I'm sorry this is late, I promised that I would update sooner, butI had to do assignments before updater and replying of review to my other story, even though there's not many...lolz...anyway...I really don't like this chapter, I just don't... But Please tell me what you think of it... Thanks...
Hey! This is my second fic with an S/R slash.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything and never will. The beautiful J.K.Rowling owns it.
WARNING: MALE ON MALE. SLASH. DON'T LIKE DON'T READ.
Summary: There are always steps and 'patches' on relationships and these are Sirius and Remus.
Chapter 2 – Rough Patches
In relationship, there are always going to be rough patches, these 'patches' can determine if the relationship with both parties are willing to love each other. It is known that many relationships have been broken up because both parties have decided that they no longer have any interest in the other party, but it is also known that many relationships have become stronger, just like our Sirius and Remus.
James looked between Sirius, who was on the couch and then at Remus, who was opposite him, studying.
"What's wrong with Sirius?" asked James "He hasn't talk to us for the week,"
Remus looked up from his study and at Sirius, who was going up to the dorm before looking James and sighed "I don't know…he has spoken to me for a while, he keeps avoiding me for some reason,"
James looked at Remus and said, "Why don't you go find out, Sirius would be the only one up in the dorm now, Peter is still in the library, I'll make sure, no one goes up."
Remus sighed and ran his hand through his hair and said, "Ok," he stood up and walked to the dorm.
Remus opened the door and closed it behind him and saw that Sirius was already in bed, even though Remus knew that he wasn't asleep, because Sirius didn't go to sleep that fast. He moved over towards Sirius's bed.
"…Sirius…" whispered Remus placing his hand on Sirius's shoulder. "Can we talk?"
Sirius turned his head, so that his head was in his pillow and Remus sighed but just started talking. "…I don't know what is up with you lately, but I want you to know, that if something is wrong, that I would want to know about and I want to try and fix it, because I love you,"
Sirius twisted his head and sat up "…love me huh? Yeah right,"
Remus narrowed his brow and said, "I do love you, Sirius,"
"…Then explain to me, why I walk in on you and Boot, the other day in the library…I saw you! I saw you kissing him,"
Remus bent his head and said, "You saw that?"
"….OF COURSE I SAW IT!" growled Sirius "HERE I WAS THINKING THAT YOU ACTUALLY LOVED ME,"
"I do love you, but the thing you didn't see was where I shoved him away from me, telling him that I was in a relationship with you and wouldn't want to do anything jeopardise it,"
Sirius looked at him before saying "…but I saw you kissing me him back,"
"Fine, I'll admit, he was a good kisser…but," Remus paused and placed a hand on Sirius's cheek "…He's nothing compared to you, you're absolutely a great kisser,"
Sirius moved Remus's hand off his cheek "…you're just saying that because you don't me dump you,"
Remus's faced saddened "…you…" he swallowed "…would you do that? …even though you know inside of you that you know I'm telling the truth, which I am,"
Sirius looked away, but didn't speak.
"Get up," ordered Remus getting off the bed.
"Why should I?" argued Sirius
"Because I'm proving to you, that I did not kiss Boot on my own account, that he kissed me off my guard and I told him to shove it," Remus grabbed Sirius's hand and dragged him out of the dorm, out of the Gryffindor Tower and into the library, where he saw Boot.
"BOOT!" shouted Remus loud enough to be in the library, Boot looked up and grimaced when he saw who it was. "What?" he asked
Remus stopped and pushed Sirius in front of Boot and said, "Tell Sirius, what happened the day you kissed me,"
Boot snorted "I knew you saw that," Remus narrowed his brow "Of course, I kissed Lupin here, because he blind to see, that you, Black, will sooner or later get bored of him. Of course, he didn't see it that way. He pushed in the wall and told me or rather yelled at me that he's in love with you and only you and that he didn't look at anyone else but you."
Sirius bowed his head, he had walked in the wrong time and he jumped to conclusions and the wrong ones at that. Sirius looked up and saw that Boot had left and it was only him and Remus in the library.
"…Sirius?" asked Remus turning him around "do you believe me now?"
"I'm sorry," said Sirius, his head still bowed, looking at the floor.
"I know," said Remus, placing a finger under his chin and forcing his head up "…but, it's good for both us, that I'm a very forgiving person." Remus smiled before he ducked his head and kissed Sirius.
"…I'm really sorry…" whispered Sirius, once they broke away, placing a hand on Remus's cheek "…I'm really sorry, I just jump to wrong the conclusions, I felt sick…when I saw you and Boot, I didn't know what to do, I walked back out, determined to hate you, determined to make you beg to make me love you…but…I don't know, I'm just stupid."
Remus shook his head and leaned to rest his forehead against Sirius and whispered "…It's okay; I would have the same thing if you did something like that to someone else. But the facts, still remains that I love you and no one else and I don't think I won't love anyone else but you, I'm always here for you and I will always to solve everything for you. I'm always here for you."
Sirius smiled and kissed Remus and hugged him before saying "I love you,"
Remus smiled and said, "I know. I love you too."
Please, you've taken the time to read, please now, review and tell me and remind me why I hated this chapter, I really had writer's block on what I should write for this. anyway, I promise I'll update thisweek sometime, but I've exam...AAAHHHH!!!...anyway...promise.
