dreamgirl: Hola, after just one day, I updated! That's a new record for me! Whatever, I've gotten requests and I plan on doing them to the fullest. This one is from Kurogane's POV. I already have a list of songs to do songfics back in forth between Kurogane and Fai. And thanks to all of my reviewers and requesters!!
disclaimer: I don't friggin' own TRC, we've already established that sad truth. I also don't own "All I Ever Wanted", Basshunter does. I saw an AMV on it the other day and this idea just popped into my head. Hope you like it!
Enjoy!!
All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
I know that I love you
Oh baby, why don't you see?
Kurogane hadn't known the mage for that long. A couple of weeks one might say. But within those few weeks, he had come to love Fai. Yes, he indeed loved him. He didn't know why or how…he just did. And not too long ago, he had witnessed the mage do something unthinkable, he had walked into the ninja's room without permission. Of course, Fai didn't know he was watching him, he thought he had been sleeping. But that comes with being a ninja, being able to lay still and breathe softly to have your enemies underestimate you. Hell, he got a kick out of that!
All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby, why don't you see?
That's all I ever wanted
Was you and me…
After the mage had walked out, he got up and went to see what Fai had left on his bedside table. 'A letter? What for?' he thought to himself. Little did he know that they were lyrics to a song Fai had just written seconds ago. Kurogane read the words, 'No one knows what it's like to be the bad man, to be the sad man, behind blue eyes'. He continued to read and soon found a rhythm to the song. He wondered if this is exactly how the mage felt. He also wondered why in the hell would Fai put THIS on his table? If Kurogane knew any better, he'd think that the idiot mistook this page for another. 'Ha, dumbass'.
All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby, why don't you see?
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me…
Right now, Kurogane was trying to figure out a few things. Did the mage really like him? Well, by a few lines here, he would guess so. The ninja wasn't conceited or stupid, he was tended to look for deeper meaning in things. At least, the blonde had realized that he saw past his stupid mask. He didn't want to deal with a freakin' retard that insisted on lying to him. Fai would probably still lie, but the shinobi could try to get him out of the habit.
I'm so alone
Here on my own
And I'm waiting for you to come
I want to be
A part of you
Think of all the things we could do
And what the hell did the mage mean that Kurogane didn't understand how he felt!? Sure, he might not have been tortured, humiliated or whatever the idiot went through, but he has had depressing things happen to him! He witnessed his parents die, he went crazy for a while, he was sent on a journey, and now he has to deal with a lying mage who calls friggin' puppy names!! Isn't that frustrating enough? Kurogane was in his room alone, but he wanted Fai with him. Although he may be annoying, he was good company and Kurogane wanted to get to know him better. To be a part of his life.
And everyday
You're in my head
I want you in my bed
You are the one
You're in my eyes
All I ever wanted
Fai was addicting to Kurogane. He couldn't stop thinking about those plump, pink lips; pale, blonde hair; those bright, blue eyes; or those luscious, feminine curves. If Kurogane ever had a moment in his life where he questioned his sexuality, it would be now. He didn't doubt that the mage was a man (after having to shower with him and Syaoran) and yet he still wanted to make passionate love to the blonde. He had no idea where all of his feelings came from, they just…did. Kurogane turned towards an object that had been distracting him for quite a while. A thing called a "ray-dee-oh" was playing some sort of dance music and had the most annoying lyrics. Lyrics that helped Kurogane understand his own feelings. He listened closely before shutting it off.
All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby, why don't you see?
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me…(repeats 3x)
He shut it off because he couldn't handle it anymore, 'How the hell would a stupid box knows how I feel?' He sat down on his bed and started thinking intensely. Should he let the mage know his feelings, or should he wait?
dreamgirl: Did the song fit? I don't know, I felt it did, but I could be wrong. The lyrics are cute and funny. My friends cracked up when the part, "I want you in my bed" came up. I thought it was hot. Well, tell me what you think!! Reviewing makes the world stay animated!