Disclaimer: NOT MY CHARACTERS!
Tamaki sat on the floor, dogeza, style. He looked up at me and begged for his cousin to stay. How the hell do I say no to those eyes. Oh that's right-
"No," I said bluntly. He began to tear.
"Please! He's having some serious issues at home… his… his dad is raping him. He needs a place to stay," Tamaki started to ramble on about how innocent the boy was. I snorted. That innocence was long gone if he was raped.
He'll end up just like me, in an unrequited love. Tainted with sin. Going to hell in the afterlife.
I looked at the thin boy sitting in a chair, staring out the window. I felt pity. He's kind of like me. No he is a younger me.
I slid next to him.
"You know what, you can stay. I was also raped by my dad. He abused me sexually and verbally. I felt dirty… I still do., but you are not dirty. Your pure," I took his hands in mine and smiled solemnly. He blushed and murmured a quiet thank you. Then… he slipped me the tongue.
I felt his tongue roam in my mouth, touching almost all my sensitive spots. My legs gave out and I fell on the floor dazed. That is until Tamaki smacked me.
I yelped and jumped up.
"What the hell," I yelled.
"he's only 17! How could you lay a finger on him and as soon as I start to understand you. Get your filthy hands away from him!" Tamaki clamped his hands around his mouth.
"I'm sorry… I didn't mean filthy… you're not-"
I don't hear the rest. I run out the bar and down the street. I run until my lungs burn like a forest set on fire. I lay against the wall in an alley.
My heart hurts,
He crushed it with bare hands,
My heat hurts,
He crushed it to sand.
The pain is agony,
My mind is a mess,
The pain is agony,
I feel less and less.
I slid to the ground and cried. I cried until two familiar boys, picked me up and took me to their place.
A/N: Yay! New chapter. Sorry it took so long! I was out of town for like forever! Anyways enjoy and
keep reading. O and "privet milashka" means hello cutie in Russian. Can you guess who the boy are?