What could have been going through Magnus' head during the wedding scene.
Am i to late? Could this be it?
I walked into the room.
I've made it, just.
Maryes said something, but it didn't matter, all i could see was Alec.
"Maryes this is between me and your son, I'll leave if he asks me to."
Alec's hurtful words have continued to ring through my head all day 'You have no clue what i feel.' Maybe I shouldn't have been pressuring him?
I tried to say something but words wouldn't come out. I wanted to tell Alec, that I have loved many people over the years, but those feelings were never as strong as the ones i have for you now. But I couldn't, I knew that if I did, if he were to still marry Lydia my heart would be gone forever. Camille, Imasu and many others have broken my heart over the years and I would fix it and continue, But what I feel for Alec was more then them, more then me.
Alec turned to look at me for the second time. I could tell that he was thinking, when Alec thinks he starts to get three small lines just above his eyebrows.
As he started to walk towards me three things went through my head:
1, Is he going to punch me?
No he wouldn't punch me, Alec doesn't punch people for no reason, right?
2, Is he going to throw me out.
3, Is he going to walk out of the wedding entirely
But, then his arms started to reach out for me, then he grabbed my coat and the everything slowed, as if time had stopen and only me and Alec could move. Alec leaned in and kissed me.
Every little ounce of hope, every part of me that loved Alec came rushing to the surface. My heart was racing, my head was spinning and i couldn't breath.
When Alec pulled away i felt like every part of me was vulnerable and he could see right through me. Has he changed his mind? Alec leaned in and kissed me again. This kiss was gentle, not rough like the last one. I could hear gasps in the distance, but none of that mattered.
It doesn't matter what they think. As long as we are together, as long as we stand by each other, we can fight anyone that stands in ar way or tells us we are wrong.
But none of that mattered right now. Right now all that matters is Alec being here with me, and in this moment we are fine
