Caffienated is : Listening to The Maine, drinking Oolong Tea.

Authors Note: So yeah, sorry about my story Itoshii Hite (Beloved One), I've kinda gotten writers block with that one beacause I have no Idea were that story will end up. But this story, Im sorry but I have such a drive for this bloody story, because theres gender bender stories out there for Naruto pairings, but... I dont know, I just thought it was a good story base, would you want a rape victim who didnt remember things to be comfortable with the sex that emotionally scarred her, would you take advantage of the fact that she didnt remember to make her more comfortable with them before she did remember? I've heard some rape victims never remember...I envy them, being oblivious for some things is a good thing sometimes lol Anyways enough of the jibber jabber, also a shout out to Gaaras Little Girl thx for your shout out lol

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto.

''Thinking to themselves''

''Writings''

Hinata's Journal entry 1 Sept.6/ 9:15pm

I cant believe Ota-san and Oka-san put me in this God forsaken school with all these filthy disgusting crotch rotting diseases. And I still cant believe Oka-san bought me this bloody journal to keep tabs of my 'Memories' Like Id want any memories from this school. Why cant I be with my lovely females, there pure, and less known for doing evil things! It wasn't a creepy girl with a weird mustache who did the Holocaust now was it? Am I sexist, hell yes I am! And worst of all is that I'm stuck in this navy blue dorm room that smells like testosterone with this stuck up, fagalicious boy named Uchiha Sasuke. Actually im not sure if he is homosexual, will he come on to me...ewww..stupid boys. The morning ceremony wasn't to bad, nor the tour, wait YEAH IT WAS! To many of these these beasts slimeing there way around, in a close proximity that made me want to vomit. Naruto stuck by me though, so I wasnt alone. I just had to keep thinking of my lovely female sisters and I was back in my dorm room before I knew it...Now if I could just block this stupid dorm mate out of my mind I would be in Heav

''Is that a journal?'' a deep voice said from behind Hinata, sounding ridiculously close to her bed.

In one quick motion Hinata had slammed the journal shut.

''N-No...'' Hinata said in her deep voice, remembering her sanctuary so she wouldn't shake.

''Really...'' The voice said suspicious.

''Yeah...its just a... log book on my doings of the day.'' Hinata said masculinely, matter of factly.

''Isn't that called a journal?'' The deep voice said sarcastically.

''Dammit, If this was Naruto he wouldn't have caught on to the different description.''

Hinata started to shake, turning red, refusing to turning around to look at the boy.

''Hn, whatever.'' The voice said.

She heard footsteps, and the bed on the opposite end of the room squeek with the weight on the bed springs.

Hinata didnt move until she heard pages of a book turn for a couple of minutes, stirring the silence.

Hinata opened her journal.

Heaven...definitely.

''Oi,'' Sasuke Uchiha said from outside of the dorm rooms bathroom door,'' Hurry the fuck up, I need to brush my teeth!''

Sasuke banged the door for good measure, before walking over in front of the dorm rooms front door to look at his reflection in the full length messed up the back of his hair, making pieces stick up.

Sasuke studied his reflection in the mirror, liking the schools pure black uniform. He checked his rolex watch, letting out a annoyed breath.

''God, that boy takes longer then a girl in the shower..''

Sasuke saw a blur move across the mirror, looking like a shadow, he whipped around quickly, looking at the back of his roomate, folding his pajamas before putting them on his bed.

He stopped himself from jumping, as he hadn't heard the boy leave the bathroom.

Seeming more aware as why the boys name meant Silent.

''Hn.'' Was all the boy could say, he saw the back of his roomates back stiffen for seconds, then continue folding his pajamas.

Sasuke turned away from the boy, smirking that his very presence made the boy uncomfortable.

He was in the bathroom, brushing his teeth, he spat the toothpaste in the sink, now rinsing his mouth out with mouthwash.

He walked out of the bathroom, looking at his roomates back once again, long hair cascading down over his shoulders. This boy Kioshi was brushing his hair, he put down the brush and started braiding his side bangs in the dressers mirror. Sasuke had to remind himself that this roomate was a male, the side view of the boys face looking like a girls as he continued braiding his hair. Sasuke noticed that the boys hands were shaking, making it harder for him to braid his hair, under Sasuke's stare no less.

