After the kiss
I just stood there and he finally let go to breath. He told me something really shocking.
Duncan: Gwen, I lied about the whole practicing date thing, I broke up with Courtney a week ago and I've been thinking about you a lot and…
Gwen: Duncan, I don't know what to say I think I need to think for awhile
Duncan: Gwen I'm sorry it's just…
Gwen: No… I have to go…
I run, not sure where to go but I just run. I finally find my way back to my house. I turn on the TV to try and forget about it. I liked Duncan but just as a friend, I ran my hand through my hair and remembered every time me and Duncan hanging out. It didn't seem like we had any connection and we always said we were just friends. Maybe I just need to move and start a new life and leave this life behind. I started to pack my things and when I loaded them into my car I got a txt from Duncan.
Txt: please let me explain I can't loose you
I erase the message and call my phone company to block and change my number. I erase every number except for my families. I leave myself some clothes for tomorrow and I call realtor to sell my house after tomorrow. I plan on moving to Alaska and I'm going to sell my furniture for some money to by new ones when I get there. I decided to tell Bridgette and since I erased her number I quickly took out my laptop and send her a email and after I sent it I made a new email account. I wanted to forget everyone and start new. I looked at my empty house and remembered everything that happened in this house. I warmed myself some dinner and got ready for bed. I watched some TV for awhile and then I thought if I'm going to forget everything I'm going to have to change my personality. I decided I was going to be a normal person without fish nets and wearing dark clothes and having to put pale on my face. I washed the dye out of my hair and decided to let it grow and I quickly went and bought a whole new wardrobe. I bought pink shirts and jeans normal make up. I put them on and I couldn't believe how different I looked. I was pretty nervous and something inside me said I should do this. I go on my laptop and decide to go on chat room.
New life has logged on
I wait awhile and then Courtney and Beth logged on
# Princess # hey Gwen why did you change your name
Beth logged off
New life oh I just needed a new name and I am living a new life I'm not goth anymore
# Princess # oh send me a pic
new life no I don't think that's a good idea
# Princess # oh ok well I have to go
New life ok
# Princess # and new life have logged off
I got up and put my laptop away and decided to just go to bed. I had a busy day tomorrow. I went to sleep yet it was hard because I couldn't stop thinking about Duncan. Finally I went to sleep.
Sorry it's short I want to put the rest on the next chapter sorry. :(