Jacob was staring at the gorgeous blond Rosalie Hale. Why was Jake staring at her like that? He never stared at other girls, in less...Oh my God. It was like the way Sam stared at Emily and Quil at Clair. How was it possible? She was a fucking parasite! How could that happen.
"J-Jake." I stammered. He didn't even blink. "Jake." My eyes began to water. Why did I get in a relationship with a werewolf? I knew I'd get hurt but it didn't stop me. I set myself up for it.
Jake brought his eyes to me once I stood. "Hey, where you going? What's wrong Bell?" He grabbed my hand.
"You imprinted." I said quietly. I yanked my hand away and rushed to the bathroom. It was empty thankfully. I slid down the wall and hugged my knees. I couldn't do it. I fell apart when Edward left. How could I go on without Jacob? I needed him, especially now. He was like air. I understood the song by Jordan Sparx completely now.
I heard someone walk through the door to my side. "Bella? What's wrong?" Leah asked. I slowly raised my head and wiped my face.
"Is it possible...to imprint on a leech?" I whispered. She wouldn't have heard if it wasn't for her accelerated hearing.
Shock registered on her face. "Jacob?"
I nodded and sniffed. "Rosalie Hale." I sneered.
"The Cullen's are back? Why didn't anyone tell me?"
"Jake probably would've if he wasn't staring so hard." I grumbled.
"Come on. Get up." Before I could she was pulling me to my feet and pushing me to the mirror. I looked red eyes with black streak underneath. "You're going to forget about Jacob. Remember, if you focus on something else it doesn't hurt as much...You're opening with Smile In Your Sleep, then You're Sword Vs My Dagger." She said all this while doing my make up. Now I didn't look like I had been crying for God knows how long. "You're about to be on !" I jogged out and made it just as they were announcing me. We immediately got started.
(Shane Told, Bella, Both)
When I'm lying in your bed play the motions through my head
you know that I'm thinking, I'm thinking...
and I have reasons to believe that I'm not the only
one you spend this time with, but I'll stay...
You say, you're weak,
you wont let me down, you wont let me down
you lie through your teeth
you smile in your sleep ,you smile in your sleep
When we met you said we were the same, you know
that we're different, we're different,
and all the times you promised me that everything would
work out in the end, you were gravely mistaken
You say, you're weak,
you wont let me down, you wont let me down
you lie through your teeth
you smile in your sleep ,you smile in your sleep
You lie, You lie, You lie, You lie you lie through your teeth
you wont let me down, you lie
I deserve better than this
I dream of steel.
Maroon and warm, your end
You gasp for air. I'll see this through,
I'll see through you, your pale, your pale, your pale, your pale, your pale blue eyes.
When you're lying in your bed, your eulogy's been read
You know that it's fitting, you lie.
You say, you're weak,
you wont let me down, you wont let me down
you lie through your teeth
you smile in your sleep ,you smile in your sleep
You smile, You smile, You smile, You smile
I deserve better than this
By the crowd's reaction I could tell they loved it. I spotted Jacob at the bar. He was staring at me with sad eyes. I couldn't focus on him. I needed to sing.
I'm cutting through, you're bleeding out
And I would tell the truth, but I can't help myself
Red rushes out, dissect this nerve
And I'll stop myself before I reach my cell
I wasn't asking for the world
And you know that I'm not one to follow through
All these city streets the people look the same
And I can see your face, and I can hear your name
I wasn't asking for the world
I was accidentally singing to Jacob. His face twisted in an expression that could only be pain. I quickly looked elsewhere and met a pair of topaz eyes. Why was Edward here?
You're stabbing in. Permanent scars
And you'll justify it all inside yourself
You've finished me, my pulse is gone
And you're satisfied to put this all to hell
I wasn't asking for the world
And you know that I'm not one to follow through
All these city streets the people look the same
And I can see your face, and I can hear your name
I wasn't asking for the world
I tore my eyes from his and scanned the crowd. I saw Alice and Emmett walking through the door. Jasper and Rosalie were sitting at the bar far away from Jacob. He was staring at her again. I guess it was just another reason to hate her.
