MFXGO here with the next chapter :)
THIS IS A KEVIN POV CHAPTER! Whenever I write a chapter (which will be every other) It will be from kevin's point-of-veiw.
Chapter soundtrack : Stop Crying Your Heart Out By Oasis.
"Macy, please, can you hear me out?" I asked her pleadingly, the girl's eyes tried desperately to understand. I could only stay with a frozen stance. I had stopped us from moving right before putting her in the car. She hung her head and I could only imagine the questions swimming in her thoughts.
"Okay, this is a joke right?" Macy screamed loudly, her voice shrill and tired, and she out right clung to a small whisp of hope that she was just being punk-ed for likely a JONAS website video. "Stella? Joe? Nick? Come out! Jokes' up!" she yelled delusionally to the surrounding terrain. I waited in silence, and her mental state might have just cracked.
She started bawling. Tears flowed freely, and it was shredding my heart to have made her this way.
I guess it was because in the end nothing was making sense. I had kidnapped her, we were in Arizona, and I haven't shown any explanation . I was supossed to be a different Kevin. Sweetheart Kevin. Sensitive, bunny-loving, goofy kevin. I look like a monster right now.
Her world's basically falling apart. Everything is jacked up...the supposed nicest guy she knows is comitting a federal crime...and and she's the crime.
"Kevin?" she asked suddenly, voice hoarse and thick with the after-effect of the salty tears running down her splotchy cheeks. "Answer me one question?"
"Yeah?" I answered back quietly, my voice cracking and heavy.
"Why? Just...why?" the ending came out with fear and confusion and a hundered other burned out emotions that sounded like a weight rolling from her shoulders and onto mine.
I couldn't bring myself to answer.
Everything was so complicated. So complicated.
She had looked so peaceful while sedated, her hair fell slightly in front of her face, and I did my best not to tuck it behind her ear.
And then we hit just out side of Pheonix, a small stretch of road with a few houses within eyesight. A park to the side, just as my passenger began to stir.
We talked, and I watched sadly as her eyes, still glossy with sleep, widened, taking in her surroundings and trying to calculate some sort of explanation for her world to have flipped. We argued, and her brown irisis filled with water. She was quick to get out of the car, and I had to catch her before she got to far. We fought, and nothing could have broken me more than the sheer fear and hatred that radiated towords me. Whe I got her back in the car I still hadn't answered her question.
But, how do you explain to someone how you could have kiddnapped them?
And really, how do you explain to someone that you kiddnapped them becuase you both are wanted dead?
"Hold up...hold on..Don't be scared.
You'll never change what's been and gone,
May your smile (may your smile) shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
your destiny may keep you warm
'Cause all of the stars have faded away
Just try not to worry, you'll see them someday
take what you need and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out.
Get up (get up) come on (come on)
Why are you so scared? (I'm not scared...)"
You'll never change what's been and gone...
So I hope you guys like the story so far! There's more to come (:
-MFXGO