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CHAPTER TWO: No!

"Josh.." Lily said breathless, her heart was beating uncontrollably. Her skin was warm and flushed. She had to fight the urge to moan when Josh bit at her neck, sucking her pressure point. "Josh. We have to stop." She said, finally managing to push him away. She crossed her arms over her naked chest; providing both a barrier to his addictive touch and additional warmth for her body which was now chill without his body heat.

"No…" Josh said frustration now apparent in his voice. "No we don't."

"Yes. Josh we do." Lily said dodging his hands which were now trying to pull her back to him. "This has gone too far as it is."

"Lily…" Josh said, finally sitting back and focusing on her face instead of other parts of her body. "Your killing me you know that."

Lily giggled, hearing Josh's voice, full of sexual frustration. "I think you'll live." She said kissing him sweetly on cheek.

Josh groaned again he took her hands in his, forcing her to look at him. "I love you, Lily." He said, his eyes flashing with heat.

"I love you too." Lily said "But I'm not ready yet. We've talked about this." She said sensing his frustration. She could see the heat in his eyes, partly from passion but also from frustration.

"Damn it, Lily!" He said his voice raising in anger. "Why! If you love me why must we play these games?!" In his outburst his grip tightened on her hands.

"Because I said no! I don't have to explain myself beyond that!" Her own voice was now raised indicating her flared temper. "I love you, Josh but this conversation is getting old." She attempted to pull away from him but his grip tightened. "Josh, let go. You're hurting me!"

"You're such a damn tease!" He said, his voice now dark with anger. "This has gone on long enough. No more waiting."

His grip became a death hold. Lily's stomach clenched in fear. She had never seen Josh so angry. She tried to pull away from him, fighting his grip but it was useless. He was so much stronger than her. A fact that became even more apparent when he pushed her back, pinning her to the bed with his body weight.

"JOSH STOP!" Lily screamed, fighting his hold but it was useless he wasn't listening to her anymore. Something was different about him. Gone was any tenderness, replaced instead by a terrifying violence.

"Shut up bitch!" He said, slapping her across the face. Still holding her down, he forced her legs apart. Lily was powerless. She tried to fight him but in doing so only managed to anger him more and hurt herself. Tears ran down her face as she felt his touch run down her body. She wanted to be sick. This can't be happening! Her mind screamed against the pain, feeling him forcefully enter her body. Lily bit her lip to keep herself from screaming out. She turned her head to the side avoid is dark and terrifying eyes. Eyes that had once been so tender were now hateful and violent. She could no longer feel her hands, his grip cutting off her blood circulation. He assaulted her at an increased speed, his body tensing with each jerking motion.

"Lily.." He moaned her name, the sound causing her stomach to twist sickly. Not long after he collapsed on top her. The sudden weight knocking the breath out of her. He remained a top of her for a moment before climbing off, leaving her alone on the bed, crying. She could hear him move around the room, dressing. She was immobilized by fear and shock. Once dressed Josh regretfully returned to her.

"That was amazing, love." He said forcing Lily to turn her head so that he could kiss her cheek. She flinched at his touch. Her body convulsing with uncontrollable body tremors.

"Where is that fiery sprit I love so much?" He gave a disgusting laugh, taunting her. "Have a good year at Hogwarts, love. Write to me. I miss you already." With that final goodbye he stood and walked out of the room, leaving Lily alone.