Drink the poison, when you think it's over
(Drink the poison)
Stabbing yourself, when you think it's too late
Tragic endings are your thing, you love them
(Tragic endings)
You love letting go, the ending's the same
Drink the poison, when you think it's over
(Drink the poison)
Inevitable, Verona lives inside of you
I wasn't asking for the world
And you know that I'm not one to follow through
All these city streets the people look the same
And I can see your face, and I can hear your name
I wasn't asking for the world
We soon left the stage to go in the back.
"You have a great voice." Shane told me.
I blushed a little. "Thanks."
"You know," Neil said "you should totally come on tour with us this year."
"Uh..." OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! Did I hear right? Did he really just say that. "Well I have to think about it." No I didn't. UGH. Yes I did.
"Alright." Shane gave me their numbers. "Give one of us a call." He smiled then they went through a door. I took a deep breath and went to find Leah.
"Bella." Alice and Rosalie were coming my way.
"Leave me alone." I needed a drink even though I shouldn't. I went to the middle of the bar. "Embry. Give me a soft screw."
"Ok." He smiled widely. I glared at him. Sixteen year olds were so perverted. He chuckled, but got my drink. He was lucky he didn't look 16 other wise he and Leah would be pretty screwed. Everyone around here thought they were 26. They were cheaper than actual bartenders so Leah hired them.
"Bella." Rosalie called. God I couldn't even enjoy a drink without leeches interrupting me. I walked away, heading for the door.
"Bella. I am so sorry for leaving you." Edward said as he stood in front of me. I just ignored him and continued outside.
"Bella." Jake and Edward called at the same time. I took a deep breath of the cool air before turning. I noticed the Cullens and the pack were outside too separated by the invisible line.
Edward suddenly appeared in front of me. He caressed my cheek. "You can't honestly love that mutt can you?"
"Yes, now will you all leave?"
"Not a chance." Jacob pushed him away from me. "Don't touch me dog." He pushed Jacob back.
"Don't touch me bloodsucker."
"Oh will you both shut up." Rosalie said rolling her eyes.
"Sorry." Jacob said quickly. Rosalie raised an eyebrow in surprise. Tears formed in my eyes. Why did Jacob have to be a werewolf?! Leah came to my side. "Come on. We'll go to my place." Leah told me
"Take care of her." Jake said sadly
"I can take care of myself." I snapped. I didn't mean to be mean to him. It just kind of came out too sharply. We got into Leah's Chevy and drove to La Push.
Seth was in wolf form on her living room floor watching TV. He was staying with her because their father died. Seth didn't want to live with Sue. I didn't know why he was in wolf form though. He probably ran out of clothes to wear. I sat next to him and leaned against his side.
"You want anything? Soda? Coffee?" she asked. She sat down next to me.
I shook my head no. "I can't have any of that." I hinted. Besides Charlie and Billy they'd be the first people to know.
"Oh...Look, I know we've never been friends but you can stay here as long as you like. We know Charlie kicked you out."
"Yeah he uh...didn't like my future plans."
Her eyebrows pulled together. "You marrying Jacob?"
My heart skipped. "I'm not marrying him."
"Oh...I uh...Forgot that's not a wedding ring." she lied quickly. Great. Jake had plan to marry me but Rosalie had to ruin everything. I hated her even more.
"Right." I said pretending to agree with her. Seth whimpered. He carefully rested his head on my stomach.
Leah gasped. "You're pregnant?"
I nodded. "Four months. I had planned on telling him tonight." I wasn't really showing yet. I was sure Jake heard the heartbeat but just thought it was mine. I didn't want to tell him now. I didn't want to have it now. Tears started falling down my cheeks. Leah wrapped her arms around my neck and Seth curled more into my side. Everything went black.
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