This version has been edited by my beta sylamesio123
HERE IS THE SECOND CHAPTER!! IT IS REALLY SHORT CUZ I HAVE FINALS THIS WEEK!!
JENN: SHUT UP!! I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT YOU!!
NEMA31: PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE!! IS SAYS HI!! BOTHER BOTHER BOTHER!! (POTTER PUPPET PALS OWNS THIS)(I BOW TO YOU NEIL) POKE, POKE, POKE I LIKE THREES!!
JENN: GO AWAY!! LOVE YA!! I OWN NOTHING!! I BOW TO THE ALMIGHTY MEYER!!
BPOV
I lay in Edward's cold embrace thinking about Jake. I had only stopped crying an hour ago and could not fall asleep. Even Edward's lullaby did nothing for me. I could find no comfort, and continued to stare blankly at the wall, attempting to think of nothing.
"Bella," Edward whispered, "it was not your fault; you did all you could. At least he got to see you again." As Edward continued to reassure me, I felt even worse about the whole incident.
"Of course it was my fault," I cried, "I should have forgiven him—should have explained everything to him." Edward pulled me closer to him and started to hum my lullaby again.
Edward turned me to face him and grasped my face in his hands. He looked at me with all the love he seemed capable of and kissed my forehead, followed by my nose and then, very softly, my lips. I started to melt and quickly fell asleep, as always.
EPOV
I know that I am unable to sleep, but even if I could, sleep would have been impossible. Bella lay crying in my arms and held her in my iron grip. Although Black meant nothing to me, I still felt bad because he was everything to Bella and was there for her when I was not. I hummed Bella the lullaby, but even that didn't help.
"Bella," I whispered, "it was not your fault; you did all you could. At least he got to see you again." I tried to make her under stand the situation but she seemed more distant afterwards.
"Of course it was my fault," she cried, "I should have forgiven him; should have explained everything to him." The only thing I could do was pull her closer.
Bella still stared blankly at the wall so I turned her until she faced me. I was desperate to she her that I cared and only one thing came to mind. I cupped her face in my hands and kissed her forehead and nose. When I reached her lips, I gave the most gentle, soft kiss I could muster and tightened my embrace. Within minutes, she was asleep and I was left alone to think.
SORRY THIS WAS SHORT! I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO ADD WITHOUT SCREWING UP MY NEXT CHAPTER. I HAVE FINALS THIS WEEK SO I WILL MOST LIKELY ADD ONLY ONE OTHER CHAPTER. (I NEED TO FINISH WRITING IT FIRST!)
REVIEW PLEASE!! THIS IS MY FORM OF OXYGEN!!
P.S. ALIA ZIAEN DON'T KILL ME!! I TOLD YOU I AM A BETTER EDITOR THAN WRITER!!