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Revealed Feelings

She stared at the male demon that had once caught her heart. The one who has always had her heart. He was standing right in front of her. Rin couldn't move. She was stunned. Her lover was standing right in front of her this very moment. So many emotions were running through her mind. Happy. Sad. Joy. And the strongest one of them all...Anger. Rin was angry and Sesshomaru sensed it. She was more than angry. She was furious with him. Rin started backing away from him as he took steps towards her.

"Stay away from me", Rin spoke for the first time.

"Rin..."

"NO! LEAVE ME ALONE"!

Sesshomaru stopped walking towards her. His eyes filled with pain that he had inflicted on her. He knew he deserved her hatred. He knew it all. If only she understood why he left her in the first place. He wanted to hold her for the past 5 months. To kiss her like he did the first time so long ago. To make sure she had everything she need that she didn't have as a child before she met him. But now, all of that was gone. His little Rin didn't want him how he wanted her. He knew that.

"Rin. I'm sorry".

Rin blinked a few times. 'Did I just hear him right? Did my Lord just apologize to me?'

Rin shook that thought from her head. "I don't care anymore. Just leave. I don't want you here."

Sesshomaru still held his emotionless face. But deep down hearing her speak like that was tearing him apart at the seams. From a distant he could see him imp Jaken and Ah Un floating towards the ex couple. He didn't care. All he wanted was to explain to Rin. By the time he looked back to Rin she was already heading back towards her village. With his demon speed he appeared right in front of her once again.

"Move", was all she said.

"Rin let me explain".

"I don't want you too. Now please move from in front of me".

Sesshomaru was impressed. She was staying calm. Usually she was throw a bit of a tantrum but he didn't sense any this time. He looked down to her still open kimono and saw her round tummy. He smiled slightly to himself. Rin realized this and pulled the obi around her to close her kimono. She knew that he knew but it was the only way she felt to keep it a secret.

"Sesshomaru", saying his name for the first time. "Please leave me alone. I just want to be alone right now. If it helps I will leave you here and I will go back to the village. I won't trouble you".

Sesshomaru showed the first expression on his face. Shock. After all that he had done to her she was still willing to give him space. Willing to go back to the village where she was ridiculed and tormented for not having a husband by her side and a bastard child.

"Isn't that what you would want? I know that you have always wanted your space. Maybe this was your spot that you used to come to before I did", giving a small smile.

Sesshomaru was angry. How could she want this? Why wasn't she yelling, kicking and screaming? He knew he condition and everything but she didn't slap him once. How could after all this she is still clam...well not exactly clam...she did yell at him once but still want to move aside for him. Sesshomaru growled in frustration.

"You stupid girl! Why aren't you yelling at me? Hitting me like most human girls? Saying fowl things that shouldn't be said? I left you with child. I was never there for you. I never came to even see you. Why aren't you mad at me?!"

Rin smiled. "How do you know the child is even yours"?

Sesshomaru went back to his blank expression. "You wouldn't dare open your legs to another male but me".

"I'm glad that you know that. At least I'm faithful. At least I can stick to what I say".

Sesshomaru was confused at this point.

"What are you-?"

"I'm talking about saying that you love me then leaving me. I'm talking about you saying that you would always be there for me but leaving."

Sesshomaru did nothing but stand there and listen to what she had to say.

"You left me on my birthday. You took my virginity and left me. A month later I found out I was pregnant. Pregnant, with your child. I won't lie...it was a wonderful surprise and the worst part was that I didn't have anyone special to share with until I started showing. Then all the villagers knew that I was pregnant."

Rin started to cry.

"Rin please calm down...the baby."

"TO HELL WITH WHAT YOU TELL ME! DONT TELL ME TO CALM DOWN! I KNOW YOU CAN FEEL MY HEART BEAT RAISING AND RACING. SO SHUT UP WITH THAT! I DONT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU. THESE PAST FIVE MONTHS HAVE BEEN THE HARDEST FOR ME. YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT ITS LIKE TO GO PLACES AND HAVE PEOPLE STARE AT YOU WONDER WHERE THE FATHER IS OR MY HUSBAND, HOW MANY MEN HAVE I SLEPT WITH, HOW COULD I DO SUCH A SINFUL THING. YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA SESSHOMARU!"

At this point Rin had fallen to her knees and wept. It felt good to release most of what she felt.

"You have no idea...wondering if you wanted to keep this baby with me. Wondering if you would even at knowledge that you have a half breed child. I wondered everyday trying to figure out if you would come back and kill my baby. I was so scared. I just wanted to have you with me. Even though I know you hate half breed demons I was hoping that you would love ours in return. Just because it's a part of you and a part of me. Human and demon.

The tears streamed down her beautiful face. She was all red and flustered. Her arms wrapped around her tummy in a protective manner. Sesshomaru expression had changed. From blank to sorrow. For the first time in his life he felt like crying for the women he had deeply hurt. She was tearing at the seams and he could feel it. He wanted to hold her and tell her how much he cared for her and that he still does. How much he wanted to make things right again and that he would do anything to make it better. For the first time ever in the 200 years that he lived The Great Demon of the West was bowing down toward a human...a human girl. The girl that has captured his heart the moment he had saved her from death so many years ago. She stared back up at him and saw his face. There was sadness within his eyes. And water. No tears. He saw her look even harder at his face and blinked back his tears. Even if Rin did hold the key to his heart he would never cry in front of anyone...including a female. Sesshomaru looked at his surroundings. It was a beautiful open space with bright green leaves on the tress and a crystal clear river in the center.