''Whatever..'' Sasuke didn't care for the boys uncomfort, walking over to the full length mirror, swearing he heard his roomate let out a breath when he turned away, ''Well,whatever, if he's scared of me he'll leave me alone, not like that bastard Naru-''

The front door connected with Sasuke's body roughly, sending him flying to the ground.

''MORNING KIOSHI!'' the loud blonde said from the front door.

The boy grinned widely, sky blue eyes connecting with Sasuke's cole black ones.

''OI, Sasuke jerk,'' the boy had a happy look on his face, ''I didnt know you were Kioshi's roommate, wait..why are you on the ground?''

The blonde scratched the back of his head in puzzlement.

Sasuke could feel a bad bruise growing on his chest and the side of his cheek where the door had hit him hardest, his anger boiling.

''Because ,bastard, a stupid obnoxious blonde decided to hit me with a fucking door!'' Sasuke said darkly, standing up roughly, rubbing his cheek, ready to throttle the blonde.

''You broke another girls heart, I thought you didnt like blonds...'' Naruto patted Sasuke on the back, ''Its okay man, she must have been a real sociopaths bitch to want to hit you with a door.''

Naruto smiled, pity clear in his blue eyes.

Sasuke really was tempted to groin Naruto at this point, but figured the boys stupidity was enough punishment in itself.

''Hn.'' Sasuke said, looking away from the blonde so he wouldn't connect his fist in the boys pitying smile.

Naruto looked over at Kioshi.

''Oi H-Kioshi you alright?'' Naruto said worriedly.

Sasuke looked over at his roommate, his face was red, and he was shaking badly.

Naruto walked over to the boy,

''Kioshi...'' Naruto placed a hand on the boys back, this set the boy Kioshi off.

Kioshi was laughing, full out laughter, not holding it in, tears running down his face, gasping in air greedily.

''Alright...Kioshi, im gunna take you to first block now k?'' Naruto said taking the boys shoulder and led him out the door, grabbing the boys backpack as he went, Kioshi looked back at Sasuke, big pale pupiless eyes shinning from the tears, Kioshi was sent into another fit of laughter.

Naruto closed the door behind him and Kioshi, waving at Sasuke before he left.

Sasuke looked at the reflection, his entire right side of his face was starting to swell unattractively.

''Dammit..I dont care if he's a moron, im gunna kill him, and Kioshi for laughing at me.''

Sasuke couldn't help but think of how much the boy looked like a girl when he was laughing.

''Freakin' bishounen boys, he looks like one of those visual Kei dudes, boys shouldn't be pretty.''

Sasuke shook off the thought that girls thought he was beautiful,sexy, handsome.

''Whatever...'' Sasuke said annoyed, grabbing his back pack, and left the dorm room.

Hinata Uzumaki walked into her first block room Math 11, the room seeming in chaos, paper planes flying.

''Yo,Naruto over here!'' A brunette boy said from across the room, waving his arms madly.

''Eh, Kiba!'' Naruto walked over to the boy, Hinata following.

Hinata watched as the two boys did a handshake that looked like they had just made it up on the spot.

''So whats up Naru-'' Kiba cut himself off as he looked over at Hinata,'' who's the pretty boy?''

The boy named Kiba seemed defensive as he said this.

''Oh, This is my brother Kioshi!'' Naruto said proudly, putting Hinata in front of him, almost like he was displaying her.

Kiba looked him up in down for a second, frowning, then must have registered that the boy was no one to be feared, grinned showing long canines, he held out his hand.

''Kiba, just Kiba no formalities man.''

Hinata had to stop herself from shaking as she took his hand, shaking it gently.

'Woah man, your hands are soft!'' Kiba said surprised.

Hinata blushed, knowing she shouldn't be taking it as a compliment now that she was in the world of these beasts.

Hinata shook off his hand, feeling like she was gunna have to wash her hand in cyanide.

