Ok so this is two days after the last chapter. Sesshomaru has not left Rins side, and she has been having bad cramps. Sesshomaru has decided to use Tokijin to cut her stomach, then tensaiga to heal her (and simultaneously stop her pain), after doing the same to himself, making them mates in the swords eyes. (Yeah I know, but I didn't know how else to say it) Sesshomaru would mate with Rin when she was out of heat, not wanting to hurt her.

"Sesshomaru, do I have to watch?" Rin asked innocently, as Sesshomaru prepared his blade to pierce her stomach. She wasn't afraid. Rin had complete trust for her lord. Sesshomaru had already given her an herb that would keep her from feeling any pain from the cut, then once she was healed she would be fine, a bit bloody, but fine. But the herb only worked on a human once, and only for about and hour and a half. Rin hated the sight of blood.

"No Rin, but you must hold still, so I only cut where it needs to be done" he told her, kissing her forehead. He began to undress her, telling her how beautiful she was along the way.

When Rin was completely undressed, he spread her legs and kneeled between them, slipping a finger between her lips to touch her soft bud. Rin moaned softly, squirming slightly, then caught herself and held perfectly still, being very angry at herself for disobeying her lord.

Sesshomaru sensed her discomfort and looked up at her. "What's wrong Rin? I only wish to make you relax. If you want me to stop I will..." he told her softly, rubbing her thigh.

"My lord, it's not that. I moved and made noise, without your permission. I'm sorry..." she said, ashamed.

Sesshomaru chuckled softly and moved up her body to kiss her, inserting one claw into her heat. She gasped, opening her mouth and giving his tongue access to her tasty mouth. He slipped his tongue in and sought out hers, finding it softly touching his lower lip. He grinned against her lips, knowing she was exploring this find of thing for the first time, and glad that he was with her.

Sesshomaru broke apart from Rin and began to slowly pump his finger in and out of her virgin heat. "You do not have to obey me Rin. You are no longer my ward. You are now my mate. Just relax, this will feel good." he said, then smiled and slipped in a second finger. Rin squirmed at first, feeling herself stretch. "That's it, don't hold back," Sesshomaru said, feeling her tighten around his digits.

Rin began to moan loudly and whisper Sesshomaru's name. She felt the same pressure building in her as when Sesshomaru had cleaned her blood from her vag days before. Finally, her breath hitched, and she let out a loud moan, which Sesshomaru cut short with a kiss.

Rin relaxed against the bedding that Sesshomaru had set for her, not fully aware of the world around her. Before she could regain her wits she felt a sharp pain, but only for a millisecond. The pain took her breath away, but then it disappeared, along with the pain in her lower tummy of her cramps. Rin quietly turned on her side and rested, as Sesshomaru kissed her cheek.

"Are you all right my Rin?" he asked worriedly. She nodded and closed her eyes, getting ready for sleep. Sesshomaru rubbed her back until her breathing became even, then put blankets over her.

(THE NEXT DAY)

Rin woke to find herself cradled against her lord's warm body, very light cramps caressing her tummy, nothing compared to the sharp pain from before Sesshomaru cut and healed her. She knew that Sesshomaru and her were now connected forever from the tensaiga. She just felt it. Then she confirmed this when she felt BOTH of his arms around her small figure.

Rin felt Sesshomaru stir, then one of his hands came up to cup her small breast possessively. She snuggled closer to her love, closing her eyes again and murmuring "I love you Sesshomaru" and drifting back into sleep.

please forgive me i know it is short but im working on the next chapter. i think one more chapter. maybe 2...