Painfully silent

Chapter 1

BPOV

I can't believe he made me drive that motorcycle again. Sure I agreed to it, but I was drunk with happiness at finally seeing him again! I can't be blamed for this.

Edward was gona kill Jacob if he found out. I wasn't seriously injured but with Edward, even just a bruise was considered life threatening.

So here I was, stuck in the hospital, arms and legs all scraped up with a minor concussion. I didn't think it was that bad, but apparently Carlisle's new assistant, oh what was that creep's name…. oh ya…Chad. Well he thought I needed to spend the night. Poor Jacob felt so bad that even though he wasn't allowed to spend the night in my room, he was going to sleep in the lobby. I didn't tell him this, but I was happy he was staying, one because he would block Alice's visions so maybe I could lie about this to Edward, my stomach tightened at the thought but I can't not see Jacob again, he's my best friend and this time I was sure I didn't care for him the way I cared for Edward.

I was also glad Jacob was here because that Chad guy, who would be considered good looking by most girls my age but not to me, not now that I had Edward. Anyways, he keeps looking at me strange. I'm not sure what he's thinking and it scares me. I hope chad would be too afraid to try anything with Jacob here.

I soon drifted off to sleep, humming my lullaby to myself.

I was awoken by a sound. I wasn't sure what it was and I wasn't sure where I was. I started to panic. Where was Edward…..no cold body next to me. "oh no no no what's going on." It was then I remembered the day's events. Hospital, I was in the hospital. Phew! Now that was taken care of, what was that noise I heard? I think it came from over by the door, I flicked my head around quickly. Sure enough, there was a shadowy figure standing in the doorway.

"h….who is that?" I asked warily. I was scared james might've come back for me, been raised from the dead. I almost chuckled at the thought, but I was too frightened right now.

The figure chuckled- it sounded maniacal. "it's just me, chad."

I knew I should've blown a sigh of relief, but chad's presence didn't comfort me in any way.

"what're you doing here?' I asked

"Just checkin up on my favorite patient" he said slyly

"oh" was my simple answer

I remained tense as he made his way towards me.

"why did you shut the door" I asked him quietly, becoming more and more fearful by the second

"well we wouldn't want anyone to hear you scream now would we?"

I gasped and tried to scream but it was too late. He had covered my mouth with his hand and was quickly gagging me with a piece of the sheet he had torn off.

When he was done, he tied my hand to the sides of the bed with strips of sheet too.

He stroked my face, like Edward, but with much more brutality.

He must've seen the terror in my eyes for he said

"don't worry, you'll enjoy this"

My mind wouldn't process what was happening. I was in shock. He, chad, this horrible man was raping me! my mind went into over drive. I didn't know what I was doing I just knew I had to get out of this. I started crying, but it was muffled by the sheet.

'oh don't be like that Bella" he said "I'm sure you're going to enjoy this more and more just give it a little bit" and he continued on in my nightmare.

I started pulling on my wrists, tied to the bed. Apparently he wasn't good with knots because after a few tugs they came free. Before he or even I knew what I was doing I jumped up and shoved him.

I don't know exactly where he landed because I was already half way down the hall, but it didn't sound pretty.

I frantically searched for a face I knew in the lobby. Where the hell was Jacob?!

In my frenzy I forgot to look right in front of me and crashed into a wall of rock hard abs.

"whoa whoa bella, calm down what's wrong?"

Finally it was Jacob. I hugged him for all I was worth.

"i…I'm just happy I got released" I lied, lamely. I didn't want him to know what had happened and that I might've killed a man

"really?!" he said, buying my horrible lie. Man he must be tired.

"ya. Let's get outta here" I said. Practically running again for the door.

"where do you want me to take you?" he asked

"let's just go back to your house. That's where everyone thinks I am anyways."

I didn't sleep well for the rest of the night. Nightmares of chad and what I might've done to him and what he did to me, made me too scared to close my eyes for more than five minutes.

I just hoped I could keep this from everyone, and eventually move on.

I knew it would be hard