Disaster. Rachel B & Sam.
Summary: All of a sudden, she starts to realise that maybe there right. Maybe she is a worthless piece of slut. Maybe she is fat. Maybe she doesn't belong in this world. She starts to believe them but just what will this come to?
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Chapter2. –haven't officially met
Rachel's POV
That morning, I woke up extra early just to make sure that my Dad's thought that I was eating my breakfast as they were back from their business trip for a couple of days and I couldn't have them thinking that I wasn't eating… I had to make them think that I was to make me look like I am otherwise I'd have failed and be in big trouble which I couldn't let happen.
After I had showered and was ready, I stayed downstairs on the couch watching TV and trying not to think about school.
"Hey sweetie." I looked up to see my Dad up. I smiled at him before looking towards the TV again and pretending I was watching it, I wasn't.
"Hi Dad."
"You had breakfast or would you like me to make you some?" Dad asked raising his eyebrows.
For a moment, I wanted to say yes but then I stopped myself. I can't become who I was before, "No thanks, I've already eaten."
"Okay darling, you have school today? I was wondering if you wanted to hang out today, do a little shopping. I'm sure the school wouldn't mind if you had one day off. I haven't seen you in a while." Dad asked walking into the kitchen so having to speak louder.
"Oh, I can't today Dad I've got a test in English." Lie. I knew what my Dad wanted, he wanted to know what's been going on in my life and honestly, I didn't know what I was going to say. I wasn't ready.
"Alright sweetie, maybe another time?" Dad offered
"Obviously." I grinned
"Okay, well I'm going to give this to your Daddy and we'll see you off before you go to school…we could give you a lift if you want?"
I loved this idea for my Dad's to take me to school like the good old days. I was about to agree but a thought stopped me… What if Karofsky saw your Dad's taking you to school? What if everyone saw it and the next thing you know, your reputation is even lower than it already was. It pained me to say no to them but I didn't know what else to do. I couldn't provoke them to bully me even more than they already do so I decided to make an excuse…
"I can't Dad; I'm supposed to be meeting someone in like half an hour… I'm giving them a lift. I'm sorry Dad but I really have to go, I'll talk to you later." I said before rushing out.
This was so hard lying to my Parents about everything really, my life but it was to protect them and myself so it was a good reason what I had done, right?
I got into my car and thought to where I could go because I had like an hour until I had to be at school.
I found myself heading to the nearest café. I couldn't explain why because I honestly didn't know why.
Sam's POV
"Mum, I can get my own way to school. I have my own car, alright? Stop worrying about me; it's my second week at the school not my first day."
"Well, you know me; I'm a mum I'm supposed to worry about these kinds of things. Now go, before I start freaking out, "Mum says and gives me some money for something to eat on the way there," Have a good day darling."
I was happy to be out of the house, finally. Sometimes my Mum can be so over paranoid about things she shouldn't be but I guess all Mum's are.
I headed to the Lima Bean as I heard that's where everyone hangs around before and after school and also that they sell the best coffee's there which is just the best since I'm a coffee lover. Yeah, it's surprising but it's true.
I walked in and looked around, not many people that I know are here but then my eyes stopped until it landed on a rather skinny brunette girl reading a magazine with a cup of coffee on the side. She was all alone, like she waiting on someone to come but they had disappointed her… maybe I should go up there? After I've took my order, obviously.
"Hello, how may I help you?" The waiter asked waiting like she's supposed to.
"Oh, I'll have an espresso please and may I have a sausage roll with a Swiss roll." I smiled at the waiter and gave her the money that she was yet again, waiting for as my eyes briefly drifted to the brunette girl.
"Okay, find a seat and we'll bring your food to you or if you'd like to wait?"
I nodded and told her what table I'd be at and then found myself walking up to the brunette's table.
"Hi."
She slowly put down her magazine and her eyes squinted as if she was confused as to why I was interrupting her, "Hello? May I help you?"
"Well, I saw you all alone and thought that it'd be rude of me if I didn't come up here and introduce myself." I said smiling.
"No, it wouldn't have been rude because I don't even know you." She said a little bit harshly.
"Okay then, well I wanted to sit here anyway. It's my favourite seat."
"Well then, I'll leave seems as I'm sat in your favourite seat." She said sarcastically about to stand up but I stopped her with my hand.
What was with this girl? It's like she has something against me and I don't even know her so what on earth would she have against me?
"Don't leave. Truth is, I've never been to this place before. I don't know what my favourite seat is and what isn't," I said and that's when she gave me a dead stare and when the waiter had decided to come and drop my food off, oh perfect, "But you looked disappointed and so sad and lonely I couldn't just ignore you and sit somewhere else, so please do forgive me."
She somewhat seemed to relax and I didn't know if that was a good thing or if it wasn't.
"You're incredibly weird but I'm Rachel." She smiled.
"Yeah, I'm Sam." I smiled back before taking a sip of my espresso," So, you want anything to eat? I could share my Swiss roll with you or I could just buy you something."
Rachel then started to go red, I wasn't sure if she was blushing or she was just plain embarrassed.
"N-No thanks, I've already eaten." Rachel said trying so hard to smile.
"Alright then, just being a gentleman. Y'know first impressions."
Rachel laughed, "Please don't… just act like your normal self you big softie."
I grinned; I had already earned a nickname even if it was only probably going to be said once I still achieved a star. Okay, stop Sam with the stars thing that is so nursery style.
Quinn's POV
It was back to school after the horrible weekend which was boring for me, I did obviously nothing because Finn was busy having a nice day out with his family, can't invite me because they don't like me. Well, he won't admit to me that they don't like me but I know they don't, ever since the Puck/Finn drama.
"Hey Gorgeous." I smiled as I wrapped my arms around his waist.