''Gross...'' Hinata made a face at her hand, whiping it on her uniform.

''Thats because he's a painter.'' Naruto piped in, Hinata wanted to praise him for his seldom quick wits.

''Che.,'' Kiba looked in distaste, ''Painting wont get you chicks man, come join the soccer team thats were the pussy's at-'' A 'woosh' was heard passing Hinata's ears, kiba let out a 'yip' as a book collided with his head.

''Dont talk so distastefully Kiba-san.'' Hinata turned to find a pale boy smiling, with short hair.

Hinata started shaking.

''He looks alot like that herpes I have for a roommate.''

''Sorry about my roommates distasteful way of words.'' The boy smiled, picking up his book from the ground. Hinata glanced at the cover, kanji character reading : ''What males know about the Female Species.'

The boy must have seen her reading it as he turned to her, '' Its filled with blank pages.'' The boy seemed amused at his joke, as he chuckled dryly.

Hinata turned red, trying hard not to shake as there was now three boys in close proximity of her, she turned her thoughts to Temari,Sakura,TenTen and Ino, her fear gone in seconds.

Thats right if I just remember my lovely's i'll be fine...

''Sai.'' The pale boy put out his hand, Hinata taking it for a second, whispering a ''Kioshi Uzumaki.''

The pale boy smiled.

''I am also an artist, I'd like to see your paintings sometime,'' Sai's deep voice stated, dark eyes never leaving hers, ''Im more for charcoal though.''

Hinata was taken aback at the boys statement.

Hinata's friends would just glance at her painting, most into other things other then the arts.

Hinata felt herself go soft towards the boy, if there was anything that could change her perceptions on people it was when it was about art.

''Sounds cool.'' Hinata couldn't help but say, smiling honestly.

''Woah dude, you look like a chick when you smile.'' Kiba said suddenly, Hinata turned to him, smile disappearing.

''Note to self, dont smile to much, not like I do that much, especially around males...''

Hinata thought darkly, getting a headache as her head usually got when she was trying to figure out why she didn't think like the average teenage female.

''What is my brain hiding?'' Hinata thought to herself agitated.

''Morning, Students please take a seat.'' A man with a blank set of eyes, and a strange hat surrounding around his face.

Everyone took a seat, Sai sat behind Hinata,Naruto to her left, Kiba to her right.

''My name is , please treat me well, and I'll do the same .''

The teacher smiled.

The teacher turned around to write on the white board with a blue marker, signing his name in perfect kanji.

''Today students, were going to review what you know,'' The teacher turned around,'' So that I may see what the last math teacher left off on.''

Yamato started handing out papers, with about 60 questions, some ridiculously easy questions like 'What doe =?'

Hinata went to work on the paper, nothing being heard but scribbling. She was done in minutes.

She looked around the room,everyone was still scribbling away, she looked over at Naruto, he had the most puzzled look on his face,Hinata had to stop herself from laughing, the Kiba perv looking like he may loose concentration at any moment.

There was a tap on her shoulder, she turned around, shaking, the Sai boy was smiling, he held a paper in his hand,Hinata had a puzzled expression, Sai moved the paper, meaning she should take it.

Hinata looked over at the teachers desk, the teacher was reading a texbook, highlighting things, Hinata took the piece of paper.

She opened it as silently as she could, not making a sound.

So, was that a complete waste of time or was it just me?

Sai.

It was written in calligraphy, the letters looking like they came from a professional. Hinata trying hard not to envy the boy who sat behind her, he had an artists hands, but she tried feigning interest in the boys and hers similarities.

''It wont hurt to write back I guess...Its just like what Tenten and I used to do in Math class...''

With that thought in mind she wrote back pretending it was TenTen and not one of the diseases that sat behind her.

No your not alone, I think I remember going over some of this stuff when I was in preschool..

Kioshi

Hinata passed the note behind her,not looking back at the boy so she wouldn't break her imagination of being back with her lovely's.

Hinata heard a chuckle come from behind her, no one else seeming to hear it.

She heard a pen roll across paper coming from behind her, hearing the long wisps in some of the lettering.

