It had been ten years, ten long years since they had last seen their best friend, their Brother Carlos. Ten years since they had no chance to say goodbye to him. Now, they did have the chance to Say goodbye to a dying friend. They had seen this coming for over a year now, but it didn't make it any easier for them.
A little over a year ago, He had been diagnosed with cancer. The doctors said that it had already spread to do anything about it and they had just given up on him. He had long since accepted it and had peace with it, but his two friends hadn't. They would not give into the fact that Logan had been dying.
But they too saw that Logan turned from bad to worse over time, and they tried to mentally prepare themselves that they where gonna loose him. And when the day came, they had both been at his bedside to say their final goodbyes, and they stayed with him until the machine next to his hospital bed send out a long monotone beep, until it was turned off by one off the nurses.
Now, James and Kendall stood side by side at the graveyard, surrounded by people who would forget about Logan Mitchell in a few weeks. But they would never. In their hearts, Logan was still there, as was Carlos.
James missed the old days, back when they where Big Time Rush. And not because of the Fame and girls, as many would think, But because that was the time they were all together, the four of them, it was the best time of their lives.
Kendall stood straight up, his hair had been cut to a military precision a long time ago. He blamed himself for this, he should have seen this coming. He should have noticed that Logan was slowly becoming weaker, long before the doctors diagnosed the boy. But he hadn't. He had failed them, just like he had failed his friends back when they where 16.
The Coffin was lowered and people walked away, back to their cars. Everyone except James and Kendall, they didn't walk towards their cars. They walked down the path, passing graves of Grandparents, Parents, spouses and Children until they reached the one they wanted to visit.
. "Hey Carlos, looks like you can bug Logan now" James said, a sad smile on his face. He looked at the tombstone for a few minutes, before he turned around, searching for Kendall. But the boy was nowhere in sight. James sighed and looked at Carlos' grave on last time, before he to walked away.