A she-cat with a star-dusted cream pelt dipped her paw into a pool, as if she were trying to touch a fish. Her deep blue eyes gazed down through the starry puddle, past it's bottom, and into the world of the living. Song's stare was fixated on a ShadowClan apprentice, who looked very much like the StarClan cat. The apprentice, Lilypaw, was Song's daughter. Though the young ShadowClan cat had never met her mother, aside from the few moments after she was birthed, therefor she wouldn't have recognized her even if she saw her. Song had spent her whole life, wandering aimlessly, trying to find a purpose, until one day, she encountered the clan cats. She didn't trust them, but their way of life made sense, it gave each cat a purpose. Song had finally found something right in her life, and when she kitted Lily, that had to be the happiest moment ever. She didn't understand the intense love she had for the helpless, mewling kit, she only knew she loved her dearly, and then she was taken away from her. Song didn't deal well with her own death, having to watch her daughter grow up, not even having the slightest clue that her mother wasn't the one who had nursed her in her early moons, cheered her name loudest for her apprentice ceremony. The beautiful she-cat felt an empty space growing deeper and bigger in her chest. She wanted to be with her kits. Sure, she was with her kits, but they would never grow, they would never earn a warriors name, or even an apprentices name. Song wanted nothing more than to be alive once again, watch her kits grow into fine warriors... Song looked deeper into the pool, studying her daughter's sleepy face. She felt a lump grow in her throat, she couldn't hold back a grief induced wail. The sound was so pitiful, so loud, you'd think someone would come see what was wrong; but no. Song had trapped herself away from the others, she couldn't bear looking at them, they were what her kits could never be. She wailed for what seemed like hours, and once she had emptied her heart out, she numbly wandered away from the puddle.