'No wonder why Rin loves this place so much. It's her heaven. It's where she loves to enjoy her time with...our baby.' He thought.

"Please leave me".

He heard the voice speak again. It broke him out of his thoughts. Rin was looking up at him with pleading eyes.

"No..I won't leave you again."

With that he picked her up and with one jump they were back by the river. Rin didn't even struggle to break free of his grasp. She hadn't felt his hold in so long she would be lying if she said he didn't want him to hold her.

"Tell me, how have you been"? He knew that it was a stupid question to ask her and it even surprised him that he asked.

"You know how I've been. I told you when I was yelling".

He placed a hand on her tummy. He smiled. 'Our baby', he thought.

Still holding her he sat down with her on his lap.

"I left because I wanted to get everything ready for you. I knew you were going to be pregnant with my child the moment I released in you. The moment I felt your climax was the moment I released myself into you."

Sesshomaru didn't even get a chance to finish before he felt a slap against his face. Rin had turned around and gave him a hard slap across his face. She was more than angry now. She started to stomp off before a hand reached out and grabbed her wrist.

"Wait Rin".

"NO! YOU LEFT ME KNOWING THAT I WAS GOING TO BE PREGNANT! FUCK YOU SESSHOMARU!"

Sesshomaru was puzzled. He had never heard of this 'fuck' word. It must be a word from the future. He heard Kagome use it with Inuyasha a lot when she was mad with his half brother Inuyaha. But he knew that she was cursing him out.

"Let me explain Rin. I won't let you leave until you let me."

Rin still tried to pull free but it was useless. She stopped trying she knew that it was a losing battle and she was on the losing side. He lover pulled her back into his arms and she sat back in his lap and listened to what he had to say.

"I left to get everything ready for you. I knew that there were demons out in the west who would have fought not to have a human as their leader and then there were some who didn't care. There are half breed demons in my lands but that's only with another mix with another demon. I didn't want anything to happen to you Rin. I wouldn't allow anything to happen to you. I gave them five months to prepare themselves for when you arrived. If they still had a problem with it then they would either have to leave or face death. None wanted to leave but they didn't want you there either. I killed all those who opposed me. I even killed some female demons. The ones who didn't see fit that I have a human mate. They said that I should have mated with them in order to keep the demon blood pure. Them they were the female demons that couldn't wait to meet you. They had you bed prepared and all your clothes picked out. They were starting to annoy me."

Rin smiled at that last part but still kept in mind that he had called her his mate.

"I needed them to understand. It's the reason I didn't mark you that night. I didn't want what father had to go through with his human mate to happen with you. To be killed by the ones who you thought were you allies."

He turned her around and pulled her legs around him so that she was straddling him. They stared deep into each other's eyes. Rin thought that she was going to melt. She hadn't looked at him this way in the longest time. Her tear stained face was already dried of her forgotten tears as Sesshomaru rubbed her cheeks with the back of his hand.

"Rin, when a dog demon mate they mate for life. If I was to mark you that night then we could not be separated. Our bond wouldn't let it happen. It would be too strong. That's why I couldn't mark you as mine. The bond between mates is too powerful and with the demons I had to face...I didn't want you around that. I wanted you have a peaceful life. The best one that I could give you. I wouldn't dare let anything happen to you Rin or to our unborn child."

Rin didn't say anything. She understood what he was saying but it still hurt that he left without telling her anything.

"But you could have told me something instead of just leaving the way you did. It was my birthday. I wanted to spend that night together with the demon I had fallen in love with. But you choose to leave me. I do understand why but you could have told me."

"I know Rin and Im truly sorry for that. Please forgive me."

Rin stared deep in his eyes and kissed his cheek. "I forgive you Sesshomaru".

Sesshomaru waited to hear those words for the longest time. What he did next he couldn't control himself. He kissed his Rin. He kissed her so powerfully that she almost fell off his lap. They wrapped their arms around each other kissed each other deeply. The kiss lasted for a couple of minutes before they pulled back resting their foreheads on each others.

"May I Rin?"

Rin nodded. Sesshomaru pulled at her obi. Her kimono came loose revealing her poking out tummy. Sesshomaru rubbed it gently. He couldn't believe that this was his baby. He never thought that in a million years that he would have a child to care for. The sensation of feeling both Rin and the baby was breath taking. He couldn't believe that in one month his child would be born. Now there was only one more thing he had to do.

"Rin would you be my mate? I know that I should have done it a while ago. But."

"Yes. I want to be you mate."

Sesshomaru gave her a soft kiss on her lips. He pulled back and moved her hair from the side that he was going to place his mark. His eyes glowed red for a split moment before they went back to his amber colour. He licked her where her neck and shoulder had met and bit down. Rin gasped in shock. She had never felt anything like this. It was a mix between pain and pleasure. Before long she was moaning at the new pleasure that had come upon her as she gripped her lover.

Sesshomaru licked the mark clean and licked away the blood.

"Your mine Rin", he said as he kissed her.

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