1x2 Abuse, angst, death, religion themes. Twisted?
Warnings! This chapter itself is rated mature.
If religious themes, death, abuse, and yaoi bother you, hit the back button or skip this chapter. Slightly lemony? Or limey? Like 7-up... you know it's there, but you can't really taste it.
"I hate you. I HATE YOU!" He fell to his knees, fingers curling in the earth, leaving tracks in their wake. "I fucking hate you! Get away from me!"
"Duo."
"NO! Just get away from me." Duo pushed himself up to his feet and backed away from the figure before him. "Just get away from me!" He ran his hands through his hair, pulling hard. "How could you do this to us? How could you!" He let the hands travel down to his face, ignoring the streaks of dirt and tears left behind in their wake.
"You're a liar. Tell me about Quatre, huh?"
"Just shut the fuck up!" Tear stained eyes found their way to blue. "I hope you're happy. I hope," His voice cracked, flooded with fresh tears. "it was worth it, you've killed me. You've finally fucking killed me, Heero Yuy."
"It's not over."
"I loved you. I gave you everything! I have nothing left!" He swung a fist connecting with the chest in front of him. "I. Fucking. Loved. YOU!"
Heero grabbed the frantic boy in front of him, pinning their chests together. He ran a hand over the fresh black eye, trailing down the bruised jawline "You need to learn your place, you need to ask me for forgiveness."
"NO! I told you to get the fuck away from me." Duo half laughed, half choked on a sob. "I hope you're happy with her. I hope you think of me every time you fuck her. I hope you suffer, you fucking bastard. I hope you die."
"Duo-"
The braided pilot ran a hand over his eyes and shook his head. "It's over. It's fucking over. I can never love you again. Never." He backed away slowly. "You're dead to me."
Prussian eyes darkened and narrowed at the words. "You'll love me. You have to, until the day you die, I never said you could leave me."
"Then let it come!" Duo removed the ring from his finger, flinging it at Heero. "I'm already in Hell! If this is what love is, I don't want it!" Duo turned.
"Stop or I'll kill you."
"You already have."
"Everythings gonna be fine." Duo tossed back another shot, glancing at the blonde next to him.
"Duo, I'm really worried about you, please, don't do this to yourself, it's over with Heero. Just get away from him."
He pulled the blond close. "I can't. I can't give you what you need, Quatre. Let me go. I'll always love him."
"Duo, please..." Quatre hugged him tighter. "Please... I feel like I'll never see you again if you walk out that door. You treat him like a God!"
"I'm sorry Quat." He ran a hand through the golden hair, cherishing the feeling between his fingers one last time before making a cross in the air. "I have to go. I'm tainted."
"Duo please!"
He pressed his lips to the blonde's. "You were everything, Quatre, everything."
"Come with me." The strong arms pulled him to the bedroom and he fought the urge to struggle. This was right, this was love. This is what he owed his God.
"On your fucking knees. Hands in the prayer position. I want you to earn this."
He complied, feeling the cuffs biting into his flesh as they were locked around his wrists.
He smirked hearing the belt loosen and the pants fall the floor, there would be no mercy for him. Sinners didn't deserve mercy. He couldn't expect redemption, he was beyond forgiveness.
Tears soaked the blindfold as the gag was tightened around his mouth.
"I told you, you'd never get away."
A knife pressed against his throat as a hand pulled his head back by the hair.
He didn't even wince as he felt himself entered, forcefully and fast, the thrusting causing the blood to coat them both.
Even as the knife was pressed further into his neck, he kept his hands up, locked together in silent prayer, covered eyes turned towards the heavens.
He yanked the jeans over himself, not bothering with the blood drying and cooling on his skin. Duo was sprawled on the bed before him, head tilted back towards the sky, mouth open and gasping for a breath he'd never catch. Heero ran a hand down the perfect body. He looked so peaceful, so beautiful like this. Wounded and open.
He dipped his fingers into the wound on the pale neck, bringing them to his lips and licking the blood from his fingers. The cobalt eyes found his one last time silently pleading with him, but Heero only shook his head.
"You were never as good as her. Even in death you disgust me."
He turned and walked from the room, not bothering to glance over his shoulder.
There was no forgiveness.
Song: Seether - Fine Again