly. As for his friends he knew that they, along with Katie, would accept him but he still felt slightly nervous about telling them. He tried to remain optimistic about it though.
Katie was the first to respond. "Way to go Big Bro. I approve." She said as she walked back to her room. She didn't need to know anything else. Kendall smiled at his little sister. She was always unpredictable. Mrs. Knight spared her a small glance before looking back to them. "How long have you been going out," Mrs. Knight asked. "Are you happy?" Her question was directed at Kendall and he smiled when she asked. "We just got together and yes, I am very happy." She smiled back and went off to make dinner.
"I'm happy for you guys." Logan spoke his first words since finding out. "Me too." James chimed in with a smile. They had already known that Carlos was gay and that he was in love with Kendall. Logan and James were happy that they had finally gotten together. With everything cleared up James and Logan walked back to their rooms.
Kendall turned to Carlos, "Can we finish our nap now?" he asked with his puppy dog eyes. Carlos smiled and dove in for their first kiss ever since waking up. It was sweet at first but it soon turned more passionate as Kendall licked Carlos' bottom lip. Carlos opened his mouth, allowing Kendall's tongue to explore his warm cavern. Carlos moaned and Kendall smirked as he continued to kiss him.
They pulled away breathlessly. Kendall's smirk widened when he saw the slight blush that Carlos had on his face. "Or we can keep doing that." Kendall said as he lay down and pulled Carlos against his chest. Carlos leaned down again and gave Kendall a kiss on his nose. He went lower and gave a quick kiss to Kendall's lips. "Let's go to our room." Carlos said as he got up and pulled Kendall along with him. When they entered the room Carlos wasted no time in pushing Kendall onto the bed after locking the door. Carlos slowly crawled up the bed until he hovered directly over Kendall. "I'm glad we're finally together." He whispered into Kendall's ear.
Kendall shuddered as he felt his hot breath against his ear. "Me too." He replied to Carlos who had, once again brought their lips together in another passionate kiss. Kendall swapped their positions so that he was the one on top and pulled away from the kiss. He quickly went to work on Carlos' neck. Licking, biting, sucking, and kissing. He made sure to leave a nice purple bruise. Carlos moaned as he ground his clothed erection against Kendall's, eliciting a groan from Kendall. They bucked at each other, not able to get enough of that delicious friction. Kendall gave a hard thrust and Carlos moaned so loud that Kendall was sure everyone could hear it.
Kendall smirked, "Do you want everyone to hear us?" Carlos didn't respond. He was too caught up in the magical world of ecstasy. His breathing was labored and he felt like he would burst. He brought Kendall down for a bruising kiss as he bucked harder, he was close. "Ughhh, Kendall," he moaned out as he felt the unmistakable feeling of release creep up on him. Hearing Carlos moan like that sent Kendall over the edge with a strangled groan of Carlos' name. Kendall collapsed next to Carlos and brought his arm around Carlos' waist.
"That…was hot." He breathed as he pulled Carlos towards him. Carlos turned to him with a lop-sided grin. "Yeah, we should do it more often." Kendall waited for his breathing to return to normal before he stood up. "We should shower," he said as he began to take off his clothes. "I'll go first." Carlos nodded; he really wanted to get out of his cum-soaked jeans.
When they had both finished showering, they heard Mrs. Knight yell that dinner was ready. They quickly left because neither of them had eaten anything all day, except for cookies. When they arrived Mrs. Knight looked up at them and her gaze lingered on Carlos' neck. Kendall was confused and looked at Carlos to see what she was staring at. Carlos thought about what they could be staring at him for. He felt around on his neck before feeling the passion mark that Kendall must have given. He blushed and covered it, but not before whispering a quiet, "Damnit, Kendall."
After dinner they made their way back to their room. Mrs. Knight had made it clear that she wanted them to sleep in their own beds. Kendall knew, once he had been told, that he would break this rule many, many times. Carlos knew this too.
That's why, when Kendall had climbed into Carlos' bed and wrapped his arms around him, Carlos wasn't surprised. He was glad that Kendall would blatantly disobey his mother too be closer to him.
Carlos had been thinking about what had happened that day. He thought mainly about what Jo had said. He could get over the weird stares that they would get in public and everything else she had been talking about, but he couldn't get his mind off of the family thing. He didn't want to admit it but he couldn't help but wonder if what she said was true. Does Kendall want a family, he asked himself. He turned in Kendall's arms so that they were facing each other. "Kendall, is it true?" he asked the half asleep blonde. Kendall opened his half lidded eyes and said, "What?"
Carlos sighed. "Is it true that you want a family?" Kendall seemed momentarily perplexed at the question that seemed to come from nowhere, but he answered it anyway. "Sure I do." He said as he closed his eyes for some much needed sleep.
Carlos' head was overflowing with thoughts. If Kendall really wanted a family why was he with me? I can't give him a family. I can't have his kids. These thoughts went through Carlos' head until he decided to go to sleep.
That night, sleep did not come easy for Carlos.