Another tap on her shoulder, she took the paper, nearly jumping when she touched fingers with the boy.

Heh, I hear ya, So your Naruto's bro? I can see the resemblence...okay maybe not, were you recently adopted?Because I only ever remember hearing him talk about a sister named Hinata, he didn't have a picture though, I remember that much, Kiba and Kankuro were always pestering him for one, wondering if she was attractive and what not...Naruto always saying she was to shy to get infront of a camera, she sounded interesting the way Naruto described her (with his lack of intellect I mean)

Sai

Hinata blushed madly, wondering how Naruto described her, remembering the times he walked in on her getting dressed because her parents always saying that a lock was bad if there was a fire and so on. Hinata started shaking, wondering if the boy behind her could see right through her, he asked all the right questions, was he waiting for her to break and spill the truth about her sex? Hinata calmed herself down, by convincing herself that it was just a simple note between two people. She started writing.

Yeah, I was adopted last year but didnt register on time for school, I dont remember much of my past, I dont know why the family wanted another child though, Naruto seems like a handful and more by himself. Hinata and I, hit it off I guess, were close but, she hates men so...it takes while to get to know her if your a dude. She loved my hair though, and she didn't want me to cut it lol.

Kioshi.

It felt weird to Hinata to lie, but it was a politicians lie, she was close to Hinata because well she was Hinata, and she felt better after giving out something about herself and not the guy she was at the moment. She handed the letter back to Sai.

There was scribbling coming from behind her, she looked around the room, seeing some of the boys were talking, as the present started coming back to her, she was sorrounded by beasts again, and now she was writing a decent conversation with one...what was she becoming?

there was a tap on her shoulder.

Oh, so thats why your hairs so long, I was about to ask if you were a homosexual, or one of those closet bishounen JRockers. But now that I know your just close to your sister, it makes more sense. Your sister sounds like a weird one, not your avrage teenage girl hates boys eh? Is she a lesbian? Or has she just not found the right boy...yet?

Sai

The last written part disturbed Hinata, she was glad that the boy didn't think Kioshi/Hinata was a homo, but a lesbian. Was Hinata a lesbian. Well, she liked girls but..not in that way...maybe she was waiting for the right boy to come along, but she didn't like guys. She told herself to ponder about this later, because as of right now, she despised boys, and she didn't know why...Maybe it was a good thing to be in this school...maybe she could understand these...creatures a little better, then maybe she wouldn't be so scared of them. Sai seemed like a decent enough human being...same with Naruto, harmless...

Sasuke Uchiha flashed through her mind for seconds, making her shiver, there was something dark and mysterious about the boy, and she really didn't want to find out about that creature.

Im not sure, she loves her friends, but...she didn't say anything about being In love with them,perhaps she does need to find the right guy, I have no idea why she hates us men so much though, she shakes when she's around boys she doesn't know she can trust, kinda weird lol I just wish her the best...

Kioshi

Hinata didn't know why she was confiding in this boy so easily, but something inside her told her it was alright.

She passed the note back.

She looked around the room, mostly everyone was done, except for Naruto and Kiba it seemed.

Naruto, was he the right guy for her?

There was a tap on her shoulder.

Alright Bishie, it sounds like your the perfect match for your sister actually, you guys aren't related in any way, and she sounds to be really close to your heart, anyways this is going to be the last note, the teacher's about to silence everyone.

Sai.

''Alright everyone put down your pencils and or pens, Im going to collect them now, and we'll review it tomorrow.'' said, collecting the papers, tucking the note into her pocket.

Hinata handed the paper to her sensei, remembering the last sentence of the note.

She sounds really close to your heart.,

''Boy, you have no idea...'' Hinata thought to herself before the bell chimed happily. Everyone stood up, Sai came up beside her.

''So you have Art next Bishie?'' Sai asked.

Hinata didn't shake, nor turn red, nor feel threatened in anyway at the boys fake smile.

''Yes, actually..I do...'' Hinata smiled at the boy, not realizing she had just made a friend amongst one of the beasts she's afraid of.