Gone But Not Forgotten

by I-ship-us-413

(my first ever fanfiction,you have been warned) okay, so this is a series of pesterlogs from one character to a deceased other, more often than not confessing their love too late. A lot of these I just made the deaths up, but ya know. - Rated T because, I dunno, reasons -sadstuck- (okay so I suck at summaries please don't hate me :3)

2. Chapter 2

[carcinoGeneticist [CG] began pestering ectoBiologist [EB] at 7:26]

CG: HEY FUCKASS
CG: LISTEN
CG: I KNOW YOU'RE… DEAD
CG: BUT I HONESTLY DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO FUCKING DO
CG: I JUST CAN'T GET OVER THE FACT THAT YOU'RE GONE
CG: I'M GONNA MISS YOUR STUPID BUCK TEETH, YOUR MESSY HAIR, YOUR DORKY PERSONALITY…
CG: ….
CG: I CAN'T FIND YOU IN THE DREAM BUBBLES
CG: PARTYLY SINCE I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP SINCE…
CG: YEAH
CG: GOG, JUST LOOK AT ME
CG: NOT ONLY AM I SITTING HERE FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF
CG: BUT I CAN'T EVEN SAY HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU, ARE YOU'RE DEAD
CG: FUCK, I'M PATHETIC
CG: DEEP BREATH, OKAY
CG: I
CG: DON'T HATE YOU
CG: NO, WAIT, I FUCKED UP
CG: GOD DAMN IT, I LOVE YOU JOHN
CG: WOW
CG: HOLY FUCK
CG: THAT WAS SO LAME
CG: I CAN'T BELIEVE MYSELF
CG: I'M SO DONE

[carcinoGeneticist [CG] ceased pestering ectoBiologist [EB] at 7:39]

[carcinoGeneticist [CG] began pestering ectoBiologist [EB] at 7:40]

CG: I'M SORRY, IGNORE THAT LAST PART, FORGIVE ME
CG: I CAN'T DO THIS
CG: I CAN'T KEEP GOING LIKE THIS
CG: I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU
CG: I JUST… CAN'T
CG: I MISS YOU JOHN
CG: I MISS YOU SO MUCH
CG: I LOVE YOU
CG: Goodbye, John

[carcinoGeneticist [CG] ceased pestering ectoBiologist [EB] at 7:44]