"Aww, baby. You're so sweet, surprising me like that." I grinned before leaning in for a kiss and then I stopped, this wasn't Finn.
"Aren't I just." Puck smirked before kissing my cheek.
I jumped, "You idiot! I thought you were Finn! What are you doing anyway, creeping up on me like that?"
"Well, you seemed so lonely and after last night, I'm sure that you didn't mind."
"Would you keep your voice down? Anyone could have heard you!" I said looking around the halls and smiling to random people.
"No, they'd have thought we would be playing cars or something." Puck said sarcastically.
"This isn't funny, Puck. Yesterday was a mistake and we both know it."
"If it was a mistake then what was summer all about? A mistake you keep making because you know you can stop, don't you?" Puck smirked knowing this is working.
I stood there breathing so slowly, why did he make me feel like this? It wasn't right; Finn was the guy for me. he was it for me, "That's where your wrong, it won't ever happen again you hear me? Good now leave me the hell alone." I said before walking away and sighing to myself for letting him come close to me.
I didn't mean for it to happen, this weekend…. I felt so angry at Finn and Puck was just there. I had ruined things not only for Finn but for myself. I had wanted a new start in my life but I had already ruined that as well and I hated myself. I didn't want to keep secrets, I absolutely hated secrets especially after everything that had happened with Beth and the drama that had come with it but what was I supposed to do now? If I told Finn, then he wouldn't be able to trust me ever again and we'd be over and if I didn't tell him, he'd claim that I'm not being honest so I can't win both ways. I don't know what I'm supposed to do to be honest.
Rachel's POV
I was so happy talking to this Sam even after he'd rudely interrupted me. He made me feel wanted and that I was a good person, not someone who is just a nobody.
That was until, I got to school and that's when all the war began. All my happiness had gone as soon as I walked into school with Sam.
"What do we have here, Rachel? Trying to make friends with the new boy?" Azimio laughed before grabbing me and pushing me against the lockers.
I felt so ashamed of myself, this boy thought I was cool and now, he probably thought I was a complete idiot and a loser. Can't say he's not wrong.
"He'd never go for a girl like you… so stop slutting around, he wouldn't go near you right Sam?" Karofsky said before pouring the slushy over me while the ice slowly found its way down my body.
I wanted to see what Sam said; did he nod or shake his head? I don't know but I can't think about that right now.
I stood there and let them do what they normally do, same old same old, I was used to it. I even know what day they do it on so I'm always prepared.
"Oh girl, when are you ever going to get pretty? Oh wait, never."
I let whatever they say not to get to me, it hurt but I'd make it all better later.
When they were finally finished, I walked to my locker before the bell went and quickly ran to the toilets to get changed.
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Sam's POV
I didn't know what to do, I promised myself last week that I wouldn't be involved in any of the bullying which I wouldn't but the fact that I had made friends with the people that are involved in that, specifically with the girl that I just got to know really complicates everything. I knew something like this was going to happen, something that my past would be able to hold over me. I can't be that person again, it was horrible to be bullied and it was also horrible to bully someone as I know from experience but what was I supposed to do? I couldn't be that guy again. Couldn't be any of them guys again, I thought it would be different but they're all the same, why did I think different?
I headed to registration because I didn't know what else to do, was I supposed to go after her? Ask her if she's okay? Ignore her but don't take any parts in the bullying towards her? I didn't even know the answers to the questions I keep asking myself. I needed to just stop thinking about these things, I came here for a new start maybe I should start that and not think about everything in my past.
"Well, hello there person I haven't seen before." I turned around to see the girl I had seen in the auditorium. That beautiful girl who had slept with that Mohawk dude, but she doesn't know that I know because she doesn't know that I was there.
"Probably because I'm new." I said stating the obvious.
"Of course, I'm Quinn. Nice to finally meet you." Quinn said hand out waiting for me to shake her hand.
"Finally?" I asked confused as to why she's acting as if everyone's been talking about me.
"Word gets around fast, so what brought you here?" Quinn asked smiling.
"Brought me at school? Well, my alarm clock and my parents…" I said trying to be sarcastic but it's probably failing.
Quinn laughed, "OH you're so funny! No silly I mean what brought you to Ohio?"
"Oh, my Dad got a job offer and he couldn't not take it. So, yeah here I am." I said smiling back. Her smile was so beautiful anyone could fall for her with just that smile.
"Well, can't say I'm not glad." Quinn said twirling her hair around in her hands before turning the other way. Wow just wow.
She seems too nice to cheat on someone. It didn't seem real, but then again they do say don't judge a book from the cover you never know what their story is.
….
After Registration I headed to English, it was lucky that I liked English because I honestly couldn't be bothered to do anything today.
"Yo man, come sit here!" Someone I realised was the Mohawk guy in the auditorium shouted.
I smiled slightly trying to act cool before walking up and saying, "Thanks but I'm not sure I know you."
"Dude I don't think you know a lot of people you know, cause your new but I'm Puck." He said
"Sam." I said shaking his hand.
"Cool. You trying out for football?" Puck asked
"I was thinking of trying out but I'm not sure." I said unsure.
"You should, we could do with other people joining and it'd be good, you seem the type to play."
Maybe I should, maybe I shouldn't. I don't know.
I looked around the room as I noticed someone staring at me, and that's when I noticed Rachel, she was in my English class and she looked broken but trying to keep a straight happy face on. I wanted to go up to her and make her feel better but she probably wouldn't speak to me after today.
~END OF CHAPTER 2~
A/N. Well I hoped you like this and I would love it if you had the time to review! Thank you all so much and I'll make sure to update as soon as I've got my other stories right on track.
Think I've set my heart on Samchel for now. Xxx
